I'm More Sad And Hurt Today. I Did Something And I Knew It Was Stupid But I Did It Anyways. I Lurked

I'm more sad and hurt today. I did something and I knew it was stupid but I did it anyways. I lurked and saw something that caused me more pain and heart ache. I hate this feeling, I hate that another person caused me this pain and hurt. I hate that someone who was my best friend for years would be so cruel and cold towards me towards the end. They claimed to cared and they never wanted to hurt me but that was a lie. If you truly cared and didn't wanting to hurt someone than you should have been truthful. You should have kept your words and you should have been a man about it.

Gone! All those memories of us are now tainted and ugly to me. Maybe one day I can look back and find the good in it again. For the time being those memories just reminds me of the person whom I loved and cared for hurting me.

I'm broken 💔😢

But I'm not letting a POS ruined me or keep me down!! This shitty situation will make me stronger. I'm worthy of love. I'm worthy of having a partner that cares for me. I'm worthy of friendship. IM WORTHY.

From today on I choose to let go and forget. They acted like I didn't exist I'll return the favor. Those years are gone.

I didn't wish them the best because that would be a lie, I didn't wish them the worst either. I simple wished them what they deserve, whether it's good things or bad things, that's between them and karma.

I believe in karma. What you put out is what you'll get in return. I choose to let go and forget. But I'll never forget the feeling they put me through. That stays with you.

My person will come when it's the right time for me. I have faith my forever person will come. This event is only a short, brief chapter in my life.

My heart hurts. My mind is not at peace. I want my heart and my mind back. I want to let go and not think about the hurt, the anger and the betrayal. I want me back. Love is great when its great, but it can also lead to many heart aches and many tears. Having your heart broken by the same person twice fucken sucks!

I want to be done and move forward like it never happened.

Khalid - Coaster

As time passes, I feel so low

Searchin' for pieces, covering up the holes

I'll fight for your love, I'll fight for your soul

I'll throw all of my cares away for you

I'll be there to wait for you

Maybe you weren't the one for me

But deep down I wanted you to be

I'll still see you in my dreams

All the things that I did for you, just wasn't it for you

So I'll be coasting, roller-coasting

Through my emotion

I will be coasting, roller-coasting

I'm hoping that you'll come back to me

Moving on seems harder to do

When the one that you love moves faster than you

I gave you my all, I showed the proof of your lies

And you weren't worth it, you don't deserve me

As time passes I'm feeling high

You're not the one I'm thinking of tonight

I may not be over you, but I'll try inside

I'm feeling better now, finally feeling special now, oh

Coasting, roller-coasting

In my emotions, oh

I will be coasting, roller-coasting

I noticed you weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

Weren't the one for me

You weren't the one

You weren't the one for me

So don't come back to me, no

No, don't come back to me, no

No, don't come back to me

No, don't come back to me, no

No, don't come back to me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

I'm feeling frustrated and angry throughout the whole day. I'm frustrated because I still think about him and how he gets to move on. Posting pics of his new love and enjoying his life while mines is full of emotions. I'm angry because he's still a coward and staying silent.

He always said he hated Tuesday because they always bring bad news to him when he was working. Now he has ruined Tuesday for me too because I found out about his lies on a Tuesday.

Fuck him and fuck his new relationship. I meant what I said about karma. Whether he deserves good things or bad things, that's between him and karma.

What goes around comes around my friend.

Sometimes they were not the right person for you. Even though at the time you thought they were.

This!