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This was brought to our attention today. We would ALWAYS recommend keeping your writing in two places, for many reasons, but here is one more!
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Does it hurt? Experiencing your gender in such a different way that most trans posts don't apply to you, and you wonder if you should even call yourself trans at all?
Does it hurt knowing that there is no feasible way for you to ever feel fully comfortable in your own skin, and you find yourself quietly resenting the unfairness of it all?
Does it ache? Does it burn? Does it chip away at your mind until there is nothing but directionless rage?
Does it hurt?
I love garashir because it's a "I love every part of you despite myself" type of situation. It's a "I know I shouldn't but you've carved a hole in my heart and made it a home" type of longing. It's about loving and hating yourself for it and finding yourself a little more whole despite yourself and healing from the childhood trauma you couldn't even bring yourself to recognise at the time because someone had the gaul to say you deserved better without even opening their mouth
EVERY TIME i replay dao im like ah fuck its the fade again. Ah fuck its the deep roads again. Ah fuck its the GOD DAMN brecilian forest. And then the game ends and im like that was so good
writing a beach klance fanfic (shhh its a secret) and I need ideas for scenes!! I already have a basic understanding of what I want to happen but I need to fill in the blanks (_ _)uuuu
I'm gonna be honest this fic is just an excuse to project onto keith fully but its okay I'm not making him THAT different,,, and since it's based on a very specific beach/island I'm trying to decide if I wanna doxx my beach house or not đ¤ tips would be appreciated ok thx bye
Feng Xin and Mu Qing
feng xin and mu qing who spent their teenage years together, in constant proximity, because they were both close to someone else
feng xin and mu qing watching their nation collapse, their home ruined, their kingdom dissapear
feng xin and mu qing losing their friend, first losing him emotionally by not being able to understand what's going on and then literally losing him as he vanished for 800 years
feng xin and mu qing both ascending to godhood, constantly seeing each other as they co-ruled(?) the same area
feng xin who never wanted to become a god, who didn't know what he was if he isn't a bodyguard to the royal family, who was abandoned by the woman he loved, never forgiving himself for leaving and losing xie lian
mu qing who always wanted to ascend, who knew he had the potential to but was constantly overshadowed and wanted to desperately to prove he was not a servant to be discarded, who still never forgave himself for leaving when his friends needed him. for coming back too late
and so they take it out on each other. 800 years of pent up frustration, guilt and misery and they take it out on each other because really, who else can they take it out on? who else knows xie lian? who else rememberes xianle and its' days of glory?
yes, they're constantly at each others throats. yes, they dislike each other.
no, they don't hate each other. how can they? they're all each other has and it's been that way for 800 years
can you really hate someone when he's the only contsant thing in your long immortal life as the world shifts around you? happy and unpleasant memories, they're the only ones who know. the only ones who remember
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Hi everyone, it's been about a year since I posted about updated COVID vaccines and it's time for another update if you are in the US:
THE BRIDGE ACCESS PROGRAM IS ENDING!!!!
If you are uninsured or your insurance does not cover covid boosters, please schedule a new booster appointment before the end of August because the Bridge Access Program (the way the government will still pay for your booster) ends in September. The updated mRNA boosters from Moderna and Pfizer are available now. Go Go GO!!!
Shitty, I know! If you can call your congressional reps, the FDA, the CDC, whomever to tell them you want this program to continue/be reinstated, that would be great. Also, while you're at it, call the FDA to tell them to expedite the approval for the updated Novavax booster (3017962640).
The new Novavax vaccine is designed for the JN.1 strain which is one of the most recent mutations of the virus going around. If you have insurance and can afford to wait, I highly recommend getting the Novavax booster when it becomes available.
We are currently in the largest Covid summer surge since 2021
If you haven't had a booster in the past six months you are essentially unvaccinated. New strains with different spike proteins keep evolving faster than vaccine development and distribution can keep up. All that said, getting Covid is not a moral failing. If you do feel sick, take a rapid test! If it's negative, test again a day or two later. It is better to know than not to know. Here's a refresh on how to take a rapid test correctly:
If you do get Covid, it is worth getting on antiretrovirals within the first week of symptoms to reduce the overall viral load your body has to fight. If your insurance doesn't cover Paxlovid or Remdesivir, here are other low/no-cost ways to access it:
Here's a good guide for how to actually handle being sick:
Regardless of your vaccination status, masking with a KN95 or N95 respirator (or equivalent standards in your country i.e. FFP2/3 in the EU) is the most reliable way to protect yourself and others. If Covid protections are a financial burden, there is likely an active Mask Bloc near you doing free distribution of respirators and tests that would be happy to help you. Here's a global map of them from covidactionmap.org
Some quick tips: if you're wearing a bi-fold mask, flatten the nose-bridge wire completely, then mold it to your nose on your face for a better fit. The best mask is the one that you will actually wear regularly to protect yourself. I really like the selection of styles, sizes and colors from WellBefore:
As school is starting, getting you and your family boosted is one of the best things you can do to protect yourselves. Masking is perhaps even more important. If you can advocate for updating and regularly changing the HVAC filters at your local schools to MERV-13 or higher to keep the indoor air cleaner, that can also make a big difference. Better indoor air quality in schools helps protect kids from illness, allergies, wildfire smoke, and more per the EPA's website.
These are steps you can take to improve air quality at home as well. Corsi-Rosenthal boxes are low-cost and highly effective for cleaning the air indoors.
