Hi Im Pyro Im 18 and a guy. I write long ass headcanons for Creepypasta. ASKS ARE OPEN
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Eyeless Jack
He never wanted this to happen.
Ever.
The more he stared at himself, the less he saw hope.
His grey skin looked like that of an overcast day, his carved out eye sockets were jagged like the edge of a fucked up knife, and his mouth spewed a dark substance, what he could assume was blood and tar.
Where man meets beast is the line that he found himself walking on. As the hunt continued and the urges grew, he found himself grasping onto the slightest bit of humanity he had left in the depths of his infected soul.
Or, the bit of soul he had left.
All he could do now was stare.
What could he do?
He had tried to cry multiple times now and all that came out was that fucking black goo, the animalistic growls of anger that would leave his mouth only made him feel even more inhumane, and he couldn’t even ask for fucking help.
It was a daily occurrence he would curse himself for killing the only people who knew what the fuck happened.
It was a daily occurrence he cursed the heavens for ever letting such a thing happen to someone of such a kind soul with a bright future.
And every minute of everyday, he cursed the goddamn demon he found himself sharing a vessel with.
But mostly of all? He cursed himself for ever letting it happen.
Toby Rogers
Toby Rogers was never a calm boy.
A fire had consumed his soul from a young age and would hold a death tight grip on his every waking move.
All walks of life that had came into contact with the boy quickly would dissipate into ash, his destructive hands ensuing chaos around him.
At first it was quite devastating, having everything in your waking touch end up in flames. That was, until he learned to make bed in the chaos he created around him.
Whether he was aware of said mass destruction was something unknown, until the day the bashful fire in his soul poured into the forest surrounding himself and the wretched house his fathers body lay in.
For once he felt at peace.
The flames in his soul dissipated as the ones around him grew.
How fickle, he thought.
In only a state of mass hysteria he could find peace.
How the fuck do people have mutuals without immediately wanting to befriend the fuck out of them. Am I just too much of an extrovert?
If someone interacts with my posts a lot I KNOW. I SEE YOU MF!! I remember names and shit and the social butterfly urge to make them my friend kills me. But alas some things are best kept as they are 🐐
I've said this before but Why do people position "themes and analysis" and "shipping" as mutually exclusive opposites. maybe I find two characters thematically interesting and want them to analytically fuck about it.
EJ is a smartass, but he takes things way to literally and isn’t exactly up to date with modern internet culture since he got turned in the early 2000s. Bros so fucking unseriously serious
He’ll ask a harmless question and Toby will be like “Fuck you go die” and he’ll just stand there like “Ok 🧍♂️”
Or he’ll insult someone in the most straightforward way. Ben talks shit and EJ just “You’re short. And ugly.”
The one thing that cracks Toby the fuck up is Jacks habit of saying “I see”, and he doesn’t see the irony in it either (pun not intended)
Toby is a piece of shit serial killer but hes such a fucking dumbass. Bro will tear up at the sight of basic math, talks way too much, he makes yo momma jokes and has a T-shirt that says “I <3 BOOBS”. Definitely talks mad game but freezes up when a pretty girl talks to him, stuttering and saying the most fucked up shit and scaring her off.
“Hey whats your name”
“Im actually wanted by the police for killing 2 women and leaving their heads on a families porch. So I cant give you my name. But you can call me anytime ;)”
Clockwork calls Toby the most disgusting, horrible, vilely rude names in existence and he goes to Jack like “oooo she wants me sooo bad”
ngl y’all made the operator dubiously attractive and it’s been conspiring with my daddy issues since the fifth grade in 2016. just felt like sharing
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OK thats all the ASPD posts for awhile thank you 👍
Another thing is that people tend to accept the label of ASPD, but not the behaviour.
Do you fear being called ableist? Do you find it easier to accept a word rather than the person?
I understand completely that an antisocial person isn’t easy to swallow. We can be very harsh, blunt, mean, uncaring, yada yada, but I can assure you that we’d much prefer you just say you don’t like pwASPD rather than pretending you accept it but turn around and hate on people who exhibit antisocial behaviour.
And I’m talking about people who are in and out of treatment. Don’t exclude people who aren’t being treated from your ASPD positivity. Even if you aren’t on the road to recovery, you deserve support.
People who don’t care about others. People who don’t care about others suffering. People who only look out for themselves. People who have different morals and opinions. People who don’t care about political issues because it doesn’t effect them. People who are argumentative. People who have a bad temper. People who are brutally honest. People who view relationships as transactional. People who view the world as a warzone.
If you’re going to accept people with ASPD, accept people with ASPD. Don’t hide behind this faux layer of positivity when you immediately make fun of, ostracize and hate on people who actually show with these behavioural issues.
I get the whole “lacking empathy doesn’t make you a bad person as long as you show compassion to others” thing, but I don’t completely agree.
