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An Actress Life - Chapter 4
An Actress Life - Chapter 4

Chapter four Word count: 1,360 words
"How's life going?" You ask Ed. "Fine, what about you?" "Everything is fine Joe and I got a puppy." "Oh please show me a picture." You say excitedly and he shows you a picture of a golden retriever. "So cute, by the way when will you and Joe get married?" You wiggle with your brows. "Next month you have to come." "Sure, but I have no one to go with." You say with a small sigh. "I believe you will find someone, if I wouldn't be gay I totally would run after you." He says jokingly, making you laugh.
You arrive at the set of Supernatural, then you walk to the main office. Eric Kripke welcomes you. "Hello Ms. y/l/n." "Please call me y/n or y/n/n." You interrupt him almost immediately, since you don't like being too formal. He nods, giving you a smile. "Okay, y/n so nice to finally meet you in person." "Me too, I really feel honoured to be allowed being here." You say with a smile. "Let's talk about business." Ed says jokingly, interrupting you two."So I imagined that y/n would be perfect for the role as Sophie, because when I think about this character she fits perfect." Eric explains and Ed nods. "Thanks for the compliment." You say with a smile
"By the way you're an amazing actress and I'm glad to call you being a part of the cast." He says proudly. "Please stop." You say laughing, blushing slightly. "So, y/n you're for 100% sure you wanna have this part?" "Hell, yes I am." You press. "Amazing, I'll get the papers." Kripke says before disappearing. You wait there for about five minutes, talking about the job with Ed. Ed telling you, that he is really proud of you that you are in a show that keeps running for nearly 8 years. "So, y/n those are the papers of your contract and this is your script." He says placing both on the table.
"I'll get the contract, you the script." Ed always has to control every single word, but you can understand he wants you to be safe. "Everything seems to be correct and safe. Y/n/n, please sign here and here." You do what he says. "Thanks, see you on Monday." Eric says. "Bye." You skim through the script, it sounds so good and cute. You love it. The love story is just sweet and pure. "I love that script." "Show me." Ed says. You give him the script, before reaching inside your purse to grab your phone. You click on Dean's contact and decide to send him a message.
iMessage
You: Hey I just finished the meeting.
Jensen: Fine. Where are you?
You: At the main office of the set.
Jensen: Wait there I'll be there in two minutes.
You: 👍🏻
Okay, two minutes left, will this be weird? Again? You don't know, because he wanted to meet you. You see him, he waves at you.
"Well, that was quick." You laugh.
"I know, but only because I was in my trailer." You nod and smile at him.
"Can you wait I wanna say goodbye to my manager." "Sure." He says with a smile, so you go back to the office, Ed looks shocked. "What is your ex-boyfriend doing here?" "He plays Dean." You answer quickly. "Oh, shit. Already forgot about that." He says, making you roll your eyes. "We just wanna talk, so see you later." You tell him about to go back."Wait, here are your keys for your apartment and the address." He says giving you the keys. You nod with a smile, "Thanks, Ed." You leave the office and go to Jensen again. You are thankful that Ed thinks about everything. "Where should we go?" "Maybe to my new apartment?" You ask. "Sure." He nods.
20 minutes later...
You enter the apartment, it's got everything you need. You put your suitcases inside the beautiful bedroom then you kick your shoes off. You go into the kitchen, where Jensen is waiting. "Do you wanna drink something?" "Water please." You open the fridge, since you knew Ed made sure you got everything.
"I think we really should talk about us." "I thought the same." He says, chewing on his bottom lip. You sit down on the couch in your living room, he quickly joins you. He looks again at your hand his smile fades away.
"You're engaged?" He asks friendly. You look at your fingers, then you realise you're wearing your granny's ring on your ring finger. "What? No, It's the ring of my granny she died a year ago." You say with a sad smile. "I am so sorry I really liked her." He says softly. "I know."
