With Great Boredom Comes Great Irresponsibility

With great boredom comes great irresponsibility

Me when I see the moon: That's a nice boulder, I like that boulder

My thoughts exactly

sometimes i wonder what must it be like

to have a father you can talk to

without your breath getting stuck in your throat

or your heart pounding so hard like it'd burst

i wonder what it's like to have a father

you are not afraid of.

sometimes i wish i had a normal relationship

with the one man I'm supposed to trust in my life

instead, I'm afraid of him as am I

of any other man who comes my way

maybe this is what my life is going to be

always running away from every man I've known.

Just remembered the time when I wrote an entire article on living fossils on Word on the family tablet instead of doing Regular Nine Year Old Train Journey Stuff. The autism was definitely going strong in me back then

Sometimes I wish that people would learn the difference between sex-repulsion and sex-negativity

Imagine Ivan and Mitya finding out that their adorable baby brother shot the f*cking tsar