An Actress Life - Chapter 8

An Actress Life - Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Warning: smut

Word count: 1,277 words

1 hour later...

The event has ended and you three are on your way to your apartment. Even some celebrities have wished you luck, you were kinda surprised about that. You arrive at your apartment some time later and enter it with the two men. You look at your phone and see 20 missed calls from Gen and 10 missed calls from your family.

Family group chat:

Mom: Oh my god, you two are back together? Call me! 

Your sister: So happy for you!

Your cousin: CALL US! 

"Guys I'm gonna call Gen." Jared says with a smile and goes into the kitchen. "Okay." You say with nod.

"I always knew your family loves me." Jensen says playfully, gazing at your phone with a smile.

"You should call them and put them on speaker." He says with a happy smile, making you laugh. 

You dial your mom's phone number and just after two rings she picks up, feeling excited for the two of you. "Kurwa, we're so happy for you two." 

"Thank you." Jensen says laughing. 

"Oh hey Jensen, how are you?" 

"Pretty good, how are you?" "Thanks, fine." 

"Nice to hear that." Jensen says softly.

Jared comes back after a few minutes. "Y/n/n, Gen wants to talk to you.""Mum, just keep talking to Jensen, I'll be right back." You tell your mom and hand Jensen your phone before looking at Jared with a smile. He gives you the phone and you walk inside the kitchen.

"Gen?" She screams into the phone and you hold the phone away from your ear. "Oh my God. you have to tell me everything." She exclaims happily. You laugh slightly and shake your head before you tell her the whole story about you two getting back together, starting with the day you arrived on set. 

"I hope you told him the truth that you felt the same way." She interrupts you. "Of course I did. After that we got emotional and I even started crying, then he kissed me and asked me if we could try again. And I said yes, here we are." You say with a small laugh. 

"Jared told you why we wanted to make you the godparents, didn't he?" She asks with a raised eyebrow even though she knew, you wouldn't be able to see it. "Yeah he told me, I hope you didn't choose us only to get us back together?" You asked with a quiet sigh.  "Of course not, we chose you and J because you are my best friend, J is the best friend of Jared." "Awww, I love you Gen."

"I love you too, y/n/n." You smile to yourself. 

"How are Shep and you doing?" "Pretty good, but I miss you guys." "I miss you too." "I hope you will visit us." "Maybe next week, because we will be in Austin, entering the wedding of my manager." "I would be really happy about that, if you two stop by." She says softly. "Me too." "Okay, have fun, see you next week hopefully." "Thank you, love you." "I love you too." You smile before hanging up. You walk into the living room again handing Jared his phone back before plopping down on the couch. 

"I caught up with the whole...love thingy with you and Jensen." Jared says gesturing his hands at you and Jensen. Jensen rolls his eyes playfully as you just laugh before Jensen looks at you. 

"Y/n/n, now my mum wanna talk to you." Jensen says with a laugh a moment later, giving you his phone. "Hey Donna." "So nice to hear from you, y/n." "I am glad you two are back together." His father yells in the backround. "Yeah,me too." You say with a happy smile. "When will you two come for dinner?" His father asks. "Maybe next week, if that's okay." "Of course,  it's okay, so happy to see you again." His dad tells you. "Me too." "Okay, bye. See you next week." 

You hang up and give Jensen his phone back, smiling happily at him. You feel so relieved. 

"Your parents want us to come for dinner,when we are in Austin next week." "Your parents too." He says  with a small laugh. "And Gen also wants us to visit her and Jared." "I hope you will." Jared says with a raised eyebrow. "Of course." Jensen tells his best friend. 

"Y/n/n, I heard you were scared of my reaction." you blush. "Yes, because of that fight we had. You were really angry with me and disappointed, so I thought you wouldn't be too happy." He gives you a small smile before scooting over to you and pulling you into a hug. "I am so sorry, about what I've said." "You were just being honest." You say softly and Jared sighs softly, "I know, but I could've said it nice tho." He says honestly and you nod. "It's fine, really." You say softly and he smiles at you as he pulls away from the hug. 

You all hang out for the rest of the night before it's time for Jared to go home. "Its getting late, I'll leave." Jared says softly and hugs you and Jensen. "Take care." You say softly. "You too. See you next week." Jared tells you before he leaves. "What did my mum tell you?" You ask Jensen. "That she is really happy about that we are back together and that I am her dream son-in-law." He says with a huge grin and laugh. You roll your eyes, "she'll always love you more than me." You say playfully, making him laugh before he cups your face and leans in to kiss you, you both smile into the kiss.

