Today I Was Able To Fast For 17 And A Half Hours. This Is Not Enough. I Need To Lose The Weight. I Hope
Today I was able to fast for 17 and a half hours. This is not enough. I need to lose the weight. I hope that now( my first meal) won’t be a binge and purge type. Hope to be around 800kcals today. Stay motivated guys.
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Genre: feminine
Age: 14 almost 15 years old
Height: 1,56 m
Weight(s):
01/01/21 = HW = 50.5 Kg
CW = 42,5kg I’m eating to much every day… aprox. 2000 cals or more :(
LW = 40,3
GW = 39 (I hope to achieve this goal until the end of October 2021)
When I say I have binge eating disorder I mean it. Almost every day I choose a determined moment to eat ( just junk food) for more than 3 hours consecutive until I’m so full my stomach constantly hurts, quadruplicate it’s size and I fell like a bag of shit. Normally I end up eating more than 3000 kcals in just one round, and I always eat during the day so…
New year new goals. It was at night the time I had realized how much time passed and still wasn’t able to lose weigh. I open my tumbler and binge all the amazing posts there is and decided how I want to be my 2023 which is focuses only in my weight loss. It is not new to me but since I gained so much weigh I fell is time to get rid of if.
I’m depressed. That sucks but what am I to do?
In less than 6 months I gained more that 15 kilos. I’m just a fat whale that abandoned Ana and Mia and now want to get back.
(that was me not even in my lw) that time I saw myself as a morbidly obese person but now I now I have became one and just want to get back to my lw desperately.
I can’t control myself and it sucks. I have never felt so bad. Now I started Mia and cutting but the only thing I truly want is my dear Ana back.