"How is it going with Matt?" (Your ex-boyfriend) "We broke up 1 and a half years ago." "Oh, okay." He says with a nod. You swear you've seen some relief on his face. "How is it going with Joanna?" "We broke up one year ago." You nod also feeling relieved. "Jensen, I wanna let you know something. I'm so sorry how we broke up, I was such a bitch. I feel so bad and guilty and I miss you as my best friend I just wanna apologise."
"I miss you too, I know you didn't mean to. I'm not that innocent too, sometimes I treated you like a piece of shit I'm so sorry I wasn't a perfect boyfriend." (You left Jensen because of Matt, because things didn't work out with Jensen at that time.But you never cheated on him.) "You were the best boyfriend I've ever had. My parents thought we would get married they loved you like a second son." He smiles looking at his fingers.
"To be honest, I also thought we would get married in Poland with the rest of your family." He knows you love, when he includes your dreams and thoughts in everything. Since you always wanted to get married in Poland. "I am also sorry about how much I hurt you." You sobs out covering you face with one of your hands. "I'm sorry too." He says and starts tearing up. You take his hand and squeeze it gently. He looks you into your eyes. "Maybe we can have a restart?" He asks carefully. You don't know, but you still love him. "I would love that, but we should take it easy, because I want it to work out this time." You tell hike softly. He scoots closer and kisses you with all his passion he has for you. You've missed these kisses, you gently push him away a moment later. "Can you really forgive me?" You ask him seriously. "If you can." He replies also seriously.
"Y/n, I still love you like all those years ago and I've never loved a woman after that, like I love you." You feel your heart flutter, even blushing a bit. "I love you too, J." And again he leans in to kiss you you, knowing he wants more than kissing, so do you, but NO! "Jensen stop it." You say pulling away from him. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks worriedly. "No, it's just we should stop. Like I said we should take it easy. We should save this moment for another time." You say gently. "Okay, you're right, but I think we shouldn't tell anybody for now." "Yes, you're right we shouldn't."He nods. "I just know the press and media will be going crazy, if they know I'm going to be love interest of Dean." He starts to laugh.
"It's pretty funny to imagine that." You start to laugh too. "Do you wanna order some pizza?" You asks a moment later. "Sure, the same as always." he smiles.
30 minutes later...
The pizza arrives and you start watching a horror movie and eating pizza. That's how you two spend the rest of the night, until Jensen has to go. "I gotta go, its getting late." "Okay, good night." You say with a small pout. "Good night." He says and kisses your forehead before leaving the apartment.
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I thought you never would… - Chapter 3

Chapter three
Word count: 1,761 words
Warning: language, mention of sex
Dean was peacefully asleep when Kira started to touch his cock, stroking him as she kissed his neck. His eyes shot open as he woke up, pushing her off of him with a sigh, turning away from her. Kira frowned slightly not understanding why he did that and just shrugged to herself be for touching him again, but now sliding her hand into his boxers. Dean quickly grabbed her wrist before looking at her, "I'm not in the mood." He told her sternly, throwing her hand off him.
She frowned at him, "why?" Dean rolled his eyes, because sometimes she wouldn't take no for an answer. "I'm not in the mood." He repeated. She rolled her eyes and got out of the bed, taking her clothes on. "Dean, you got some money for me?" She asked with a pout. Dean already got angry at this question, since he got barely money left for this month.
"No, I don't. Why don't you just start making money on your own and stop asking me for it." He said rubbing his face. She rolled her eyes and looked at him, "why would I go to work and make my own money?" Dean frowned deeply, finally getting to his senses after almost one and a half years of relationship. "I think, it's time we two break up." Dean told her. Her eyes widened, "What? Why?" She breathed out. Dean scoffed, "Because you and I don't work out." He said with a shrug, throwing her bag into her direction. "You better pack up and get out of here." He said taking his joggers on as she stared at him in shock.
Dean walked on the balcony, grabbing his cigarettes. He grabs one out of the box, lightning it up before he started to smoke it. He closed his eyes for a moment, just trying to calm down for a moment. He didn't think it be that easy to tell her it was over. He heard her grabbing her things all over the place as he walked back inside from the balcony. He plops down on his bed again watching her pack up.