"Now we dont have to hide from anything anymore." He says. "Yeah, finally." You say as you walk into the bedroom to get changed and try to get your dress off. "Can you please unzip that dress?" You ask loudly from the bedroom. He  opens the door with a smile. While he unzips your dress he can't help, but kiss your neck gently, making you lean into him. "You look so good in this dress." He whispers into your ear. You hum with closed eyes. He looks at you through the mirror biting your neck gently, "I don't think I want a taste anymore, I think I want my dinner now." He breathes into your ear, making shivers run down your neck. 

You opens your eyes and look at him through the mirror, seeing the lust in his eyes as you turn your head slightly. He doesn't waste any second before crashing his lips onto yours kissing you hungrily as he pulls the dress down, leaving you just in panties in front of him. He groped your breasts as he kisses you hungrily, making you sigh at the feeling while he gently pushes you on the bed. 

He kisses your neck, then your breasts and takes your left breast into his left hand, squeezing firmly. He takes your nipple into his mouth and starts licking your right nipple. You moan and arch your back. He kisses down your belly and reaches your panties, pulling it down your legs. You sit up and kiss him, when he comes back up. You unbutton his grey shirt and shove it off his shoulders . 

You look at his abs and bite your lip as you admire him. You make eye contact with him and he pulls you in for a heated and passionate kiss. You unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down his perfect shaped bow legs.

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Jensen Ackles as Soldier Boy | The Boys, 3x06 “Herogasm”

Letting Go

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: Nobody prepares you for losing the love of your life.

Warnings: mention of blood and death

I finally completed season 15 after nearly two years of putting it off. I cried my eyes out those last couple episodes for sure. Also, let me know if you'd like to be tagged in my future Supernatural fics!

MASTERLIST

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“Promise me something darlin’, promise me that you’re going to find someone else. I don’t want you to be missing me too much when I’m gone and I know that you wouldn’t consider it but, fall in love with someone else, someone who isn’t going to screw things up the way that I did many times. I love you Y/N, forever and always.”

Fresh tears streamed down the woman’s face, her body shaking from the sobs that wrecked her from deep within. In such a short time she’s lost so many people that she grew to love and consider family; Castiel, Jack and her boyfriend, Dean being the top three that really meant the world to her.

It’s been a little over a week since Dean died and for the first two nights she couldn’t bare to sleep in the room they shared but on the third day, Y/N had found herself pulling on his burgundy shirt, inhaling his musky scent that lingered on the fabric as she laid on his side of the bed. Most days Y/N spent all her time curled up into a tight ball in bed, crying her eyes out into his pillow as she desperately clung to it.

Dean’s death affected his baby brother and lady so much so that it was physically challenging for either of them to get anything done around the bunker. The only reason either of them surfaced for the day is to take the dog out to do his business and on a short walk.

“Now that we have the freedom to do whatever we want, why don’t we start our own family? It’d be nice to have one or two tiny Winchesters running through these halls.”

Y/N buried her puffy face deeper into the soaked pillow as she kept replaying some of the moments spent with her lover. Dean had mentioned that he wanted everything with Chuck to be done with before they could finally settle down without having to wonder what games Chuck is up to. Unfortunately, they both didn't make it that far together as Dean's life was cut short.

Sam gently pushed the door open to check on her as she hadn't gotten out of bed for the day. It's Saturday and on Saturdays she would spend her time baking all kinds of pies for Dean to taste.

The bed dipped beneath Sam and the dog's weight, the grieving pair didn't say anything right away. Sam's eyes landed on the pile of Dean's dirty clothes in the corner of the room that Y/N has yet to move, causing his eyes to tear up more.

"Sammy?" Y/N finally lifted her puffy face from the pillow to look at the lone Winchester brother who shared the same miserable, exhausted look.

"Hey, I um…I came to see how you were doing, also wanted to know if you were up to getting some fresh air with me."

"I'm not up for it Sam, just let me be."

"Come on Y/N, you've been cooped up here for two days. You need some fresh air." He gently squeezed her ankle and she sighed. He was right, she needed to get out of the room that held so many memories of her and Dean.

"Okay."

