RFA + Saeran With MC With Depression

RFA + Saeran with MC with depression

these depression symptoms are based solely on my personal experience with depression. everyone experiences things differently if you or someone you love is going through depression no matter what symptoms they show or don’t show, they deserve love, compassion, and help. it does get better. help is out there and worth the effort. you aren’t alone.

Also my depression is almost entirely biochemical, meaning that when I’m on my medicine my depression is generally controlled very easily. This is why medication plays such a major role in these head cannons. Everyone’s depression treatment is different some people benefit more from counseling than medication. Some people require hospitalization some need tender in home care. Find what works for you and stick with it. I promise, it’s worth it.

Jumin

-        his approach is diligence.

-        he was so busy he didn’t notice at first

-        it was when the maid contacted him to ask if MC was okay that he started to pay attention

-        the maid had mentioned the MC had been in bed when she came to clean the last three days

-        Jumin knew MC wasn’t lazy far from it actually if she wasn’t busying herself with one of her many hobbies or planning the next RFA party she was usually visiting a friend not lying in bed.

-        something was wrong. he came home right away to check on her

-        she was surprised and apologized profusely as though she had been caught doing something wrong

-        “love I’m not angry, I’m worried.” she smiled lightly and assured him she was fine just tired recently

-        so Jumin watched closer, noticed more

-        he saw her eat less, sleep more, her knitting didn’t progress, nor did her reading or writing. the party planning came along but even it seemed to go slower.

-        it was when she started to leave sentences hanging that he put his foot down

-        “honey bunny really, please. I don’t need a doctor.”

-        “you aren’t yourself love. you don’t even talk to me anymore”

-        “we, we talk.”

-        “no I talk you listen. I miss you. your right beside me but you feel so far away”

-        “I probably just need my medicine”

-        “medicine. you didn’t tell me you take medicine! medicine for what are you okay?!?”

-        “I, I didn’t want to worry you! It’s not a big deal honestly I shouldn’t even need it. it’s so stupid. I take an anti-depressant or I’m supposed to. it’s hard to remember sometimes and I forget.

-        in an instant Jumin was hugging her carding his fingers through her hair holding her tighter than he had ever held anyone

-        “bring me your medicine. you’re taking it right now. from now on I won’t let you forget”

-        he came to bed every night with a glass of water and MC’s medicine.

-        he found support groups, funded research, sought out the best counselors and psychologists.

-        he hated that he couldn’t immediately fix the problem but if he couldn’t cure her then he would get her the best treatment money could buy

Yoosung

-        his approach is overprotective.

-        he first noticed how restless MC was. she would switch videos before they started, change apps before one had even finished loading.

-        “MC are you okay?” but she assured him she was

-        next he noticed that she wasn’t leaving the house as often, she didn't leave to see her friends and she hadn’t called her family in weeks. messages and texts would either be ignored or answered with single word replies.

-        even their conversations seemed far more one sided

-        something was off so he asked for help.

-        the chatroom was abuzz with worry about MC and Yoosung couldn’t keep up with all the advice

-        then he got a call. from V

-        V worried that MC might be depressed offered to give yoosung some numbers to call, doctors to see.

-        yoosung hung up and confronted MC immediately angry & scared

-        “is it true? why didn't you tell me?”

-        “it’s not bad really. most of the time I just need my medicine and I’m fine but,”

-        “but what”

-        mc see blinked back tears “I, I lost them in the move and I can’t get more till the end of the month. i thought, I thought I could make it but I’m so tired Yoosung”

-        he didn’t know what to say so he just held her. he stayed holding her all night”

-        the next morning, he helped her search the whole apartment and when they still couldn't find them they went to the pharmacy together to explain the situation

-        yoosung watched her carefully for weeks’ afterword to make sure she was okay

-        too anyone else he would have seemed paranoid but MC knew why he was so carful

-        he was shook after rika and wasn't going to take any chances with her

 Saeyoung

-        his approach is patient.

-        he knew the signs already

-        heck he had lived them

-        so when he noticed MC’s jokes had taken a darker turn he decided to watch her closer

-        and he saw it, saw her slowly slip into the habits he had seen so many times in the mirror.

-        so he did what he could. He held her when she shut down.