She eventually finished, "You really want to break up?" She asked standing in the door frame with crossed arms. Dean looked up from his phone , "Yeah." He said. "Then I'd like to have the 100 dollars you owe me back." Dean scoffed and started laughing. "Excuse me? You lived here for free, I even gave you money and you want the fucking 100 bucks back? I think you lost your mind." He almost yelled at her as he got up. "I want my money." She insisted standing straight.
"Kira you better get the fuck out before I lose my mind." He told her angrily. "So you really breaking up with me bc of that Hoe y/n?" She asked with a scoff. Dean frowned deeply, "what? She's just a friend! What the fuck is wrong with you?!" He yelled and she just rolled her eyes before finally leaving his little apartment.
Dean sighed in relief, but also kind of missing her. She was his first real love and girlfriend, but he knew it was the right thing. He knew it, he knew it'll save him a lot of nerves and money. Money he could use for himself.
He walked into his bathroom to take a quick shower, checking the time, sighing since he had to leave for work in about an hour.
After work, Ryan stopped by Dean's place since Dean send him a voice message, telling Ryan what happened that morning. Ryan was kinda proud of Dean, that he finally ended things with Kira. Ryan noticed, that the whole thing was still kinda hard on him. Ryan suggested via text to spend the night, having a guys night.
Dean was thankful for that, since he needed distraction or otherwise he would run back to her, asking her to come back. He needed Ryan to tell him, he did the right thing by breaking up with her.
Ryan plugged his PS4 into Dean's tv in the living room, so they could play together and have a few drinks. "Maybe we could ask y/n to play with us." Ryan suggested and Dean nodded. "Sure." He said with a tight smile. Dean had no problem with you joining, because you were always so nice and making funny jokes.
Dean turned his PS4 on as well, joining their voice chat while you joined as well. "Helloooooo." you said happily heading the smile in your voice, since you had a really good day so far. You went to the mall with your mom, had Chinese for dinner, went for a walk with your dog and started reading a new book.
"Hey." Ryan said with a smile. "Hey," Dean said trying to sound as happy as they do, but failing miserably. "Dean, you alright?" You asked him softly.
"Not really...broke up with my girlfriend today." He says with a sigh lightning a cigarette, starting to smoke it. You felt sorry at how sad and kind of broken he sounded. "I'm sending you a hug." You told him softly making him a smile slightly. "Thanks, y/n."
"If you wanna talk, let me know," you added a moment later. "Thank you, really." He said with a small smile. You kinda wished you'd live like a few miles away, but you didn't. You lived like 200 miles away, which was a lot.
You tried to distract Dean as best as you could and he really appreciated it. He enjoyed listening to you.
"Y/n, we have to meet up one day." Ryan asked some time later, chewing on some chips. You smiled, "yeah, one day." You said into the mic. "I'm sure, it'd be fun." Dean said a moment later, making you smile wider, biting your bottom lip. Even tho you didn't know how he looked like, you were crushing on him. Hard.
"Yeah, since I'm eighteen now, we could arrange a meeting in the future. I'd just have for save up some money for a hotel or motel." You said, making Dean frown. "You could crash at mg place, I wouldn't mind." Dean told you, actually surprising you a bit. "Wait, really?" You asked surprised as Dean extinguishing his cigarette. "Yeah." He said casually.
"We all could meet up at Dean's place." Ryan said with a smile causing Dean to laugh at how Ryan invited himself. Dean didn't care, since Ryan was like a brother to him.
"Sounds so much fun, really." You said happily, you really wanted to meet them, knowing it'd be fun. Dean smiled a bit, also feeling a bit excited even tho it still could take months until they would meet up in real life. It didn't bother him, he just really couldn't wait.
"So what's your Instagram?" Dean asked you and you told him your user. Dean lied to you about, checking it out later since he did it almost immediately. You definitely were his type, he thought you were cute and pretty.
