Bipolar2 - Tumblr Posts

Hey if you're in the "mentally fucked" community I'd like mutuals

I'd prefer if you were above the age of 16, I just really need friends...

What's it called when you need to look a certain way. But it doesn't align with ⭐️ving myself???? I don't know what I feel.

"Do this do that", bitch I'm trying not to off myself thanks...

I can't tell if I just binged or if I just hate eating and forced myself to actually eat something 🤩

I hate this world

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Lil darkie save me plz /j

Mega vent below...

I fucking despise my body shape, holy shit, it's like- I look awful in everything I got the worst one, just straight up and down like no curves or anything???? I look like a fucking box. I wish I had an hourglass or a pear body type so badly. Bc I just cannot look good, and I despise it. And on top of that I have no cleavage or anything- like I wanna atleast look slightly appealing but I just don't. And I never will. Don't get me wrong I have a very loving partner, but it's like- I wanna be the girl everyone pines over but obviously that will never happen. I just wish I was pretty... maybe if i started ⭐️Ving myself I would, maybe if I actually exercised and just stopped eating, I'd be able to actually achieve my dream. I should get plastic surgery or something I swear...

What's a good calorie tracker???

I don't know why, but I relate so much more to bpd posts instead of bipolar posts????? I don't get it man

Guys I hate my body! I look disgusting, I shouldn't look like this! And I hate it :D

I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty I need to be pretty

All my peers are going out, having fun

And what am I doing?

Rotting...

I legit have a playlist with ONLY these two artists-

It's like, sometimes I feel I'm dieing- and this is all my life flashing before My eyes. Nothing is right. Life shouldn't be like this. Endless suffering.

Log 1, don't read If your triggered easily, by reading you put all responsibilities on yourself for what you do after.

• I noticed that coffee helps my appetite go down, I'm probably gonna start drinking more of it, with creamer since it's the one sweet-ish thing I have left ig

• I started tracking my calorie intake.

• I'm scared, but excited to be pretty <3

• praying that my partner and others don't find out.

Angry rant below, if your sensitive don't read lol

Yk if you wanna say I'm fuckin dramatic bitch I'll bring it ten fucking fold, haven't gone through constant bullshit from EVERY. SINGLE. THING. IN MY LIFE to just be told "oh ur dramatic" literally smd. Idc, if anything your "nonchalant-ness" is why people fucking hate YOU because you show no emotion or no regard for anyone, you have no sympathy, empathy, and definitely no fucking friends or family that love you (: .