Im Trying To Prove A Point To My Mum

Im trying to prove a point to my mum

Repost if school has caused:

Anxiety Depression Suicidal thoughts Social anxiety Eating disorders Self harm Stress

And just like that, I have wasted another weekend, in my house, scrolling through social media and arguing with dumbasses on tiktok, and not hanging out with my friends or going out.

I fucking hate my life.

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

I personally think its impressive how my mind can jump to conclusions that are so drastically far from the next logical point of thought- and so quickly too!

I want to feel important please 🫧

I just want to die. I don't know anymore. I don't want to live in this life, I don't like being me. I hate myself I hate my past I hate my everything.