Here's a map of clean air lending libraries for getting access to air purifiers for events from cleanairclub.org
when people kinda disappear from tumblr that means theyâre either doing really well or really bad
This got me SOILING THE BED.
hard (hand) thoughts about dombf! Joshua (headcannons)
WARNINGS/CONTENT: Hand kink, spanking kink, daddy kink, Joshua is DOM, reader is just extremely needy for him, dirty talking, mirror sex (been too into this lately if y'all haven't noticed hehe-), Joshua is a fucking tease btw- mood
WORD COUNT: 711
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[A/n : I've been having THOTS about joshua- *cough* and his hands *cough* so here we goo]
FEEDBACKS AND REBLOGS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED!
Dombf!Joshua who would instantly know how much you love his hands, as he catches you zoning out into your fantasies while licking your lips at the sight of his hands for the first time.
Dombf! Joshua who has had enough of your secret fantasies by the third time he catches you gawking at his arms, while he worked out at your personal gym. He pulls you towards him, and in on his thick thighs while his hand stays on the soft skin of your own thighs. You wince at the cold metal touching your skin, your body turning all hot and heated up out of the blue. âIs my pretty baby hiding something from me?â The words you never (always) wanted to come from his mouth, finally spoke out. âWhat?â You could barely be surprised your voice has betrayed you when it turned high-pitched.
Dombf! Joshua who smiles at you in the most innocent way possible, but not knowing his future actions, you felt your adrenaline rush at that. âMhm is there really nothing you're hiding from me, baby?â His hands squeeze your inner thighs, moving closer to your heat. And out of nowhere, his middle fingers press down on your hold through the fabric of your shorts, only to feel it soaked wet.
Dombf! Joshua would cock his eyebrows at your âsuddenâ wetness, only for you to immediately resort to whining as you, now, grind down on his fingers. But a louder whine erupts from you as he retreats his fingers away from you. âTell Daddy what you want, baby. That's the only way you're getting it.â Joshua turns you around to face the mirror while he places his chin on your shoulder.
Dombf! Joshua who would have you begging in minutes, tears at the corner of your eyes threatening to fall while you say: âDaddy, just want your fingers, pleaseplease- pleaseâ Over and over again. He would smile at you so kindly, only to plunge his fingers deep inside you.
Dombf! Joshua who's two fingers are enough to have you arching your back into his chest, while your legs wiggle under his hold.
Dombf! Joshua who would make you cum around his fingers, faster than you'd expected, and proceed to make you ride out your orgasm by riding his fingers. And order you to make yourself cum yet again from his fingers.
Dombf! Joshua who wouldn't take long to catch up on your spanking kink when further into your relationship. He likes to think you've got the kink as a result of your love and lust for his hands. (which he was totally right about)
Dombf! Joshua who'd give you a stern look when you act out or catch an attitude with him, threatening you about spanking you till your ass was as red as your sheets (you have red satin sheets), but he knew well that gave you a better reason to push his buttons.
Dombf! Joshua who would love to wear metal rings, while spanking you so he could hear your loud whimpers and yelps every time his large hand came down on your bottom, inflicting the pleasurable pain which always had you dripping so much for him that he'd barely have to do foreplay before he got to snuggly fit his thick cock inside you.
Dombf! Joshua who would later use your kinks against you when he felt mischievous. He would simply come up behind you, letting his large hands travel to your ass squeezing harshly while placing his hand on the counter top. âWhat you watchinâ baby?â He would ask you with a very normal tone, as if he didn't just squeeze your ass hard till you yelped. He would further add fuel to the fire by slapping your ass before moving away to grab a bottle of water. He knew well your eyes weren't on the screen, but rather on his thick biceps which were a result of working out a few minutes ago.
Dombf! Joshua who would smirk knowingly when you give him the âfuck meâ eyes right then and there, and would totally make fun of you for it. âWhat? Turned on just by a spank to your ass? You love my hands so don't you baby?â (he's so cocky gawd)
ÂŠď¸ WOOYOUNGMYBELOVEDHUSBAND.
ROUND 4 MATCH 15
Kuras propaganda:
"Kuras bought the MC a cookie and is also an angel doctor or something"
Muriel propaganda:
"HE IS VERY CUTE AND GOOD
HE IS A TEXTBOOK GENTLE GIANT
NO REALLY HE IS SUCH A SWEETIE HE JUST CANâT DO SOCIALIZATION
HIS FAMILIAR IS BIG OUPPY. SHEâS BIG FUCKING OUPPY!!!
CHICKENS LOVE HIM
ACTUALLY FUCK THAT. ALL ANIMALS LOVE HIM. HES LIKE IF SNOW WHITE WAS HUGE AND JACKED
HE LIKES TINY FLOWERS
HE WHITTLES TINY WOODEN CREATURES TO DECORATE HIS HOUSE AND GIVE TO HIS FRIENDS
HEâS LITERALLY JUST THE PERFECT MAN LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LOOK AT HIM???"
I think one big reason why we don't consider the stars as important as before (not even pop-astrology anymore cares about the stars or the sky on itself, just the signs deprived of context) is because of light pollution.
For most of human history the sky looked between 1-3, 4 at most. And then all of a sudden with electrification it was gone (I'm lucky if I get 6 in my small city). The first time I saw the Milky Way fully as a kid was a spiritual experience, I was almost scared on how BRIGHT it was, it felt like someone was looking back at me. You don't get that at all with modern light pollution.
When most people talk about stargazing nowadays they think about watching about a couple of bright dots. The stars are really, really not like that. The unpolluted night sky is a festival of fireworks. There is nothing like it.
The way Moblit dies with his hand stretched out, pushing Hange away to safety, and then is reaching out to greet them and pull them up in the afterlife
you have to stay alive. you're going to be such a beautiful middle aged freak. young freaks will see you in the street and know that things can be okay.