An hour later or so, he followed you on Instagram when you all already were in bed. You looked on your phone and saw that Dean followed you. As soon as you clicked on the profile, you bit your lip. Man, he was stunning. He was hot as hell. You crush on him grew even more.
A few weeks passed by and you met Dean's older brother Sam online, who lived on his own as well like 100 miles away from Dean, they didn't see each other as often as they wished for. "Yo Sam, what do you think of y/n?" Ryan asked after you left the voice chat. "She seems really cool, finally a girl, who has something in her brain and even has humour." Sam told them with a shrug.
"Yeah, we wanna meet up with her next month maybe, if everything works out." Dean said to his older brother over the headset. "Sounds fun, maybe I could stop by as well." Sam said playfully. "Oh, yes!" Ryan said excitedly as Dean laughed. "You know, I was joking, right?" He told them as Dean shrugged. "Bro, we haven't seen each other in months with you studying law." Dean said with a sigh, kinda missing his older brother.
Sam knew his little brother was right. Since Dean broke up with Kira the two of them talked a lot more and he helped Dean a lot. If it was money, their mom, who wasn't easy on Dean. Sam moved out as soon as he finished Highschool, because he wasn't getting along with his mom as well.
Sam wished he was there, when their mom kicked Dean out. He wished, he didn't live 100 miles away and he could've took Dean in, so Dean could live with him.
Dean lived with their dad until he was 18, since their mom kicked Dean out when he was just 17. Their dad met another women. They got a house, but unfortunately a small one sow Dean couldn't stay much longed than needed. Dean had to sleep on the couch for almost a year before he got his own place.
That's the reason Dean didn't finish school with good grades, because the whole thing with his mom distracted him and dragged him into a deep hole. A hole only Sam or Ryan could get him out of. Dean still got his diploma, but didn't know what to study so he just started a vocational training.
Dean was a bit ashamed that his grades weren't as good as his older brother's grades were. He also wanted to be as good as Dean, but he wasn't a person who was made for getting excellent grades.
"Okay, just let me know the exact dates okay?" Sam told his brother. "Okay." Dean said with a slight smile. He missed his older brother a lot. They'd only see each other on birthday's and Christmas.
"Dean, I miss you, can we meet up and talk?" A text from Kira appeared on his phone just a day later. He checks his phone, chewing on his lip. He missed her like crazy, holding her and especially the sex. Dean tried to hook up with one girl, but he didn't get hard. He was too nervous and shy, since Kira was the only one he had sex with.
He shrugged to himself and told her to come by after work. They would be just talking, right? Dean asked himself and nodded, nothing more.
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An Actress Life - Chapter 6

Chapter six
Word count: 1,693 words
Warnings: smut
5 minutes later Jensen knocks at the door and you open it. He almost immediately kisses you. "That's what I wanted to do all day." He smiles. "You already did on set." You say sarcastically. "I mean really." He says with a huge smile and kisses you again." "Miss y/l/n, you're such a liar." He says jokingly with a British accent. "Why that?" You ask innocently.
"He really believed you that we're 'just friends'." "I am an actress, I should be able to lie." You tell him with a shrug. He puts his hand on your waist and pulls you close to him, starting kissing you passionately. "I missed those moments." He says between kisses. "Me too. I regret everything I did. I missed you so much." You breathe out. "Me too."
He kisses you hungrily, but you stop him immediately. "Jensen, you know what we've talked about." "Oh, please, I missed the sex with you so much." "Yeah, me too." You say biting your lip. "Fuck it." You lean in and kiss him even rougher. He lifts you up, wrapping your legs around his hips, you don't stop kissing each other. He walks you into the bedroom and lays you on the bed. He takes his shirt off and reconnects your lips.
He takes your blouse off and kisses your neck. Then down to your breasts and unhooks your bra. He looks at your naked breasts, making his cock grow even harder in his pants. He kisses you again, you drive your fingers along his muscular arms. He pulls your pants and panties off.
