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No Lollipop

(Vent warning)

Cotton pushes past my teeth

I fall onto my knees

Tears fill my eyes

You follow

(You always follow)

I’m on the floor now

(But it’s dirty)

I’m not a big girl

(I’m a baby)

I can’t breathe

(You look at me like I’m crazy)

A spider crawls up my throat

A snake slides out of my mouth

You don’t see it

(You never see it)

I clutch at my neck

Open up now

(I can’t do it.)

No sticker for me

No lollipop

(I just want to be free)

You say be a big girl

Open up for me

Cotton pushes past my teeth

Tunnels in my vision

Serpent in my throat

My face is turning blue now

I’m just a baby

No lollipop for me

I’m on the floor now

But it’s dirty

I’m on the floor now

But it’s dirty

You talk to me so sweetly

I’m sorry

I’m not a big girl

I’m a baby

I miss being warm

The inviting kind of warm

The ‘come sit by the fireplace’ kind of warm

I miss hoodies and blankets and warm slippers

I miss being lovingly bundled up with a coat and scarf

I miss how it felt like a hug all day long

Now being warm is suffocating

Its frustrating and a catalyst for longing

It’s lying on the floor with a heart that beats too fast

It’s burning skin and a flushing face

Now I must face the cold

Lonely and uncomfortable

No more steaming hot showers or hugging the vent

No more walks in the summer or lying in the sun

Now warmth just means I can’t sleep

I miss being warm

The inviting kind of warm

The ‘come sit by the fireplace’ kind of warm

I miss hoodies and blankets and warm slippers

I miss being lovingly bundled up with a coat and scarf

I miss how it felt like a hug all day long

Now being warm is suffocating

Its frustrating and a catalyst for longing

It’s lying on the floor with a heart that beats too fast

It’s burning skin and a flushing face

Now I must face the cold

Lonely and uncomfortable

No more steaming hot showers or hugging the vent

No more walks in the summer or lying in the sun

Now warmth just means I can’t sleep