-        sought her out when she would hide

-        more often than not he simply sat in the room with her like she had with him. Sat near her so that when she felt like talking he would be there

-        after days of sitting next to her as waiting for her to reach out it happened

-        “I’m not okay”

-        this was progress since for days she had insisted that she was fine and simply just tired

-        “what do you need” he asked gently intertwining their fingers

-        “will you help me get my medicine. I ran out. I don’t know when I was supposed to get the refill”

-        this was something he could do and he would do anything for her

-        it does sooth his conscience a bit too know this was something she struggled with before meeting him and not because of him

 Zen

-        His approach is by far the gentlest

-        The first thing he noticed was her sleep.

-        She tossed and turned when before she would happily snuggle into his arms and stay there happily all night

-        Then he noticed her smile seemed more forced than before

-        She didn’t cry much but she also didn’t laugh like she had before

-        When she started having trouble falling asleep he sang her lullabies

-        When she started eating less he started learning to cook

-        When she left in the middle of his play and hid in the theater bathroom. He asked for answers.

-        Gently trying to coax her out of the bathroom to talk to him

-        The second the door is open he’s inside and holding her. She sits in his lap and cries for the first time

-        He sings to her gently and helps calm her down until her breathing evens out and she can talk

-        “I’m just so tired. I’m tired of everything Zen. I want to go home. Even when I’m home I want to go home I know it doesn’t make sense. I know. I’m just, I’m so tired”

-        He holds her tight telling her that it’s okay. That he’ll fix it.

-        Once she’s asleep he’s calling Jaehee. She’s smart and if anyone could find the help MC needs it’s her

 Jaehee

-        Her approach is slightly clinical

-        The first thing she notices is MC skips movie night

-        Then she sees her sleep in and skip a lot of her self-care

-        MC is still working as hard as ever but she’s exhausted all the time

-        She’s worried and when MC refuses to go to the doctor she does the research herself

-        Then she confronts MC too ask if her guess is right

-        when MC admits to getting off her meds jaehee goes rigid

-        jaehee is worried. everything about this feels uncertain and she hates feeling uncertain

-        So Jaehee does what she does best.

-        She plans. She learns. She works.

-        She knows the medication and how it works.

-        She sets up an entire routine for MC taking her medicine and doing all the self-care things that are supposed to help

-        She insists that MC see a councilor since she admits emotions aren’t her strong suit.

Saeran

-        His first tip-off is when she forgets to refresh the water in the flower vases

-        The second is when she skips walks in favor of staying in bed

-        It feels like he’s losing her and its making him panic a bit

-        he sees how lifeless her eyes are when he tells about the newest garden blooms

-        she’s not her positive happy go lucky self anymore

-        he hates it when she smiles and it looks so broken

-        he makes her a bowl of ice-cream and she only eats a fourth of it

-        he’s getting worried and trusting relationships are pretty new to him

-        but secrecy and information hacking aren’t so that’s what he goes back to

-        he finds your medical records and see’s you have an expired prescription for anti-depressants

-        he confronts you angrily and questions what’s wrong with you

-        how can you expect him to get treatment when you won’t even take your medicine

-        you explain that you were on your way to get your meds when you got called to mint eye

-        and then in all the chaos you forgot, and at this point you’d have to see your doctor again

-        your tired it doesn’t seem worth it

-        he looks guilty and ashamed but you pull him into your arms

-        he apologizes for everything with mint eye again and you can feel him shaking

-        you assure him it isn’t his fault, it was bad circumstances and bad timing not him

-        he makes you promise to go to the doctor you make him promise to go with you

-        you could do anything together after all

-        he wants you happy if you need this medicine then he wants you to have it

random HC but there’s like spoilers for ray’s routs on MYSME so I’m putting it under a cut that way you can avoid it if you haven’t played that yet

its short and a little sad but guys I gotta get this outta my head

i think it would bother saeran a lot if he heard MC singing mary had a little lamb to kids (be it theirs or other peoples)

because rika used to refer to him as a little lamb. specifically she used this term when she was belittling him or planning a “cleansing” ceremony.

it’s a small thing but lambs and sheep are known for getting lost, for hurting themselves when they are on there own, for being incapable of living without their shepherd. at one point she even mentions MC being a lamb for slaughter. can you imagine something being used to threaten and belittle you for years only to turn around and hear that same term sung to children as a lullaby

Imagine MC singing 

“mary had a little lamb, little lamb little lamb” and saeran remembering every time Rika had forced the elixer upon him saying “you are lost my little lamb” 

or 

“and every where that mary went the lamb was sure to go” and he remembers every bad decision he made to hurt MC while following Rika every missed meal, every harsh word every broken promise or new bruise. 

basically i just have a lot of feelings regarding Saeran and his story and also I’m getting really sleep deprived because like family time during the day writing time at night and MYSME every 2 freaking hours guys after this route I’m taking a day off to sleep.