After that you quickly unbutton his pants and see his hard cock in his boxers. He kisses your neck again. "I missed your body." He whispers into your ear. He starts kissing and sucking your nipples, making you moan softly. He kisses down your body down to your lower lips. He groans softly at the sight of your sex and can't help, but gently peck your clit. You sigh softly at the feeling, moaning softly as soon as he starts sucking onto your clit. His fingers teasing your entrance.
Your hand drives through his hair as the other hand grasp the sheets tightly. You moan as he starts pumping his finger in and out of you. You start to get close at how good he knows your body and taps his head gently, wanting to give him the same treatment. "It's your turn." You breathe out. You sit up, he puts his hands on your shoulders, rubbing them gently. You pull his boxers down, licking your lips at the sight of his hard and throbbing cock. You look up at him as you start stroking his cock, making him sigh heavily. You lick the precum off his tip, sighing at taste, before slowly taking him inside your mouth.
He looks down at you sighing at the sight of you sucking his cock. He grips your hair firmly as you suck his cock swirling your tongue around his tip, just like you know he loves it. He groans softly closing his eyes in pleasure since he haven't had such a good blowjob in a long time. He can't help, but buck into your mouth. You moan softly around his cock.
He pulls you off his cock, spit all over your mouth, making him sigh at the sight. You wiped your spit away as he sits down next to you leaning in to kiss you passionately again.
He pulls you onto his lap making you straddle him as you two make out. He sighed kissing you, cupping your ass firmly. You sigh heavily and pull on his hair as you kiss him hungrily. He grabs his cock and lines up with you, grabbing your hips as you sink down on him. "Fuck." He breathes out when he's completely inside you. You rolled your hips closing your eyes before you start bouncing on his cock. "Oh fuck." You breathe out at the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of you. He watches you bounce on his cock, your eyes closed. He groans at the sight of your bouncing boobs, cupping them firmly. He sits up and kisses you hungrily moaning against his lips as you feel him playing with your nipples. He turns you two around, so he's on top, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He grips your hips firmly as he thrusts faster and harder inside you. You moan his name loudly as he hits your g-spot over and over. He groans at the sight of you, your lips apart in pleasure and your eyes closed. He starts to circle your clit getting you closer to your peak. You grab his arm as you get extremely close. You moan his name softly as your orgasm hits, clenching tightly around his cock. He groans at the feeling and keeps thrusting until he cums deep inside you. You two breathe heavily as Jensen gets off of you sweat-drenched.
You smile hazily at each other, your high still kicking in as Jensen places an arm over his face. "Wow." You breathe out a moment later, smiling adoring yet hazily at Jensen. He returns the smile and kisses your nose softly, making your heart flutter at the little gesture.
"We should take a shower." Jensen says softly and you nod. "Yeah." you say and slowly get up stretching slightly before walking inside your bathroom.
He's right behind you as you step into the shower. You turn the water on as Jensen wraps his arms around your waist making you lean into him. He kisses the back of your head. You smile turning around kissing him softly as he pulls you closer.
You pull away a moment later wide smiles on both of your faces. You smile lovingly as he starts washing your hair.
After you two have finished showering you lie down again, cuddling into his side. You look up at him as he cups your face gently, "I missed you so much." He whispers softly. "I missed you too." You whisper back kissing him softly. He pulls away a moment later snuggling you close. "Cuddling was probably what I missed the most." He says softly holding you close. You nod against his chest. You two cuddle the rest of the night, watching a movie.
The next morning you wake up to your and Jensen's legs tangled. You smile to yourself as you feel Jensen rubbing your wait gently. "Good morning." you whisper softly as Jensen kisses your neck gently. "Good morning." He says softly and pecks your lips gently cuddling you close. You smile lovingly at him and kiss him softly as you hug him close.
"I'm kinda hungry." He says softly as he pulls away feeling his stomach grumble. You giggle softly, "I could make a us some pancakes." You suggest softly and he nods happily. You get out of bed stretching your body as you walk out of the bedroom in his t-shirt and panties. Jensen grins slightly watching your ass.
