Today Is The Third Day Of Sticking To My Ana Diet. I Am So Happy That My Parents Already Noticed The

Today is the third day of sticking to my Ana diet. I am so happy that my parents already noticed the weight loss. I can’t wait to lose more anda more weight, I’ve been trying so hard for the pasted months and just now being able to fully control myself.

I’m depressed. That sucks but what am I to do?

In less than 6 months I gained more that 15 kilos. I’m just a fat whale that abandoned Ana and Mia and now want to get back.

(that was me not even in my lw) that time I saw myself as a morbidly obese person but now I now I have became one and just want to get back to my lw desperately.

I can’t control myself and it sucks. I have never felt so bad. Now I started Mia and cutting but the only thing I truly want is my dear Ana back.

Never forget how they gave you distance when you needed love

When I say I have binge eating disorder I mean it. Almost every day I choose a determined moment to eat ( just junk food) for more than 3 hours consecutive until I’m so full my stomach constantly hurts, quadruplicate it’s size and I fell like a bag of shit. Normally I end up eating more than 3000 kcals in just one round, and I always eat during the day so…

Today I was able to fast for 17 and a half hours. This is not enough. I need to lose the weight. I hope that now( my first meal) won’t be a binge and purge type. Hope to be around 800kcals today. Stay motivated guys.

What am I doing with my life? Can someone please tell me? A can’t handle it anymore specially now that one of me only friends is turning at my back. A fell I want to cry but a just fell numb and nothing else.