... and then I’m playing V’s route because i hate myself

RFA and how MC gets them to sleep

I hope ya’ll enjoy these. do I need to make a masterpost? since I’ve got a couple of these now I don’t know. their all pretty recent so maybe its not necessary. 

Jumin

-        You’ve gotten it down to a science at this point

-        “darling? I can’t sleep.” You call from the door way of his home office “do you mind reading to me? Like you did that first night?” that’s what gets him the mention of your first night with him.

-        “I, of course dearest” he says wearily placing a stack of papers to the side “just until you fall asleep though I do need to finish this”

-        You frowned a little at that. He hadn’t slept much these past weeks and when he did it was fitful and short lived. Tonight he would sleep. You would be sure of that.

-        “would you sit in bed with me? Just for a while? The bed is too big and cold for me to fall asleep without you.”

-        “you have plenty of blankets my love” he said narrowing his eye’s at you suspiciously

-        “it’s not about the blankets. I don’t love the blankets. I love you” then you saw it in his eye’s warmth, love and the tell tail signs of his resolve crumbling as he gave into your request. You didn’t like using his love for you like this but he had to sleep.

-        “I really can’t say no to you my love” he sighed following you towards the king sized bed you shared

-        “thank you honey bunny” you said pulling him to lay beside you leaning him against a pile of pillows so he was reclining enough to sleep comfortably but upright enough to read. Where he not so fatigued he may have questioned how you had planned it all so perfectly.

-        You handed him the book you two where currently reading and situated yourself against his chest humming happily

-        One chapter later and you could feel him running his fingers through your hair trying to see if you were awake

-        You stayed still careful to count your breath to keep it deep and slow

-        He sighed and settled himself a little before resigning to stay rather than wake you by leaving

-        After fifteen minutes you could hear his gentle and quite snores

-        Success.

-        The next morning you woke early and shut off his alarm before calling Jaehee

-        “mission accomplished Jaehee” you say smirking “he wont be in today but tomorrow he’ll be back to tip top shape”

-        “thank you MC. when he pushes himself this hard it often falls to me to fix the things his fatigue lets fall through the cracks. One day of rest saves us weeks of mistakes”

-        “a stitch in time saves nine as they say. Oh but I have to go if I’m not there when he wakes up he’ll try to go back to work”

-        “of course, and again thank you MC.”

  Yoosung

-        Honestly if you could just get him into bed you knew he would be out like a light

-        It was getting him to the bed that was difficult

-        So you played the last card in you deck, the ace.

-        “yoosungie? I’m going to shower and get ready for bed okay?”

-        “sounds good!”

-        “unless, maybe you wanted to join me?”

-        “jo- join you?” he spluttered turning away from his computer wide eyed and beet red

-        “well I thought, it might save time, and water and it might be fun.” With a wink you turned towards the bathroom where you already had everything prepared

-        Honestly the shared shower was simply a bonus to your plan

-        Call the fun times you shared a happy consequence of the plan.

-        You washed his hair with lavender scented shampoo to help you both relax and calm down

-        And on the way out you hand him the pajamas you had prepared

-        “you planned this”

-        “of course I planned this” you chuckled kissing his forehead “noona takes care of her puppy”

-        You could see his face darken and feel the shiver that ran down his spine at that and you couldn’t help the laugh that escaped your lips at the way his eye’s seemed to cloud for a fraction of a second

-        You pressed a quick kiss to his lips before pulling him to the bedroom where you sat him on the bed to towel dry his hair a bit more

-        “I love you” he whispers and you smiled gently at him. Pulling the towel off his head you pulled him against you “I love you too”

-        Laughing you pulled him to lay beside you before leaning over him to reach across the bed and turn off the bedside lamp

-        With on last kiss on his nose you bid him goodnight computer game forgotten in haze of showers and cuddles (amongst other activities)

Saeyoung

-        He knows what you’re up to.

