Existential Depression At 20 Years Old. Like Bpd Wasn't Already The Cherry On Top Of My Misery.

Existential depression at 20 years old. Like bpd wasn't already the cherry on top of my misery.

I'm starting to hate the bg3 Fandom/Community. It's mostly toxic af. Fighting over pathetic things, ruining it for others. Grow up. Play the game, enjoy the art, enjoy the story, characters and music. And for the life of all who like me JUST WANT TO PLAY THE DAMN ROLEPLAY GAME MY OWN WAY. If you don't like something, block it and move on. Stop being pathetic cry babies. If you love the durge cool, if you love playing tav cool, stop comparing and hating on the other. If you like shipping origin characters with others cool. If you don't cool don't play that way and block the art you dont want to see and move tf on. If you like none ascended astarion cool, if you like ascended cool, stop throwing shade on people who like either one of those. If you like Shar shadowheart cool, if you like Selune shadowheart cool, stop hating on people who prefer either one of those. If you like the evil playthroughs cool, if you prefer the good ones, cool. It's your story, leave others alone, everyone has their own opinion and way of playing their rpgs. Grow up and just enjoy the stuff. It's tiring.

No amount of apologies could ever overwrite the injustice I carry from my childhood. I simply do not forgive.

Playing Baldurs like-

- I can't physically feel the sadness in my heart.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐫𝐭/𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐖𝐲𝐥𝐥...

𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐠𝟑 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐖𝐲𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐲. 𝐈 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐧-𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐝𝐨, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 ? 𝐈𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠.

Superiority complex and egotistical people are tiring. How do you confidently point out the flaws in everyone else while blindly ignoring your own. This flaw of yours is so blatantly worn on your sleeve, but even that you do not see. Perhaps you are too focused on others, or maybe you are just a bad person. The monster hunter that was a monster.