She hauled herself out of bed once Sam left the room and pulled on a pair of leggings and one of Dean's old flannels that she loved seeing him in. She loosely tied her hair into a bun and slipped on her sneakers to join Sam on his nature walk.

"Let's go buddy." The fluffy dog didn't need to be told twice as he happily walked beside her.

Sam and Y/N both claimed the steps and headed out the door; the bright sunlight almost blinding her from its intensity. There's a lake about two miles away which she loved to go to when she needed to clear her head, that's something she really needed to do right now.

"Sam I have a question." The tall giant looked down at her, waiting for her to continue as they trudged closer to their destination.

"Are you going to keep working cases? You know, carry on the hunting tradition."

"Honestly, I don't know. It definitely isn't going to be the same anymore and I don't think I'll be able to do that without.." His voice trailed off, his mind flooding with memories of him and Dean.

"Okay."

"What about you, what are you going to do? Dean set you free before he left."

"Love is nowhere in the cards for me again Sammy." The pretty lake came into view and the pair quickened their pace a bit to sit on the fallen tree trunk.

"Dean was it for me ya know, I mean he was far from perfect but he was to me, flaws included."

"But he said-"

"I know what he said but I don't think I'll be able to move on, not anytime soon anyways. What about you, you lost Eileen all over again." Sam tossed a stone into the water fighting back his tears yet again. He missed his girlfriend so much.

"I'm sure someone will come along soon enough. I'll miss her everyday but I can’t keep living in the past." The pair fell silent, focusing on the sounds of the birds chirping in the trees that surrounded them.

"I miss him so much Sammy."

"Same here Y/N."

Y/N rested her head on his shoulder and he leaned his on top of her head.

"I miss Cas and Jack too."

"Me too."

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Ten years later

"Behind you!" Sam warned Y/N of the demon charging at her a second too late as he drove the angel blade into her back.

She collapsed to the floor, blood pouring out of her wound. Sam killed the demon before moving to her side.

"No no no no no, stay with me alright." Sam fished his phone out of his pocket to dial 911.

"Sammy, no."

"I can't lose you too Y/N, I can’t."

"You're going to be alright Sam, tell little Dean that auntie loves him for me please." Blood stained her mouth as she slowly faded.

"Y/N…please."

"I guess my time is up, never thought I'd be taken out by one of those suckers though. You'll be fine Sam, it's time to let me go. I love you Sammy."

"I love you too." Sam broke down into tears, watching the light fade from her eyes until she took her final breath. She was the sister that he never knew he needed and now he has to add her to the list of dead family members.

Now all he's left with in this world is his son. The only good thing about this is the fact that he didn't have to break the news to anyone since she never did move on from Dean, she had flings but nothing serious.

Y/N stood in the middle of an open road surrounded by tall trees, no incoming traffic, no loud noises only peace and quiet. Looking down at her outfit she was surprised to see that she was wearing the floral mid-thigh dress that Dean had bought her. She ran her hands down the chiffon material with a bright smile on her face.

The familiar rumble of the impala drew her attention up ahead as it came to a stop in front of her. Dean got out of Baby with his charming smile on his face, she missed that smile so much.

"Hey sweetheart."

"Dean."

Y/N took off running towards him, jumping into his open arms. Dean effortlessly caught his girl and buried his face in the crook of her neck. He didn’t know how long it's been since he died as time doesn't exist in heaven but by the way she's squeezing him tight he could tell it's been far too long.

"I missed you so much." Y/N pulled back to cup his face in her hands, his green eyes stared up at her.

"I know sweetheart, I missed you too."

An Actress Life - Chapter 13

Chapter 13

warnings: rape, language 

word count: 2,016 words

"We should undress you." He tells her softly. "Are you okay with that?" He asks her softly and she nods. "O-Okay." She says and Jensen starts taking her shoes off. When he wants to takes her dress off she backs away and he nods in understanding. He takes his button up off and his t-shirt too before giving his shirt to her. She takes it with a shy smiles before taking it on, after pulling her dress down her legs. She lies down on the bed as Jensen takes his slacks off and lies down next to her. 

He pulls her into his arms and she snuggles into his chest. Jensen rubs her arm gently, "You're safe." He whispers softly and kisses her forehead. 

"Thank you." She whispers, before they doze off to sleep. 

The next morning when Jensen wakes up, Y/N is still asleep as he climbs out of bed and takes his slacks on, before leaving the room to call Gen. He tells Gen everything that has happened the day before. He feels so helpless and clueless about what happened. He doesn't know, how to help or make her feel better, but Gen tells him, all Y/N needs is him to be there for her. Jensen thanks her and walks back inside the room he shares with Y/N. 