-        But you’re wearing the cute cat pajamas he had bought you.

-        and you had completely designed your bed time routine around tempting him to bed

-        he had never even heard of bedtime yoga before you moved in

-        yet there you where contorted beside the bed showing of how flexible you could be and occasionally smirking into the camera you knew he was watching

-        so it wasn’t long before he found himself making his way to the bedroom

-        “ready for bed secret agent man?” you quipped and couldn’t help a smirk as you saw his face tint a slight pink

-        “are you kitten me?” he shot back and you had to cover your moth to stop the giggles

-        “come on I’ve even got my paw-jamas on” you manage through your giggles

-        “you’re doing this on purr-pose aren’t you?”

-        “guess the cats out of the bag how’d you know?”

-        “just a feline” both of your where lost in a fit of laughter at that point

-        you pulled him to the bed and made note of the dark circles under his eyes as you pulled a heavy weighted blanket over you both before snuggling up next to him

-        he had insisted he didn’t need it. “I don’t have anxiety, MC” he had said.

-        Next day shipping and an extra good night of sleep later he admitted the weight was comforting

-        Your rans your fingers through his hair and mumbled quietly to him about your day.

-        You had found that the quiet talk down helped him relax as he curled into your chest

-        This was the only time you ever saw him this small

-        Wondered if it was a product of his childhood that he disliked sleeping so much

-        Still you held him close and played with his hair absently as you recounted the story of meeting a stray cat on the way home

-        After a while you ran out of stories and moved on to trying new jokes searching for the ones that drew sleepy chuckles from his lips

-        Lulling him to sleep was simple enough. The hard part came after

-        Falling asleep without waking him up was always a struggle

-        He was a notoriously light sleeper

-        One wrong move or strange noise had him jolting upright and alert

-        Once you had startled him awake with nothing more than a yawn

-        Perhaps it was his training that had him on such high alert.

-        You hoped that slowly but surely he would learn to relax a bit more but you understood it could take years if it happened at all

Zen

-        He knows he should sleep

-        He just can’t some times

-        He’ll lie awake for hours if you don’t help him relax

-        On these nights you two have settled into a routine

-        You make him tea and brush his hair

-        “you know you don’t have to do that jagiya”

-        “I enjoy it your hair is always so soft!”

-        “are you jealous?”

-        “I would be if you weren’t my boyfriend. That’s the thing though your MY boyfriend meaning technically your mine and by extension your hair is mine”

-        “is that how it works?”

-        You lean down and kiss the top of his head

-        “yep that’s how it works”

-        “does that mean your mine too”

-        “always and forever”

-        “your so cute jagi!

-        After tea you both go through your nightly routines washing your face and getting ready for bed

-        On good night you share a bath

-        You lean against his chest and lay your head back on his shoulders while you both do a face mask

-        in bed you ask him to sing you a lullaby as you gently trace patterns into his chest

-        You hum along contentedly and smile when he yawns

-        After while his singing drifts off and you can hear his breath get deeper

-        he can sleep through quite a bit but you know that the second you pull away from him he’ll be up in a second looking for the warmth and weight of you

-        so you pull the blankets tighter around the both of you and slip into sleep yourself

Jaehee

-        you got to start early with Jaehee

-        no caffeine after noon or it’s a lost cause

-        after opening the café this got 1000% harder

-        you lure her away from work by offering to watch a Zen DVD with her

-        you pull her against you on the couch and hum along with the music quietly (she hates it if you sing along but humming is fine)

-        slowly she starts to relax against your chest and you know it’s time to move upstairs (wink wink. Wait no. you both need rest save the winks for next time)

-        “Jaehee?” you ask gently “how bout we head to bed? We have to open early tomorrow”

-        She yawns bit but you can see the defiance in her eye’s

-        “I should finish a couple more things before”

-        “no” you say sternly pulling her toward the bedroom

-        “but there’s still paperwork”

-        “and it will still be there in the morning. Look ill work the morning by myself so you can take care of it then but you need sleep”

-        She sighs but fallows you none the less

-        “your right MC.”