You start making pancakes as Jensen joins you yawning as he starts making coffee. You place the hot pancakes in the middle of the counter, grabbing some fruits out of the fridge. You sit down sipping the coffee Jensen just gave you.
Jensen starts eating happily sighing at the taste of your pancakes, making you smile at him as you start digging in as well.
"I know it kinda seem a bit forward and fast but next month....on that event...we should go public." He says hesitantly and you sigh softly.
"I don't know, J. I think it's a bit too fast. I don't want that the press telling any lies or spreading rumours. I don't want them to mess things up between us." He cups your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "Y/n/n, I love you just like all those years ago, I don't care what they gonna tell the world." He promises you softly. "I love you too, but are there any things that happened in the last few years that could cause any trouble?" "No." He says softly and you nod with a small smile.
"And what about you?" He adds. "Just Matt that's all, I'm just afraid of, that the press will drop news like 'After cheating back together?' you know what I mean?" You ask him. "Yes, but I know you didn't cheat on me. Jared and Gen told me, after we broke up. At first I thought you did, that's true, but I also know you and Matt started dating 2 months after our breakup. Y/n, I fucking love you so much and I never stopped. I LOVE YOU!" He tells you honestly making you smile lovingly at him.
"I love you too, J." You say softly pecking his lips, "I could care less about what they're going to say about us. You shouldn't either." He says softly.
"Let's make it public next month. Next month we gonna tell everyone of our friends and family." You eventually say. "I'm fine with that." He says with a huge smile and kisses you. "When I am honest I am scared of that what Jared and Gen are gonna say about that, even more of Jared that Gen." "I think Gen will be happy for us but Jared." "Jared knows that I always loved you."
"I know, but last week, when Shep was born, I had a big fight with Jared about us. He felt really disappointed about me, because that day I realised that I still love you. You know how Jared is." "Yeah, I know but I think he will also be happy for us." "When I am happy Jared will be happy." He adds.
And your fear fades a away a bit. "Everything will be fine between us, I promise....Let's get ready for work." He says softly and pecks your lips. You two get ready, while you brush your teeth Jensen tells Jared about the event. Jared knows he has to come, but Gen won't be able to make it because of Shep.
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An Actress Life - Chapter 3

Chapter three
Word count: 1,246 words
I look for her till I see her waiting for a cab I think. "Should I take you home?" I ask her. "I don't wanna make you any circumstances." She says nicely. "Probably it's better if we just keep this here professionally." She adds quickly. A cab arrives just a few seconds later. "I guess I see you on set?" I ask.
"Yeah, I guess so, bye Jensen." "Bye, y/n." These words hurt a bit. I need to get home, since I will fly to Vancouver tomorrow at 10 am.
—Your POV—
You are sitting in the cab that's taking you, to your parents house. Did he really run after me? After all those things I did? You ask yourself. The cab stops a moment later, you pay the driver before getting out of the car. You unlock the door and walk into the living room, your family sitting there watching a movie. "Hey guys." You greet them. "Hey y/n/n, what took you so long?" Your mum asks.
"Gen got her baby and I helped'em with Thomas." "Oh congratulations," your mom says with a smile. "I guess, we'll see you in a few months?" Your cousin asks "It seems so, I'm sorry." You say apologetically. "I'm gonna go to sleep. I hope you know, how much I love you guys." You add. "Y/n/n, we do." Your sister says. You hug all of them good night. "We love you too." Your mum says, making you smile a bit. You head upstairs to your room, sitting down on your bed all the emotions and feeling starting to get to you. You are realising how much you love this man and what kind of mistakes you've done. Gosh. The more you thought about it, the more you hated yourself for being such a dumbass and just idiot, stupid. Then someone knocks on the door, it's your sister, interrupting your thoughts.