He smiles at the sleeping form of her, at least in her sleep she looks peacefully. When closes the door of the room, Y/N slowly stirs awake and Jensen smiles lovingly at her as he sits down on the bed next to her.  "Good morning." He whispers softly and kisses her head as she snuggles into his side. He rubs her arms gently smiling at her, but frowns as he notices the dark bruises her wrist carries. "Are you okay?" He asks her softly as he looks at her wrist and she quickly covers it with the blanket. She nods and Jensen can look right through her lie, but doesn't say anything. 

She gives him a small smile and disappears into the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror, gripping the sink tightly as she feels herself tear up. She feels disgusted by just looking at herself. She's so thankful, that she's found a moment, where she could free herself from him. She's never seen Jensen hit someone and he's only done that because of her. She washes her face and dries it with the towel, before taking her dress on she's taken with her inside the bathroom.

Y/N walks out of the bathroom and returns Jensen's T-Shirt, she's been wearing the night before. Jensen gives her a smile and she returns it slightly.

She walks back into the bathroom and closes the door. She lean against the door  and takes a deep breath. You got this. You're safe with Jensen. 

Jensen knocks on the door, "You okay. Y/N/N?" He asks you softly. "Yeah." She tells him, lying to him and herself. She walks out of the bathroom a moment later. Jensen is still in front of the bathroom and places his hands on her shoulder. "Talk to me baby." He says softly and she starts sobbing as he pulls her into his arms. He hushes her softly and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. 

He cups her cheek gently and when he looks at her, she looks away. "None of what happened yesterday is your fault, you hear me?" He says softly. She nods as she still sobs. When she looks up at him, he notices how broken she looks. The shine he loves to see in a her eyes seems gone. 

Few hours later...

Y/N and Jensen have been home for quite some time. During the drive home, they haven't talked a lot nor did they when they've got home. Y/N has disappeared into bathroom for about an hour to shower, trying to wash off Matt's dirty hands and touches. Jensen's felt devastated, because he hates seeing the woman he loves so hurt and broken. He thinks for now, he should give her some space, because she doesn't want to talk and he has to accept that. 

She's curled up on the couch in the living room, watching Jane the Virgin, trying to distract herself from the events from yesterday. 

The doorbell rings and she gets off the couch to answer the door. "I'll get the door." She yells. "Fine." Jensen yells from his office. She opens the door, surprised to see Gen. "Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks in confusion and Gen just walks past her. "We'll see us in a few hours." Y/N tells Gen. 

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." 

The two of them walk into the living room and sit on the couch."About what do you wanna talk?" She asks her curiously. 

"I know what happened last night." She tells you with a small sigh and smile, pulling you into a tight hug.. "I'm so sorry." Gen whispers. Seems like Jensen told her. Great. "It's okay." She lies. Gen sighs softly as she pulls away from Y/N. "Y/N, don't lie to me, I can see through your mask." Gen tells her softly and Y/N looks away from her, chewing on her lip. 

"I'm gonna kick his ass, I mean Jared will." She says playfully, laughing slightly and trying to cheer you up. "I'm just thankful, that I freed myself and that Jensen was there." She says as she feels herself teat up again and Gen hugs her close. When she is around Y/N just feels comfortable, she can be herself around Gen and just let her feeling and emotions free. Y/N tells Gen, how she went to the restroom and Matt followed her. 

"What a son of a bitch," she says angrily and shocked. "How can a man do something like this to a woman you've been with, I cannot understand that." She says as Jensen enters the living room. "Hey Gen, thanks for coming." They hug. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." Jensen says. "No, stay." Y/N tells Jensen and he nods with a small smile, sitting down next to her. 

"Y/n/n, you have to talk about what has happened. I know it hurts, but you have to." Gen starts and she looks at Jensen. "I'm- we are always there for you." He says and Y/N nods. She tells them everything what has happened in details, when she finishes, she sobs so hard. Jensen looks hurt, angrily and sorry for her at the same time.

"This fucking son of a bitch, how could he wait for a moment like this? Just to get you to sleep with him?! I can't believe that!" Jensen exclaim in anger.  "Jensen chill out." Gen says softly, while Y/N is still crying. She feels so much better, after telling them what exactly happened. "Thank you guys." She sniffles with puffy red eyes. "For what?" Gen asks confused. 

