When I Say I Have Binge Eating Disorder I Mean It. Almost Every Day I Choose A Determined Moment To Eat
When I say I have binge eating disorder I mean it. Almost every day I choose a determined moment to eat ( just junk food) for more than 3 hours consecutive until I’m so full my stomach constantly hurts, quadruplicate it’s size and I fell like a bag of shit. Normally I end up eating more than 3000 kcals in just one round, and I always eat during the day so…
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I’ve always been introverted. I’m not the kind of girl that enjoys being notice by everyone and I don’t have many friends, so unfortunately I tend to over focuses on my self, especially on the way I look, since I’m constantly alone and end up looking and spending too much time analyzing me at the mirror. Because I have changed a lot over the year’s, and people never told me about my imperfections, I know I have still many of them for sure many but I haven’t just realized, and also because people don’t want to comment. That bothers me so much because I fell they do that (normally girls) because it make them fell pretira about them selfs. I wish we all were united and always cheering and hoping for each other’s best. Continuing what I was saying, that made me develop a really messed up relationship with food and how I treat my body, and honestly I believe this is a problem many of us, girls, fell.
Today I was able to fast for 17 and a half hours. This is not enough. I need to lose the weight. I hope that now( my first meal) won’t be a binge and purge type. Hope to be around 800kcals today. Stay motivated guys.
Today is the third day of sticking to my Ana diet. I am so happy that my parents already noticed the weight loss. I can’t wait to lose more anda more weight, I’ve been trying so hard for the pasted months and just now being able to fully control myself.
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