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Walk your own path

Anything else is insanity

If you're not offering support, just shut up 🙃

Can we stop using "still lives with their parents" or "unemployed" or "doesn't have a drivers license" or "didn't graduate high school" as an insult or evidence that someone is a bad person? Struggling with independence or meeting milestones is not a moral failing.

Queer 👏 people 👏 are 👏 not 👏 all 👏 fucking 👏 activists 👏

Stop quizzing us on queer history and asking us questions we aren’t qualified to answer about the world and about politics and about our identities

Stop trying to back us into a corner so you can justify your discrimination on the basis that we don’t know what we’re talking about or can’t “defend” ourselves to you

Stop treating every queer person that stands up and says “I want to be treated like a person” as if they’re an activist

Cut that bullshit out

Marginalised people just want to exist and be happy

I don’t know everything, and that doesn’t make me undeserving of your respect or my human rights you fucker

I don’t even owe you the stuff I do know- I still am entitled to basic fucking respect

TLDR; Queer people shouldn’t have to be historians or scientists for you to not be a fucking dick

This whole video was so heart warming and I hope he joins every year 💓

You are loved.

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Nope. This is helpful. Thank you.

i'm afraid to live my life, i feel guilty, i feel—shut the fuck up. step 1. shut the fuck up. step 2. shut the fuck up. step 3. focus on your breath. ruminating doesn't do shit. it just makes you feel bad. you're not accomplishing anything, you're not even being introspective, you're not being a 'good person' by telling yourself that you're a bad person; you're just sitting there exacerbating your anxiety. feel the cool air going in and out of your nostrils. feel your neck, arms, legs, shoulders, jaw, and whatever else that is tense. relax that shit or at least release some of the tension, if possible. stop clenching things. remember breath. remember cool air. fix posture. relax shoulders. sit or stand or lay comfortably. remember breath. remember cool air. don't try to avoid the thoughts but, rather, acknowledge them and move on lightly. it's ok if you can't. but remember that they are just there. they are guests who have overstayed their welcome. they are just thoughts. you will be ok. remember breath. remember cool air. you will be ok

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I only think this is funny and relatable bc ED since 12. BUT y'all don't know that it shuts off your metabolism when you get older. And all the health issues that comes along. I still struggle with it. I don't think this will ever go away.

The way my therapist called my parents saying "I'm worried for her, she looks too thin." like omgggg stop you're so cute for that, thank you babe!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

Oh well I didn't know this was part of it?

When you tagged ' it used to be physically painful to be touched by anyone but yourself '. Yes.

touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know

Then don't 💕✨️ Live your authentic life being autistic. Get a new therapist that specializes in autism. Having someone explain to you why you do things the way you do it, and tell you IT'S OK, is pretty rad. Don't let people try to force you into a NT frame. 💕

Change

Is it such a radical statement to say I don't want to change? Is it so hard to understand that I don't want to force myself to make eye contact in an interview for a job I don't want? To drain my energy by talking to people I don't feel comfortable with?

My comfort zone is just that. I like it here. I don't want to leave. I want to get better at taking the bus, I want to get better at managing my panic attacks, but I don't feel the need to pressure people into being my friends or be dishonest about who I am, the way my parents and my therapist say I should.

I am in no way saying I want the world to change to better suit my needs. I would just like to be able to make small adjustments to make my immediate environment suck a little less butt without feeling judged. I don't want to just live with it. I don't want to let go of things that aren't a big deal. I don't want to calm down. I don't want to try to live an allistic life in an autistic body. I just want to exist peacefully.

“If you can’t do anything about it then let it go. Don’t be a prisoner to things you can’t change.”

— Tony Baskin

My favorite time of the year, I wish it would last all year 😢

me for the next three months babes

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Today my therapist asked me how I deal with so many parts of my life being so difficult. Well obviously I don't deal with it very well otherwise I wouldn't pay to talk to her once a week.

My aunt's first husband.

So my aunt was brutally raped and almost didn't survive. The guy did go to prison. But he got out and went after. She escaped that situation and called her then husband. He killed the rapist AND GOT AWAY WITH IT. Sadly the husband passed away some years later.

Hanging out with old people rules because after a while they trust you enough to confess to murder totally unprompted

Some stranger somewhere still remembers you because you were kind to them when no one else was.

Eat Clean

Eat Clean

Why you got your comments off, scared? Stop fucking mentioning me bitch, I don’t know you. Ima leave you unblocked so you can have easier access to my content, I hate how hard you have to work to harass us.

Girl I don't even know how to turn them off or on 😅 You see how this ENTIRE YEAR I have never cussed at y'all? Never said I didn't like y'all. Never made even bad remarks? JUST ASKED YOU 2 TO LEAVE ME ALONE? WILD. I'm tired of all the shit. I truly don't get it. I wanted it to end when I was with Addi IN APRIL. Like wth?

Tbfr I don't care. I'm living my little life and I'm happy. I shared that post on fb for all of 3 mins talking about how funny I thought it was. And I think this whole thing rn is hilarious at this point bc it is ACTUALLY INSANE. I've never seen anyone else so blatantly lie. It's like being in some weird movie. I could absolutely care less about strangers on the internet. I'm not chronically online? I post my own horrendous trauma on here, I'm 100% open. Why would I ever put anyone else's trauma down? I genuinely don't know what is wrong with y'all that you would be so vindictive to CAUSE more trauma to someone else, let alone can't comprehend why someone else would never want to do that to any other person. Idk what doesn't click there with y'all.

But it's not my problem anymore. I've tried, for a year. I've let it eat at me for a year. I was suicidal. Y'all KNEW this. You made fun of me. You made fun of the damage you caused. Who in their right minds does that?

Yall deserve each other. Truly. Both heartless. Both vindictive. Both liars. Both absolutely insane. I absolutely left for a reason. And she shows why every single day. Smfh. Both why I left the relationship and why I told her I couldn't be friends months later. Drama, chaos, horrid mental health, liar, god awful human being. Now there's 2? Ffs.

What do I have to do to get rid of you?

The amount of therapy I've had to go through. That I'm still going through. That I will have to go through. To sort out the last 8 yrs. To figure out why I made excuses for things that were right in front of me. Your constant lying. Blaming everyone and everything else. Never taking any accountability. The numerous grape accusations against people that NEVER HAPPENED to the point you could never keep your stories straight and lying about being drugged when you obviously don't know what that is like? Taking people's survivor stories and making them part of your own for sympathy and attention. Making up lies about your friends, family, and exes... like I wouldn't reach out and talk to people? Stalking accounts that actually have survived narcissistic abuse so you can pretend to not be one? Acting accounts so you can mimic facial expressions and body language? Trying to turn me into some villan too, like you aren't going to do what you've done to literally everyone else in your life to your current partner. And she's so isolated and obsessed it's going to take so long for her to figure anything out.

You're a sociopath. The MOST vile, evil person I wish I had never come across. SA victims aren't believed because of people like you. Disgusting piece of trash.

Why would I say you deserved the SA when I have CLEARLY stated I don't believe a single thing that comes out of your mouth? If you're going to lie at least make it believable.

Lmfaoo I never said that but ok 😅😭

Y'all stalk literally EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DO. I have yet to find a way to block you. I have told yall on countless occasions to leave me alone. I don't even bother anyone

I could go on and on with a YEARS worth of screenshots. But I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. Find a life that doesn't involve me.

“The way people treat you is a statement of who they are as a human being. It’s not a statement about you.”

— Unknown