"For everything, for always being there when I need you, for being by my side and having my back all the time." Gen kisses Y/N's cheek. "You're my best friend and I-I love you. Of course I am always there for you and have your back. Like you always got mine." She says hugging her. She stands up a moment later and smiled at them. 

"But now I gotta go and prepare everything for the BBQ." She says goodbye to Y/N and Jensen and leaves. Y/N sits down on the couch and continues watching 'Jane the Virgin'. Jensen sits down next to her. She looks at him with a small smile. He puts his arm around her and she snuggles into his chest. He kisses her head gently. 

"We don't have to go to this BBQ, Jared and Gen would understand." Jensen tells her softly and she knows, he means well. "I know, but I need to be around the people I love." She tells him and he smiles. She really needs the distraction from that what has happened last night. She doesn't want to think about what happened too much. 

"You are around me." He says playfully with a smile, she rolls her eyes playfully, smiling slightly and playfully hit his chest. "Jensen you know how I meant that." "I just wanted to see you smile." He says softly. 

"I love you, you know that?" She says with a smile. 

"I know." He says softly and kisses her. He deepens the kiss and kisses her more passionately until she pulls away, because she knows where it ends. 

"Jay, I-I can't do this." She says and gets up. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks in concern and gets up as well to pull you in a hug, but she backs off.

"No, it's just- I just feel so disgusting and dirty. I'm sorry." "I am sorry, you have no reason to apologize. I guess, I rushed a bit." He is about to leave her, but she stops him. "Jensen, it's not your fault. I-I'm so sorry that I am so different towards you, you don't deserve this. But he broke something inside me and I don't know what. When I think about Sex it was always something enjoyable but now? It's something I'm afraid of because of him. I'm so sorry. 

I love you, but I don't feel ready." She says and walks into the kitchen. 

He follows her and reaches for her wrist gently. "I know, we just had sex yesterday." 

Wait, did he really just said that? 

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Is this all about sex?!" She almost yells at him.

"You're just thinking about sex right now?! Seriously?!" She adds. "No no no, I-I didn't mean it like that, I-I meant-" He stutters.

"How did you mean it then? That you're just thinking of sex?! Getting your dick wet, that's what's important now?!" She yells at him, feeling every kind of emotion right now, but disappointed is probably the strongest emotion she's feeling.

"No! I didn't even have a chance to to speak out!" Now he starts raising his voice. 

"Then speak out!" She yells at him. 

"What I meant, was that many things have changed in than less 20 hours. And it breaks my heart to see you this way. And I'm so sorry I rushed it, I-I'm...I-I'm really sorry." 

This incident definitely changed something between her and Jensen, although she knows he would never force her to do anything against her will. She doesn't know, if she'd enjoy sleeping with him. It feels so much different, just thinking about it. She sighs, still feeling angry with him, even though she knows how he meant it. 

Everything seemed perfect, then that shit happened to them. She also knows, what came out of his mouth was meant different, than it has sounded. When she looks up at Jensen, she sees the guilt and pain he's feeling right now and she also feels sorry about going off at him like that. 

"I know, you're really sorry and I know you didn't mean that. Yesterday, everything seemed so perfect with you. But today nearly everything is changed, I know he didn't rape me, but that he tried. I'm so thankful that you were there, but now when I think about sleeping with you it feels different." She tells him, barely looking at him. 

Jensen walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. "I hope you know, that i didn't mean it like that. All of that, just because of him. I would never force you to have sex with me, when you don't want that, never. It hurt's to see you like that, because you're the person who love to be happy and have fun, but that person seems lost somewhere inside you." He tells her quietly. She hugs him close as they both tear up, holding onto each other.

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Fighting with Dean

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Warning: none

It was a long day for you and Dean. You two just got your diploma and tried to figure out how you two would finance things that come with an apartment like furniture and stuff since both of your parents didn’t have much money. You suggested many things like trying to sell some things you didn’t need anymore like an old laptop and stuff.

Dean seemed to be busy with work that day, because you two texted most of the time. You told him he could sell some of his stuff too, so he would make some money too. Dean wasn’t too thrilled about those suggestions you made, since he was really clingy to his childhood stuff. Dean loved his childhood and the things he got.

You were at his place looking through his stuff and noticed his old laptop, a Gameboy and some books.