"I knew something was wrong and I was right." She says pulling you into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asks softly. "I met Jensen today for the first time after all these years. I feel so bad and guilty I hate myself." You sob out. "Honey, I always knew how much you love this guy and I thought you were actually going to marry him. We all thought that, but then everything came different." She gives you a small smile. "I know, its all my fault I know that. The most difficult thing is I'm gonna work with him." You sniffle. "Wait, that means you got a part on Supernatural?" You nod. "I'm going to play the love interest of Dean,the character he plays."
"Oh and you're really sure you want to do this?" "I have to, it's my job, y/s/n." She nods and knows you're right, hugging you tighter. "I love you, but I want to sleep now. I have to get up early tomorrow." You say a bit sleepy. She kisses your forehead and let's go of you before leaving the room. You change into shirt and lie down in your bed, sleep washing over you.
Next morning:
You wake up at 6 am, not really wanting to get up, but knowing you have to, you threw the covers off your body. You slowly and unwillingly get up and enter the bathroom. You have a shower, brush your teeth, put on some make up, put on clothes and dry your hair. You grabbed the few things you've taken out of your suitcase and packed them back into your suitcase. When you finish packing you take your suitcases downstairs to the kitchen ,where your mum is already drinking some coffee. "Morning mum." You kiss her cheek. "Morning love. You want some coffee?" "Yes, please." She gives you a cup of coffee. "When do we have to leave?" "In less than an hour." You say a bit annoyed.
"Y/n Y/l/n, I am so proud of you, with your 33 years you've achieved a lot." "Thanks mum, but I see you guys hardly , that's what makes me angry and also kinda sad." "It's okay we know you love and appreciate us." She hugs you close. "Honey? what was wrong yesterday when you came home?" Your mum and sister always know when something is off with, if you lie it would be dumb, because they will know. They always know when something is wrong.
"I met Jensen yesterday after five years years." You say with a sigh. "How was it?" "It was totally weird, when we were waiting for Jared to tell us, that the baby was born, there was this awkward silence." "Ah I see, well I have to tell you he was and I think he is the perfect son-in-law." "Mum please, we already had this conversation three years ago." You say rolling your eyes. "I know, I'm sorry." She says softly "I regret what happened , but I had my chance."
Your mum hugs you, because she doesn't know what to say about the whole thing with Jensen anymore. She always wanted you and Jensen to have your own family and live happily ever after. She loved him like a second son, she was really disappointed of you. "I guess, we have to leave." She says and you look at the clock in the kitchen. You grab your things, getting them inside the car. Your mum drives you to the airport, when you arrive you say goodbye. "Thanks mum for taking me." "No problem, love you and take care." "You too." You say softly kissing her cheek gently.
You enter the airport, walking to your check in. Handing your luggage over to the lady at the counter. After that you made your way to your gate and wait for your flight. 30 minutes have left so you decide, watching the last episode of season seven of Supernatural. Suddenly someone taps your shoulder, you look up and see Jensen. "Oh hey, what are you doing here?" He asks curiously. "Waiting for my flight, I guess." you say playfully and a smile appears on his face. That smile you love and missed so much.
"No, I mean what are you going to do in Vancouver?" He points at the gate. "I have a meeting with the producer of Supernatural. Jared Already told you, didn't he?" "Yes, he did. I just wanted to make sure." You nod. "It's really weird, isn't it?" He says. "Oh yes, it is. I thought, it was only me thinking that way." "Maybe we should meet after your meeting, getting a coffee, only if you want to." He suggests a slightly nervous.
"Sure, if you give me your number I'll call you later." He gives you his number, that means he really changed it in these years, but you did the same. "Flight 485868." "We gotta go." He says. "See you later." He adds. You wave. You go through the gate and enter plane you sit down on your seat and continue watching. 4 hours later you arrive in Vancouver, you leave the plane and get your suitcases. When you exit the airport you go to the car, where Ed is waiting for you. When he sees you, a smile appears on his face. "Y/n/n, so nice to see you, I missed you." You hug him. "I missed you too, Ed." "Let's get in the car." You two get into the car.
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Jensen Freckles Ackles as DEAN WINCHESTER in Supernatural 9x02