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I was being goofy .. never knew drawing birds can be so relaxing <33

For context it was inspired by a convo between me and a close friend;

"autism 🇺🇸 🦅" — friendo

"adhd 🇬🇾 🦜" — me (I had a green parrot)

This is a very silly doodle, not meant to offend anyone of this disorders, u r very much loved & welcomed as u should pookies <33

fnck the scratch team >:(

(there will be swears and caps and mentions of trauma in this rant, don’t read if you are uncomfy with that ig,,)

well I guess I’m just destined to never have a scratch account >:( what in the actual hell?? Don’t they know how FUCKED UP their comment bad word detection system is?? Do you know what I said for half of these??

This is what I said for two of them, what the hell?? I was talking about TARANTULAS AND AN ANIMATION ERROR!!?? The other ones were ALSO for stupid reasons I tried to say a sentence that got someone a comment ban to see if it was just them or not (it wasn’t just them and the message was “wowza :0” IT WAS FUCKING “wowza :0”!!!!!!!)

I’m fuming rn, I’m not even going to send an appeal, I almost feel bad for those eejits down at mit or wherever the scratch team hails from, what the hell what did I do??? Was 5 SHORT comment bans within the span of like 3 months enough to get me banned again? Fuck you ST, if any of you are reading this I don’t fucking care if this post causes me to get device banned or something I’m never going to conform to their rules, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I DID!!! Did someone report me or smt?? (i swear to Anubis if that crybully bitch of a tyrant emailed the ST saying something about me or getting her irl friends to report anything and everything I did-) Goddamn it I’m upset, I’m leaving, I’m legit leaving, I’m not going to touch scratch until I get my own email or they apologize to everyone on the site and fix EVERYTHING about it, all the scrashes we all had to endure when they were doing ‘maintenance’ were for NOTHING if they don’t fix the issues that they are CONSTANTLY ASKED TO FIX!!!

There are so many much worse people on the site and unless the person is apart of the aesthetic community or a ban speedrunner they do NOTHING to get rid of them!! That tyrant I was talking about earlier was on scratch for over a year before getting banned after people caught on to act of playing the victim, her lying and bullying, her toxicity, even a girl she considered a bestie agree with me that it was GOOD that she was banned. This has gotten out of hand, both the situation on scratch and this rant, it started with me calling out scratch and ended with me venting about the girl who gave me a panic attack before and after she got me banned after I BEFRIENDED and DEFENDED her!! (I think she literally traumatized me- I genuinely couldn’t look at any sort of ‘cute cat’ pfps on scratch or interact with people with bad grammar without feeling like I was having an anxiety attack)

And the weird thing is IM NOT ANGRY ABOUT THIS IN PARTICULAR,, IM JUST FEELING ANGRY AND NOT EVEN REALLY ABOUT THIS!! idk why im angry, maybe because my mom proved to me she is a transphobic & xenophobic rightist bigot, but that’s a rant for another time.

Ink signing off

To the patient that gifted Pharma the bottle of wine last night:

Delicious. Thank you.

Idk why but today I feel a bit of dysphoria for no reason at all and it just came to me is this normal please help

The details: as you know I'm xenogender and though I'm a bit feminine I just don't want to be 100% that and I feel like I am

I don't like how my body looks and it makes me feel very upset about it bit I can't change it. I feel like it's wrong to not want to be in this body, but I'd feel great relief if I could change it. Sorry if this is weird or wrong.

Is there any way for me to feel not like this? It's making me stressed out.

I also love dressing up though. It makes me feel happy inside which is weird. Skirts are nice and all but...yeah...

Tldr I feel gender dysphoria please help

the amount of accounts I had to block this week makes me so angry, I thought it's not an issue anymore?

originally had birthday art for klug day but I couldn't finish it in time xP...here's a whiteboard doodle i scrawled down instead

arent i an artistic genius

today's dark cacao is: richie tozier ?!

art by @thelosers-club, i got his permission !!