You asked him via text, if you could put his old laptop online for sale, since you knew he got a new one from his parents just a month ago and the old one would have brought at least $300. Dean didn’t like the idea and asked you why you went through his stuff and said when he’d live with you, he wouldn’t have any privacy.

It kinda hurt you that he assumed moving in with meant that he wouldn’t have any privacy. You always gave him his space, like literally always, and he knew that. He also didn’t mind you going through his stuff when you cleaned up in his room. He loved and trusted you more than anyone.

Dean got irritated, since he didn’t want to get rid off his stuff, but couldn’t be honest with you about it. He said mean things like that without thinking how he might’ve made you feel. You were hurting and feeling like you’re a bad girlfriend, who didn’t accept her boyfriend’s privacy.

Dean came home after work, knowing what he texted you wasn’t right and fair at all. He was mad at himself for being a pussy to tell you and took it out on you. You were quiet when he entered his room, not saying anything. You were still thinking about why he would say something like that about you.

He sighed to himself, when you didn’t greet him like you always did. You’d always smile lovingly at him, giving him a sweet kiss and a warm hug. You always greeted him like that. So when you didn’t, he knew he’d hurt you.

He hesitantly lied down next to you, your back was turned to him and you still remained quiet. He pulled you into his chest and hugged you close and tightly. You knew Dean wasn’t good with words and this was his way of apologizing, but this time it didn’t work for you receiving just a tight hug.

You didn’t hug him back like you would and Dean nuzzled your neck and cuddled you, swallowing, “I-I’m sorry about earlier.” He mumbles quietly. You still didn’t show any kind of emotion or reaction. You were hurt and mad at him at the same time.

“It wasn’t fair what I said, I know you just want us to have a nice first apartment on our own, but……..but I don’t really want to get rid of my stuff.” He finally told you. You sighed heavily and rolled your eyes, “Why didn’t you just tell me?” You asked him. “Because I was ashamed.” He told you. “I mean getting rid of a laptop is okay, but the other stuff I don’t know yet.” He said and you nodded.

He felt you were still mad and he just cuddled you more, pulling you as tight as he could. You smiled slightly at him as you turned a bit. “What you said hurt, because I always give you your space and especially privacy.” You told him and he nodded. “I know and appreciate that and I’m really sorry about what I said.” He said honestly and softly, cupping your cheek gently, caressing it gently.

He pecked your lips softly and just held you close for some time until he gave in and told you what he would sell and what not.

“So how much is the Gameboy worthy?”

An Actress Life - Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Warnings: smut, hate and language 

Word count: 1,374 words

"C'mon stop teasing me babe." He says desperately. "Teasing is more fun." You say seductively as you pull his slacks down his ankles and look up at him. He looks at you and steps out of his pants. 

You slide up his body with your hands trailing up his body from his calves to his chest and then your hands grab his face. You bring his face down to kiss him roughly. While you two kiss he gently pushes you onto the bed. 

"I like it rough." He whispers into your ear between kisses. "I know." You breathe out. He starts kissing down your body to your bottom lips. He licks a stripe up your folds and you sigh heavily grabbing the sheets. His tongue finds your clit quickly before he starts sucking your clit harshly. Two of his fingers tease your dripping hole, pumping them slowly in and out of her. 

He slides them in in and out in a quick pace a moment as he sucks your clit fast, almost sending you out off the edge. "F-Fuck, Jay." You moan out yelling as you tangle your fingers in his hair. He groans which sends vibrations through your body and clit. "I'm gonna-." You moan in pleasure and he suddenly stops.

"Seriously?" You say out of breath as he crawls up your body until he meets your eyes. 

"You teased me all night with your dress since I laid eyes on you." He pauses and kisses your neck again, making you sigh softly and leaning into him. He kisses you roughly and stands up. 

You sit up and hook your fingers inside his boxers and slowly slide them off. His thick cock springs free and hits his stomach. This cock makes you drool since it always male you feel good and you just love his damn cock. You love sucking it and feeling it inside your pussy. When you are about you take him into your mouth, he stops you and gets off the bed. He kisses you harshly and lays you on your back. He doesn't waste any second and gets on top of you, teasing your entrance. He grins as he notices you bucking your hips and slams inside you making you almost scream.