You don’t need to show compassion to others all the time in order to be a good person. I understand how hard it is for someone who lacks empathy to care about someone enough to be compassionate towards them, especially when you just don’t give a fuck.
I think people have this idea that you need to be kind and friendly and care about others all the time. Thats not something some people, especially with ASPD, can achieve all the time.
Sometimes the most you can do is just stop yourself from being argumentative asshole and thats fine. Whatever your coping mechanisms are to limit the damage is fine. You don’t need to extend compassion to people if you can’t. You’re not a bad person for being unable to do so.
Being antisocial isn’t about being crazy or violent. It’s about feeling bored and restless all the time, doing risky things to relieve pent up energy, viewing the world through “wining versus losing” “respect versus disrespect” “ally versus enemy”. There’s an apparent need for control that often shows up as being defiant, defensive, or argumentative when someone threatens that control. People with ASPD often take outside instruction as a challenge to their independence. “I do what I want, and you’re not the boss of me. Anyone who pushes rules and expectations on me is a parasite who needs to leave my life or be taught a lesson.”
Reminder that ASPD is often the result of trauma, and that violence and a lack of empathy and remorse are not crucial to a diagnosis (violence isn’t even part of the criteria). The main feature of ASPD is seeing the world through a need for individualism and power over those who threaten your autonomy— often because one’s trauma involved having their individuality and autonomy scolded or taken from them.
you’re laughing. they’re horrifically misinterpreting my favorite character’s personality and you’re laughing
This one took awhile cuz writers block has been a bitch. Its very unnecessarily long compared to my other posts cuz honestly I just wanted to write a tidbit about Tobys character. Enjoy :]
HOME SWEET HOME .
CW: Paranoia, death, murder/gore, abuse, fire, alcohol abuse
During the blazing summer of ‘96, the Rogers family made the impromptu decision to go for a trip to Lake Catherine State Park in Arkansas and to visit family which nested in Bentonville. Toby was early in his boyhood at nine years old when he found himself lost deep within the forest that surrounded the lake. Though it was only afternoon when the young boy had found himself misplaced, the woods were dark and cold. Was it evening already?
It took eight long hours until the search party brought him safely back into the arms of his mother who was worried sick about her troublesome son. He was first discovered in an unresponsive daze, staring off into the wilderness as though he was looking at something in particular. There wasn’t anything there. It wasn’t spoken of since, and soon the family, and the boy, began to forget all about the strange situation.
Though the ordeal had long slipped his mind, the aftereffects stayed. Toby had found himself plagued with random coughing fits, nosebleeds, strange dreams and violent intrusive thoughts. Slowly, he felt himself rotting away from the inside. On some occasions, the young boy would wake up behind his home late in the night, having sleepwalked to the forest edge that bordered his backyard.
It seemed as though tragedy followed Toby like a stray dog. When he was 17 years old, he fell victim to a sudden, violent car crash that took the life of his elder sister, Lyra, who was driving her brother home from a doctors appointment. The force of the steering wheel crushed her and she died on impact, while the boy was left with a broken arm and concussion. The last imagine Toby had of his dear older sister was her bloody body mangled, and the awful sound of life escaping her through a gruesome series of groans and wheezing.
Throughout his life he wore strength like a golden medal that he held in between his canine teeth. But on that godforsaken day, his knees fell weak, as so did he. Life slipped through the cracks of his scarred hands and from the moment he stepped out of the wreckage, he hadn’t felt real.
From that moment forth, a sure decent into insanity grasped his now fragile mind. He felt a sickness take hold of him, far heavier than any grief that struck his sore heart. Through the midst of despair and loss, he lost all sense of what to do with himself. The stress proved to be too great for the boy who’s medal of strength was crumbling under the weight of the world. He was angry. Angry at his father for not being there, angry at his peers for their rejection, angry at the world for turning its back on him. Angry at himself.
But hating himself did nothing but prove Dan right, and so every fibre of that hate he directed towards the outside world. And his “me against them” mindset only strengthened its resolve as he lost the only person in his life who treated him as a human being. Now she was gone, and no amount of screaming and yelling and begging could get her to turn around from that pearly white staircase and come back to him. Now he was as alone as he’s felt his entire life.
Nobody taught Toby how to bear the burden of loss. He spent his entire life destroying everything through a rough series of fury and malice, that he was at a disadvantage when something left his life not of his own doing. Every semblance of control he mustered up over the years slipped through the cracks of his fingers like murky water, and he began searching for solace in liquor. Alcohol became a familiar coping mechanism for him, stealing booze from his father which prompted more violence in the unsteady household. His days for the next couple months would begin to consist of him running away from home, fighting with his parents, or drinking in the forest behind his house.
