I Was Able To Forgive. I Need To Forgive And Let Go.

I was able to forgive. I need to forgive and let go.

Forgiveness- the other side of forgiveness is freedom.  The true purpose of forgiveness is to stop allowing whatever the other person did to effect how I live my life now.

Forgiveness is giving up the hope that the past could be any different. 

Forgive and set yourself free. Let it go.

Who have you not forgiven?  If you don't forgive your heart is block and you're the one hurting/suffering.  Where am I not forgiving. As long as my heart is open to love I am deflecting the miracle that is happening

Today I finally said good bye to my person, my best friend who will no longer be in my life. He has moved on and found someone new. I have been replaced. I no longer have my someone. I no longer matter in his life. I am no longer the woman in his life.

I forgive you. I forgive you. I will forgive all. I'm letting you go.

Good bye

Still can't believe his new gf was born in 2001. Funny how you went up to now down. Must be nice to date someone so much younger than you are. Must have a lot in common too since you're both in your 20s.

Funny how things turn out the way they did.

It happened like its supposed to happen. Can't change it, can't deny it. Can't say it's not happening cause it is. Can't compare either. At the end of the day I was good to you and I'm still good and worthy.

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We were once strangers than you become part of my world, took over my heart, took over my mind, took over my soul and body.

Now we are back to being strangers.

What an asshole you are. You've been talking to her for so long while we were still communicating. You're a coward and a liar. Only immature and insecure people ghosted people.

I'm pissed thinking about the time line of how this all played out. How you had all these opportunities to tell me but you didn't. You're a coward for showing me, you're immature and petty.

You wanna flaunt your new relationship for me to see? FU and your new relationship!

Karma will come for you. What goes around comes around.

Today is exactly a month since the situation happened. Also happens to be the 9th and a Tuesday as well. No communication from him, still cold silence. What did I expected? Respect, honesty, loyalty, decency between ex lovers and friends? Yes, I expected all of the above. That was my expectations. But I've learned you can imposed your expectations onto others because it always leads to disappointment.

Disappointed with how he chose to handle this situation. To handle our history and past together. He choose her over my feelings and my heart. Speaks volume about him and how he feels about me. There's a say:

How they treat you is how they feel about you. Don't try to decode or make excuses. It's simple. If they act like they don't care, they don't care.

Three plus years of being best friends and lovers gone in a moment. We are no longer friends nor are we enemies. We're just strangers who have memories of each other. This isn't how I wanted us to end. Can't change it. It happened and is happening.

Exactly to the date we broke up you've moved on. Moved on without saying goodbye to me. Just left.

Better to see your true character now than later.

I'm more sad and hurt today. I did something and I knew it was stupid but I did it anyways. I lurked and saw something that caused me more pain and heart ache. I hate this feeling, I hate that another person caused me this pain and hurt. I hate that someone who was my best friend for years would be so cruel and cold towards me towards the end. They claimed to cared and they never wanted to hurt me but that was a lie. If you truly cared and didn't wanting to hurt someone than you should have been truthful. You should have kept your words and you should have been a man about it.

Gone! All those memories of us are now tainted and ugly to me. Maybe one day I can look back and find the good in it again. For the time being those memories just reminds me of the person whom I loved and cared for hurting me.

I'm broken 💔😢

But I'm not letting a POS ruined me or keep me down!! This shitty situation will make me stronger. I'm worthy of love. I'm worthy of having a partner that cares for me. I'm worthy of friendship. IM WORTHY.

From today on I choose to let go and forget. They acted like I didn't exist I'll return the favor. Those years are gone.

I didn't wish them the best because that would be a lie, I didn't wish them the worst either. I simple wished them what they deserve, whether it's good things or bad things, that's between them and karma.

I believe in karma. What you put out is what you'll get in return. I choose to let go and forget. But I'll never forget the feeling they put me through. That stays with you.

My person will come when it's the right time for me. I have faith my forever person will come. This event is only a short, brief chapter in my life.