Me liking inflammatory posts from my favorite problematic tumblrs on my fandom blog instead of main

idk who he is lol

Felix Kranken tag please update… just one new art post please… I will take anything… ok maybe not anything but my bar is VERY low please

i would like to be playing wii right now, because i could accidentally hit you with the controler

ya girl got a concussion wednesday and my head hates me

but what’s new with me disappearing for who knows how long <3 my queue goes till like early april so i’m not too worried about completely disappearing :>

Do you ever see a character and think to yourself "damn, I relate to them so much that it's so embarrassing at this point"

Shoutout to @ilovetiabeanie, got to be the prettiest weirdo in the multiverse

Edit: just realized how bad the quality is ToT

REAL and also about rudy imo it's fucking annoying when they make him a little uwu boy and then make carmelio a big scary protector of rudy, like not only is carmelio a simp but also rudy took him suplex like fym protect??? And why rudy a little cutesy boy like he can beat yo ass up and has access to literal GUNS bc he hunts and stuff and ppl call him a cinammon roll like what?? ? The ship carmelio x rudy is generally bad bc carmelios literally his BULLY and made rudy do some horrible things to himself like cmon now wtf

Also idk why people think the weird scene between Emilio and tobi was "kinky" and somehow ship them like ???? Idk I just can't see why a ship. Also they're minors so idk why the word "kinky" would be the right word to use

I hav FINALLY thought abt it and talked abt it w/ ppl and THEY AGREE W/ MEEEE!!! ^_^ (this'll be kinda rushed since I'm in the middle of smth and trying to multitask and my spelling is super shitty)

IM GONNA GET FACE FIRST INTO THIS AND JUS SAY THAT THE INFANTILATION IN THE GHOST EYES FANDOM IS A PROBLEM!! All I get when I ppl talking abt it I jus see "Stop calling Rudy" this and "Tobias isn't a cinnamon roll" which is 100% true and maybe it's me being a full on hater when it comes to calling ANYONE that but it actually is very annoying. I see so many ppl calling Rudy (I'll mostly be talking abt Rudy here only bcuz he's the one I see these statements most targeted at) a cinnamon roll and it infuriates me bcuz DID WE READ THE SAME FUCKING COMIC?? BCUZ IF YOU'RE ACTING LIKE THIS I SURE AS HELL KNOW WE DIDN'T! Rudy has shown on multiple accounts he isn't very innocent like (I don't hav many examples but I know for a fact there's more) his movies and the fact he hunts! Though the hunting thing isn't big I jus wanted to mention it. Also ppl calling him a femboy is annoying bcuz theres a HUGE difference between a "femboy" and a boy who jus happens to like dressing in feminine clothes (also the small fact femboy is a sexual term imo and Rudy IS A MINOR) Rudy is more than jus a bean and I need ppl to notice that. I don't see ppl talking abt this topic I'm gonna bring up often but I'd like to put it into to light either way which is ppl in the fandom mostly caring abt the "bl" (aka Boys lov for those who don't know) title and I most prominently saw this on the forest scene w/ ppl constantly talking abt them shipping Tobias and Emilio but not the fact that Emilio CLEARLY ASSAULTED TOBIAS and I only remember seeing ONE person talking abt it and how "kinky" it is (especially in the Halloween arc where Emilio has an episode) which is WEIRD bcuz jus like Rudy EMILIO IS A MINOR AND THAT IS WEIRD TO BE TALKING ABT A MINOR IN THAT WAY and when I found out abt ghost eyes I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THERE WAS GONNA BE GAY PPL (I don't see a problem w/ it since I, myself is in the lgbtq+ community) I FOUND GHOST EYES OUT THROUGH A PERSON MAKING EDITS ABT THE COMIC I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE THE "BL" IN THE CORNER OF THE COVER! anyways I dunno how to finish this rant off since that's all I want to say other than ppl are very annoying (and weird) especially towards "cute" looking characters (not to say the characters I went over aren't cute bcuz I find them adorable) anyways bye!!!

Me liking my mutuals posts to show I care (they're yappin about some media I dont know)

Heatwave so hot that I left my cold ice tea for less than 3 minutes in the sun and now I have some literally boiling tea

do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

Is somebody gonna match my freak (diagnose and overanalize everyone I meet and sort them into categories/groups I made up)