*Im Back!*

✧*I’m back!*˚

⚠️ TW: E/D CONTENT + FAKE BODIE + DRVG USE MENTIONS

my post-b1ng3 cw :/

some songs I’m listening to rn :P

a few morning b0di3 ch3x!!

more pics

+ notes (⚆ᗝ⚆)

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Pro-recovery, always

Please block, don’t report

Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a

✧ songs:

✧ w31gh-1n:

height - 5’3 (160 cm)

cw - 102.2 lbs (46.4 kg)

bm1 - 18.1

✧ b0die ch3x:

✧ + bonus style/fit checks!

✧ + notes:

I’ve become so addicted to nicotine it’s turned into cravings for rush

I just have a this sick, nagging feeling in the back of my head that I’m just naturally inclined to be an addict of something, at the end of the day (|||❛︵❛.)

aaanyways I’ve been doin good… besides the substance abuse, ofc (☍﹏⁰)

big thank you to whoever made it this far into the post lmaoo <3

(￣ε￣ʃƪ )

✧*Last update for a lil bit*˚

⚠️ TW - ED CONTENT + FAKE B0DIE

no cw update for now bc I won’t be home/have access to a sc4l3

some late night b0die ch3x

+ three songs that I want to be buried with ♡(‘∀’ )

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Please block, don’t report

Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a

✧ songs on my mind:

✧ b0die ch3x:

✧* My most recent attempt at getting more angles * ̥˚

⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY

my post-going off the rails and getting my p*riod cw (⚆ᗝ⚆)

some b0die ch3x :]

+ vvv cute bonus pics!! ;3

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Please block, don’t report

Personal dairy for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a

✧ this morning’s weigh-in:

height - 5’3 (160 cm)

cw - 104.4 lbs (47.36 kgs)

bmi - 18.49

✧ b0die ch3x:

✧ + bonus fit/style checks:

✧*My pride fit on Saturday *̥˚

Literally had so much fun dancing and being around my community!!! (♡ω♡*)

Only complaint is how much energy I expended and had to keep up…

I eventually had to eat and then lost a bit of control ughh Q_Q

Sorry for the poor pic quality!

✧* May 11th *̥˚

⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY

today’s cw

some bodie chex

+ personal notes/motivation :3

DISCLAIMER:

I am and always will be pro-recovery

this post is for myself and to find like minded community which understands my struggle

e/ds are an extremely lonely thing to go through, so if you’re not in this community pls just block

this is my third blog so far, and I hate having to remake just to be reported again and again (it’s so much work on both our ends)

✧ weigh-in:

height - 5’3 (160 cm)

cw - 103.6 lbs (47.0 kgs)

bmi - 18.35

✧ b0die ch3x:

✧ misc:

note - I can feel the f4t growing back on my ribs and hips and it’s scaring the ever living shit out of me

reminder - I have to push myself harder, I have to remember not to eat/to refuse food/to portion control, I have to keep restricting until I reach my goal

p.s. - pls remember to take care of yourselves, even if you’re actively harming (whether it’s e/d or s/h), always practice damage control to minimize your long term suffering!

✧* weed-tobacco + vape-diet coke combo goes crazy *̥˚

⚠️ TW - E/D CONTENT + DRVG USE

mixed some Δ8 flower and rolling tobacco together :3

also got a new vape! and diet coke!!

the pics I took after hitting my bowl ♡〰♡

damn do I look stoned af?? ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

DISCLAIMER:

Pro-recovery, always

Please block, don’t report

Personal dairy for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a