Sys Culture Is Being Curious If Other Systems Experience What Weve Been Calling Memory Time Blindness,

sys culture is being curious if other systems experience what we’ve been calling memory time blindness, where you remember an event but struggle to place when it happened. could have been a week ago, could have been over two months. for us it gets especially worse the further you go back, with certain memories just being clustered in “okay it probably happened between x year and y year” (I’m sure this is prevalent in other disorders but I think it also fits for systems :])

We get this all the time it's the worst

I have a habit of asking the same question twice in succession, almost immediately after receiving a response..... with no recollection or memory of having asked that or what the response was. I realise I did that when I am told, or when whoever I am talking to expresses frustration and I ask.

is that a regular-person thing? a dissociative thing? or is it associated with plurality and having alters?

i have what i call 'fuzzy' memory. outside of the typical, viewed-from-another-pov issue, i mean.....

say i talked on the phone with a friend twice one day. i did yesterday.

i may forget that we talked multiple times, and lump the phone calls into one long event.

i may mistake that it was two phone calls in one day, and think it was one phone call, and two separate days.

i will definitely forget a lot of what we talked about..... but that's normal for any long phone call, right? hahaha.

i may forget what i did between the phone calls, like what i ate for dinner..... (but i usually remember at some point what i ate, even if it takes a little bit).

i don't have the worst memory, i just get confused.

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Can anyone who is anti endo reblog this so we know we can trust you? Endos are harassing us on here, breaking dni and we need support from real systems and people who actually give a shit about trauma survivors singlet or not.

I also wanna take this opportunity to coin a new anti endo tag "wild rose" which is the rebel password in final fantasy 2.

Please note we are not looking for sorce mates. Please be nice to us, we have had a rough couple of days with endos invading our space without permission.

(Please follow this dni too.)