On cold, lonely nights he would sit on the edge of those woods in his backyard with a bottle held in his busted knuckles, and he would wonder if any fire could burn hot enough to rid that house of its sins. If anything could stop the war from raging on, if some day he could lay down his arms.
Over the next few burdensome months after the funeral, a bizarre, creeping feeling of being followed would begin to drape over Toby like a blanket of paranoia. It started off small. He would sometimes see things out of the corner of his eye, peeking around corners or standing amidst the trees that would disappear when he blinked. Then he’d begin to experience face blindness, or something of the sorts, where he could catch glimpses of people in crowds with no faces. And when the sleepwalking found itself back to the boys nights, he felt as plagued with disease as he did when he was 9 years old.
It had gotten to the point he would spend hours staring out his bedroom window at the woods behind his house, only being interrupted by his concerned mother noting that his nose had started bleeding. The trees had eyes, and they were watching him. There was something waiting for Toby in that forest. Something that would begin to torment the boy with nightmares and haunting visions of his deceased sister. Sometimes, late in the dead of night, he could swear he heard that terrible groaning and wheezing coming from outside his bedroom window. It beckoned him.
It was a cold November evening when the boy killed his own father by bludgeoning him to death with a baseball bat. After an early morning altercation with his father, Dan had been drunk and aggressive, and Toby was hanging on a very thin thread that inevitably snapped.
There was something primal within the younger as he brutally attacked his dear old dad, mercilessly battering the elder until his face was nothing but unrecognizable mush. The familiar scowl was the last thing he saw of Dan Rogers. Toby looked into the terrified, furious eyes of his creator as he beat him down, and in his fathers eyes the boy only saw his own reflection.
Toby lost everything that day. Or rather, he gained everything. He had nothing to lose to begin with, and now he was free from the chains of that house. And the visions of that warzone of a home being engulfed in flames only became true as he left the battlefield with gasoline and blood soaked hands. Dazed, and coming off of a rage-fuelled adrenaline rush, Toby thoughtlessly made his way to the forest he had been called to for weeks. The smell of smoke began to heat up the chilly autumn night, and as the fire grew, it accompanied the moon in lighting up the dark sky.
The last thing he remembered from that fateful night, one that was a long time coming paved through years of abuse and torment, was the feeling of flames on his skin and rough smoke in his lungs as the forest he sat silently in became a victim of the housefire. As the heat engulfed his surroundings, his vision went blurry and his head felt full of static.
This was the death of Tobias Rogers, the boy born of forest fire.
Girlfriend let me use her drawing tablet and I drew TicciWork cuz Im on a roll today
TicciWork wedding. Clocky wears a suit, Toby wears a dress. Fuck tradition, they’re having the ceremony in a barn. Tim walks Natalie down the aisle, Brian is Tobys best man. Sally is the flower girl and Ben is the ring bearer. Jane is maid of honour and Nina is a bridesmaid. EJ is the officiant. The afterparty was so fucking wild nobody remembered what happened. Tim ended up in a lake, Natalie ended up smashing a bottle over Jeffs head like that one vine, Toby woke up butt fucking naked in a tree.
Good times.
Tobys favourite thing about Clockwork is her laugh. It’s a loud obnoxious laugh that sounds like a witches cackle but he absolutely adores it. He would throw himself to the ground just to hear her laugh
Clockworks favourite thing about Toby is his hands. She’ll always stubbornly grab his hand and tell him off if he says anything about it. Her thumb will run over the bite marks and scars, she’s just always gotta be holding his hand
Clockwork has a bad habit of pushing people away and Toby has a bad habit of not respecting boundaries. Clockwork tells him to fuck off and he tells her to stop being a bitch. Then proceeds to follow her around like a lost dog
Can you guys tell I have a lot of thoughts about Ticci Toby. I project so hard onto him its crazy bro Yall are lucky Im sparing you the TicciWork headcanons cuz goddamn…
Toby being an antisocial, horribly socially inept guy who makes the most fucked up jokes and comments. Toby being a sadistic fuck who completely fucking drags people through the MUD for shits and giggles. Toby being a little shit who annoys the hell out of people just for a reaction. Toby having the most “😀👍” awkward sense of humour but his delivery is so good you can’t help but laugh. Toby hurting animals in his early childhood but growing up to absolutely love dogs. Toby having the worst resting bitch face. Toby swearing like a sailor. Toby being just a stupid teenage boy.
I can just imagine Tobys tics acting up on that car ride with Lyra, which led to him believing he was the cause of the crash. If he wasn’t such a twitchy freak, if he was just normal, she’d be alive.
I can also imagine that the real distraction was Lyra catching a glimpse of Slenderman which prompted her to swerve off the road. Of course Toby never found out about this and would forever blame himself for her death. And maybe to him, being a proxy was nothing more but punishment for what he did.