-        “it happens sometimes” you laugh winking at her and reveling in her averted eye’s and blushing cheeks

-        (wink wink? No just one wink. You still need rest)

-        Once in bed you snuggle together and just before drifting off you hear her mumble

-        “I’m so glad we’re friend” “I’m so lucky to have you”

RFA discovers MC is secretly a neko girl (mc hides that she has cat ears and a tail as well as some catlike tendencies)

so these things just keep getting longer and maybe I should change them to like legit-ly written scenarios but I’m lazy and this one was already formatted this way so, yeah sorry guys. 

oh also I have a master list now. I try to update it every time I post something! Master list

Jumin

Elated. F***ing loves you. You give him opinions on all the cat related businesses.

-        The first time he saw you he knew you were the one for him

-        You were dressed so nicely in an ankle length skirt and sun hat

-        Elizabeth the 3rd was curious about you from the start

-        He had never seen her so interested in a stranger before

-        As you stayed with him though he noticed some strange things

-        He never saw you without some sort of head covering even though you didn’t seem to enjoy wearing them

-        You also knew what Elizabeth the 3rd needed before she even mewed. As though you could tell what she wanted from the smallest flick of her tail

-        One day he came home to you curled up on the floor near the window and part of him panicked

-        He rushed to check on you but stopped short the second he saw you hat half off

-        A tan cat ear twitched slightly in some unknown dream as your chest your rose slowly with your breath

-        He cursed his ever so slightly shaking hand as he reached to stroke behind that cute ear

-        He would never admit to the flutter in his heart as you mewled softly at his touch before stretching lazily

-        You yawned and looked around as you woke slowly

-        The second you saw him though you jumped back

-        He saw you relax a bit once your eye’s met his

-        But he motioned to the top of his head, a smirking just a bit and you lifted your hand to mirror his movment

-        That’s when you felt your ears free and exposed. You start to panic all over again and in a second his arms are around you

-        “MC it’s okay calm down” he says lowly

-        “no no its, it’s not, Jumin you can’t say anything okay! Not to anyone! I don’t know what will happen if this gets out but, it won’t be good. you know that right? This is a secret.” You said shaking in his arms

-        he squeezes you tighter and you feel his lips against the top of your head

-        “your secret is safe with me. You are safe with me.” He whispers into your hair as though those words were all that mattered in the world.

-        For you, they were.

-        The next moment you were hugging him back and purring thankfully as you nuzzled into his chest “Thank you Jumin”

-        The next time he came home you wore shorts and went hatless. You looked so much more comfortable since your ears and tail could move freely

-        All his hugs include ear scratches that make you purr and close your eyes happily

-        You squeeze your way into his lap when you want attention and he doesn’t think he’s ever been happier.

Yoosung

shook. Legit worried because do you need a vet or a doctor. Doubles down on his studies just in case.

-        You tell him after the RFA party You knew, KNEW he was the one so you had to tell him.

-        As the rest of the RFA is cleaning up you offer to drive Yoosung back to the hospital

-        At a stoplight on the way you tell him and show him your ears

-        He passes out. You panic and floor it to the hospital

-        They assure you he’s fine but you stay until he wakes up

-        “MC I had the weirdest dream.” He tells you. You try not to laugh as he talks about how you had the cutest cat ears he had ever seen.

-        You lift your hat up just enough for him to get a peak of one of your ears and wink at him

-        His heart rate jumps and you start to think maybe you shouldn’t be teasing him when he’s in such fragile condition

-        But the way he splutters and turns red is way too cute so you lean down to kiss his lips

-        “this, this isn’t real.” He says “this is too good to be real” you laugh and assure him you’ll be here until he wakes up again.

-        He holds your hand as the pain meds pull him into sleep while he mutters about what a funny dream this was.

-        The next week is comprised of you teasing him with sneak glances of your ears or tail only when he’s sleep addled or just a little buzzed on pain meds

-        You have to admit the constant praise of how cute, soft, and pretty your ears and tail are is, nice. Since most people never saw them it was nice to hear what he thought of them.

-        Even if he was still convinced it was just his imagination

-        Then he was sent home and you decided to REALLY tell him what was going on

-        “is this cuz of all my dreams MC? I didn’t think you’d take it this far!” you sigh and take his hand to feel your ear twitch

-        You have never seen him so red he’s gone beyond his normal panicked spluttering and into silence

-        You’re actually starting to worry now because he’s been standing there silently doing his best impression of a goldfish for a while now

-        “Yoosung?” you ask tail flicking anxiously

-        “it’s real?” he manages as his fingers begin to slowly scratch at your ear

-        You’re a little distracted by his scratching but you try to explain anyway

-        “you can’t, um you can’t tell anyone though okay Yoosung.”