He lifts your leg and rests it on his shoulder. He slides himself in and out of you at reasonable pace until you need more. "Faster, Jay!" you moan loudly. He does what you say. He hits your g spot every time he thrusts into you. Moans and groans fill the room as he goes faster and harder.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck." You yell out in pleasure as you get extremely close. The pleasure gets so big that you clench tightly around him and cum tightly on bis cock. He keeps thrusting until he hits his peak as well. 

"That was hot." He says a few minutes later as he plops next to you. You turn your head and look at him. "It was." You say with a nod as he puts his arm around you cuddling you close to his chest. His fingers drive through your hair, you look around the room and see the clothes laying all over the ground, making you grin. 

"I love you, y/n/n." Jensen says cupping your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "I love you too, Jay." You say softly noticing the loving smile on his lips, before he closes his eyes. He falls asleep a moment later and you think about the fact how happy you are. You haven't felt so much happiness in a long time. You love him so much. How could you've been so selfish? This man is the one of your dreams.

Next morning...

You wake up and notice Jensen isn't in the bed.  You get up ans put his shirt on before entering the kitchen where he is making breakfast. He doesn't notice you, until you walk behind him and wrap your arms around his waist. 

He holds a pan in his hand. "Good morning, handsome." You say softly and back away. "Morning, beauty." He says happily ans puts the pan with eggs down to kiss you softly.

"You made breakfast?" You ask happily with a loving smile. "For the woman I love, I had to." He smiles lovingly and kisses you one more time. 

"Breakfast is ready, sit down." He says softly as he pulls away, smiling lovingly. "Wait I'll get my phone." You tell him.

You go back as fast as you can to the bedroom and take your phone. "You look good in my shirt." He yells after you. You smile and grab your phone from the nightstand. While you walk inside the kitchen again you notice ten missed calls from Ed.

"Babe what's wrong?" Jensen asks as he sees your expression, you see the headline from the website that Ed has sent you. "Y/n Y/l/n and Jensen Ackles back together after y/n has cheated on him?" You read swallowing hard, before showing it to Jensen.

"Look at this." You say with tears in your eyes. 

His expression turns from concern to anger. 

"I knew it." you sob out. He pulls you close making you sit down on his thigh. He kisses your forehead gently, when you cry even more. "Read more." You son. "Y/n was such a bitch, why did Jensen choose her again?" One comment says. "Y/n, I love you and you're definitely not a bitch." Jensen promises you honestly."Look under the picture you posted on your instagram." 

Comments: "Die, bitch, die."

"If you hurt him again, I'm gonna kill you." 

"What a whore!" , "I'm gonna kill you, you little bitch.", "Jensen, I love you, but her again?" 

"I can't understand so disgusting." 

COMMENTS END

"I can understand those comments, I really hurt you, I'm n-" "Stop saying that." He interrupts you. "They are not even real fans, if they don't accept my decisions." He adds. While you're looking at these headlines and comments Gen calls you. "Wait, it's Gen." You pick up sniffling and go to the bedroom and sit down on the bed.

"Hey." You sniffle. "Hun, I've read these comments, are you okay?" "Yeah." "Why are you lying?" Gen asks you softly. "Gen, I don't wanna bother you with my problems. You have a baby that needs all your attention now." You sniffle.

"Are you kidding me? You're my best friend and I know how hurt you are because of those stupid words. Jared and I always have your back, ok?" "I know." "And Jared, Jensen, your family and I know the truth, that's what is important. Most of the times you wouldn't care about something like this, Why now?" She asks softly.

"I-I don't know, I'm so afraid that those people are gonna ruin our relationship. Gen, I-I love him so much and I don't know, if I'm gonna survive this when we break up again." More and more tears roll down your cheeks. "I know, I know. I think this time your love with Jensen will last forever."

"Why are you so sure?" "Because he always loved you, do you know how many times he came to our house completely drank, that's only because he missed you so much. He always wanted to talk to you in person about this, but you never were at any parties of ours in these years. He never had the chance, because you were busy with shooting. When he was with Joanna he wasn't really happy, he tried to forget you, but he couldn't. That's why I am so sure." She explains as you let out a sob. 

"And I know you never loved Matt, he was just a comfort, because you and Jensen had your issues." She adds. "I guess you're right." You say with a sniffle. "Y/n/n, I love you. See you next week, if not I'm gonna kick your ass."  She says playfully with a laugh. "I love you too, Gen. See you next week." You say laughing and you hang up, feeling a bit better after talking to your best friend, knowing she's right. She always gives the best advice.

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