Is It Even Worth It ?

Is it even worth it ?

Is trying worth anything ?

Is trying harder worth ?

Will trying change anything ?

Will any effort change anything ?

Probably not....

Then why try ?

Why put any kind of effort when other side does nothing in return ? When other side puts no fucking effort.

Is living worth it ?

Is death worth it ?

Is love worth it ?

Is anything worth anything ?

I really hate it when my "mum" keeps looking at my scars and says "I can't look at them."

Then stop geezz..... it's not that hard

And her nagging about "what will you tell the doctor if he/she asks ?" (I am preparing for a driving licence course and I have to meet the doctor first) What can I tell her ? The truth what else ?

I hate that my "dad" wants me to get rid of the scars no matter what... He says that I should use collagen to get rid of them....I don't want to....

Them being scared of other people and their thoughts....

The best compliment, and only one that matters, is when someone says that you're "such a comfort person" after few minutes of conversation or texting.... that's the only compliment I believe because that's the only thing I can't change about myself and that's who I am

I don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better

When you're texting someone and you're having really good time but suddenly they leave because they found someone better and you're like....ummm okay whatever....

Yeah I love that shit

Cutting with your not dominant hand is thousands times better because you don't have enough practice and you actually don't feel the limit and you cut deeper.... that's funny tho