-        “huh why” he asked looking at your ears in awe bringing another hand up absently to pet your hair

-        But the petting was getting really distracting now and you had to stop the urge to purr though you couldn’t help your instinct to nuzzle your head into his hands

-        “I don’t” you really were trying to focus here but people didn’t scratch your ears often since they were always hidden “people won’t” you lost your train of thought again as his fingers curled under your ear to stoke through your hair again

-        You jerked away immediately glaring at him ready to scold him for distracting you

-        But when you met his eyes you could practically see stars in his eye’s

-        “MC did you just purr? Because I was petting you?” he asked looking happier than you’d ever seen anyone look in your life

-        You shake your head before chuckling at him “you’re lucky I love you”

Saeyoung

so many questions. Tests what cat traits you have. Cat puns. Understands your secrecy.

-        You had no medical history. That was weird.

-        Home birth, home school, home job. home EVERYTHING.

-        Your record was sparse to say the least. So he checked you out on the apartment CCTV

-        Even your clothes seemed to hide you away. So of course he was curious

-        He dug deeper, found your social media and while he enjoyed learning about your interest’s and he certainly enjoyed the memes you posted it didn’t give him anymore solid info to go off of.

-        So he kept checking the CCTV to learn more and then he saw you in your pajamas he was embarrassed and started to look away. He may be a hacker but even he had limits. But then he saw them

-        Cat ears and a tail how cute he didn’t know you liked cosplay you hadn’t mentioned it on social media

-        But how did you make them move like that. he had to know so next time you two met in the chat he asked

-        He’s confused and watching you scramble on the CCTV to cover your ears and tail

-        you exited the chat right away and called seven

-        “seven you can’t tell anyone. I swear this is really bad! You shouldn’t know about this. What the hell were you thinking spying on me like that.”

-        He sobers up hearing your panic and anger

-        After a moment of calming you down and promising he’ll straighten things out on the messenger he hangs up

-        Then things happened and he was there. answered the door and locked eyes with him

-        He hadn’t meant to ask but before he could stop himself the words had tumbled out of his mouth

-        “Can I see your ears” and his face was red because he was supposed to have better self-control he knew this was a sensitive topic for you

-        But you nodded and once the door was shut you slipped you hat from you head

-        Saeyoung’s hand was immediately reaching out but he stopped short at the sight of your clenched shut eyes as though you were ready to be hit.

-        He could recognize that face anywhere, braced and ready to take whatever blow was coming

-        “sorry I should have asked may I touch them”

-        You nodded sharply still tense but he saw you unclench your jaw and flex your finger out of there tight fist

-        His fingers gently skimmed across you left ear and moved behind it to scratch there the way he knew cats enjoyed and you purred before you could stop yourself

-        Your hands shot up to cover your mouth and your face burned

-        Saeyoungs eyes where wide and you could see his blush clear as day

-        Then his arms where around you and you were pulled tight against his chest

-        After that he made it his mission to see just how catlike you were

-        He tried lasers, no effect unless you were really drunk Cat nip, you liked the scent but no more than anyone else might like the smell of flowers. He was too afraid to test the whole cats land on their feet thing but just judging by you balance he assumed you could probably do that.

-        When you felt down he called you kitty cutie and pet your head. He loved you.

Zen

wants to make it work. Lays off dissing Elizabeth. Really doesn’t want to tell Jumin why though.

-        You tried not to fall for him, tried to push him away

-        He was allergic to cats, he was allergic to you

-        The first time you went to meet him you took precautions

-        You showered twice as long, brushed your hair ears and tail extra so you wouldn’t lose a single strand

-        You tied your hair in a tight band and hid it in your hat with your ears you even tucked you tail away in the shorts you wore under your long skirt

-        But he was still sneezing like crazy

-        You felt awful, and you were sure this relationship would never work.

-        So you told him

-        You tried not to cry, you didn’t want to make it harder on him, and you tended to sound like a mewling kitten

-        Then you saw the hurt in his eyes and he wanted a reason and he was holding your hand and you could hear the hurt in his voice

-        And you were crying. The second you started you knew the jig was up his eyes where wide now and he was pulling your free hand away from your face

-        “MC how did you make that sound?”

