Amnesiac Revan - Tumblr Posts
Frozen and broken Don't know where you're going Losing your identity You're so caught up in hiding But everybody sees You're never gonna feel You're never gonna heal You're never gonna know What's fake or real 'Til you know who you are You're lying to your face And running in a race You're never gonna win 'til you find your place And you know who you are You're crawling and falling But no one hears you calling When you're in a world of glass 'Til your bubble bursts And the true you's first You're always coming last You're never gonna feel You're never gonna heal
Who You Are by Lunatica
This could be a song about “amnesiac” Revan... I guess. :D
Bastila: I know Mission cheated at Pazaak! At the Anchorhead Cantina! You know how dangerous it is! What's more, then she stole money from the store! For Force's sake, what are you teaching her???
Amnesiac Revan: Actually, it was she who was teaching me how to cheat at Pazaak and steal money from a store... when you burst into that one and interrupted the educational process!
Carth: Have you ever tried to make friends with Bastila?
Amnesiac Revan: I have, actually. Once... for a few hours.
Carth: So what?
Amnesiac Revan: Then I bought HK and our friendship failed.
Carth: Yeah... I can tell.
It waits for the day I will let it out. To give it a reason, To give its might. I fear who I am becoming, I feel that I am losing the struggle within. I can no longer restrain it, My strength it is fading, I have to give in. It's the fear Fear of the dark It's growing inside of me, That one day will come to life. Have to save To save my beloved, There is no escape, Because my faith is horror and doom. Hold down your head now, Just let me pass by. Don't feed my fear, If you don't want it out. I fear who I am becoming, I feel that I am losing all beauty within. I can no longer restrain it, My strength is fading. I have to give in...
It’s the Fear by Within Temptation
There is no escape, Because my faith is horror and doom...
Who I Am by The Score
I'm a saint, and I'm a sinner I'm a loser and a winner Without faith and a believer I am true and the deceiver I'm a hero and a villian I'm a myth, and I'm a legend Without strength and a contender I am real and the pretender Take me as I am, or don't Cause I don't give a damn, no Take me as I am, or don't Cause I don't give a damn, no I have my flaws I make mistakes But I'm myself I'm not ashamed That's who I am, That's who I am, That's who I am, I have my doubts I lose my strength Sometimes I fall, but I don't break That's who I am, That's who I am, That's who I am,
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I don't want to be someone else I don't ever want to lose this hunger Never gonna try to change myself, oh When everybody's got their soul on sale I don't want to be just a number Never gonna try to change myself.
I adore this video of one of the Old Republic trailers going with that song. I think, it could be a perfect Revan song or even Revan-Malak-the Exile one. It suits Revan and amnesiac Revan a bit better though. Especially “I'm a hero and a villian, I'm a myth, and I'm a legend” lines, they remind me of Darth Malak’s last words - “Savior, conqueror, hero, villain. You are all things, Revan... and yet you are nothing...”
Carth: Alex, had a psychiatrist checked your health before you boarded the Endar Spire? How did you even become a member of the Endar Spire's crew with your head injury and all the attendant problems???
Amnesiac Revan aka Alex: I got enough health check-ups at different kinds of doctors before the Endar Spire, thanks! How about miss "somehow I lost my lightsaber, but don't forget to bear in mind I'm saving everyone including you though"? Why don't you ask her about her mental health as well?
On the Leviathan...
Amnesiac Revan: You fear...
Darth Malak: Really, Revan?! Mighty stars! Do you mean I fear you? I see your head is seriously injured if you throw accusations like this around. It's a shame you won't get enough time to dig into your memories and realize I've never been frightened of you in fact!
Amnesiac Revan: Not me... You're scared of the possibility you may kill not the right person now...
On the Leviathan:
Darth Malak: You're being weird...
(Amnesiac?) Revan: Have I ever acted like a normal person?
Darth Malak: ...
Darth Malak: Not really...
Bastila: Of course, not!
Carth *muttering to himself*: I can't believe I have to agree with all of them!
Amnesiac Revan: Hmmm... Why is it me who that mandalorian wants to talk to? Only because I won the race?
Mission *looking at Bastila and Carth arguing*: Probably, he also wants to talk to you because you're the most normal person here...
Amnesiac Revan: If I'm the most normal person here, it's disturbing as well as horrifying...
I was tagged by @marythegizka and tried to do experiments with my image of Revan using picrew . Thank you sm!:) Actually, this lady was meant to be Revan before the Mandalorian War but ended up with being Alexandra Forst, a smuggler and pseudo-space explorer, though. She mostly looks pretty annoyed, sceptical, serious or even disappoined, as she's not crazy about the idea of getting caught up in searching for Star Maps and standing against the Sith and Darth Malak at all. And, the last but not the least, she doesn't fancy having to be led up by Bastila as well. I have no idea why she has such big ears, only a guess that it may've happened because sha has to hear some bullshit said by Jedi masters and Bastila at times.
Tagging @for-the-love-of-starwars @yaninab @theowlhousefanboy (if it's interesting for you) and those who'd like to give it a try.:)
P.S. A girl with short hair could be Revan during the war and she might have braids before the war... I'm not sure, though.