-        You shook your head and removed you hat to show him

-        “are those? Are those real?” your ears folded downwards mournfully in response giving him his answer even as you nodded “and this is why we can’t see each other?”

-        “I tried to make it easier! I brushed my ears and, and” you took a shuddering halting breath “I tried so hard”

-        He took a deep breath and pulled you into his arms “we can figure something out”

-        “I can’t do that to you your miserable look even your face is swelling!” you cried

-        The next time you saw him at the RFA party you kept him at an arm’s length. You had taken all the precautions but you knew it wasn’t enough so you kept your distance

-        Every time Zen approached you, you made an excuse to dart away

-        Until he cornered you

-        “don’t avoid me” he said sternly “if you don’t want to see me that fine but don’t avoid me because you think you’re not worth me sneezing”

-        You were blinking back tears you would not cry again you told yourself

-        “I don’t want to hurt you”

-        “I’ll buy medicine, we’ll get air-filters, there’s even shots I could get. I love you. Allergies can’t change that”

-        Slowly you two found what worked. He saw an allergy specialist once a month, you had filters in every room, you showered twice a day and brushed yourself morning and night.

-        He even signed up for an experimental new treatment that was doing winders for him

-        The first time you nuzzled your head into his neck and purred his name he knew he made the right decision

-        No amount of pain in the world would make him give up that moment

-        He still claimed not to be a cat person saying you were the only exception

-        And you had to admit you were okay with that

Jaehee

confused but calm. Asks you how you keep fur off your clothes. Learns, slowly to be okay with the stray hair here and there.

-        You tell her the day before the café opens

-        She’s pretty sure this is a prank by seven but then you show her your ears (it’s easier than trying to free your tail from your long skirt without flashing her)

-        She was quiet, then she stood and began to walk away. You honestly started to panic.

-        She did hate watching Elizabeth after all you had thought it was only because of the extra work and cleaning

-        But maybe she had some other reason for hating cats

-        “Jaehee?” you called shakily “I, I’m sorry. I should have told you sooner but I thought, well I thought it wouldn’t be this big a deal. I know you like things neat and tidy and sometimes fur messes that up but I promise I can clean up after myself. I know all the secrets and I’ll take responsibility for the extra cleaning. I, I really like you.”

-        By this you were fighting desperately not to cry

-        Then she turned around with two cups of coffees

-        “MC I’m not mad. I just need some time to figure this out” she said strolling over to set one of the cups in front of you

-        “I suppose we won’t need hairnets for your ears since you keep them in your hat.”

-        You smiled at her. You knew this was her way of accepting you.

-        She took a sip of her coffee and you couldn’t help yourself. You reached across the small table and took her free hand in yours

-        “well to be honest I’ve given it some thought and maybe I could learn to make latte art? they could be catpuccino’s” you joked and to your delight she chuckled

-        “You’ve spent too much time with seven, but that is a good idea”

-        As time goes by she becomes more and more comfortable with your cat characteristic.

-        You won’t admit she finds your cat naps in the sun to be cute, but she’s got a folder on her phone dedicated to pictures of them

-        She admires how carful you are with Zens allergies and is thankful you’re so understanding.

-        You hum while you make the cat latte art and she thinks it’s cute that you sound like a cat when you do (she thinks it also might boost sales but that’s just a guess)

-        She secretly revels in the fact that as much as Jumin loves cats you chose her and sided with her in the messenger

-        She asks if you can talk to cats. You think it’s because she has a few choice words to share with Elizabeth the 3rd

-        You explain that while you can understand cats more than most people it’s not like talking to people it’s more like reading body language and tone

-        She shakes her head and mumbles “yeah that makes sense, it’s just a cat after all”

-        You give Elizabeth a bit of the cold shoulder anyway

-        As you two grow closer she starts to absently pet you while you watch Zen DVD’s

-        When you start to purr she’s so surprised she misses her favorite scene

-        She’s so flustered as she rewinds you can’t help but giggle and kiss her on the cheek

-        Which absolutely does not help her calm down at all

Now

yoosung still owns and cares for at lest 2 furbies he’s named them and everything

you can’t convince me otherwise

meanwhile saeyoung is one of the people that makes furby abominations and sometimes sends picture of them to yoosung late at night just to freak him out