Fustrated - Tumblr Posts
Nah im actually so frustrated like what the fuck why do they have to put two different subjects together how tf am i even suppose to study this arugh this is so fucked up bruh i think I'm gonna have to pull an all nighter again...
lol, I feel like I'm wasting my time just tryna talk to her having to juggle this pile of shit and studies is gonna make me flip so bad like I can't anymore what the fuck I can't even like to show any attitude cos my fucking fam is like "there she goes again" "look she got attitude problem" LIKE DUDE NOT EVERYTHING IS ATTITUDE IM GENUINELY KINDA FUCKING EXHAUSTED YOU KNOW?
She's being so nice sigh it makes my heart hurt to hate that she loves someone else is it so bad to want you for myself is it so bad... now she is all excited and like texting me about going out... I think to her it's just going to be hanging out with just a friend... but it's so precious to me I'd do anything for it to happen...
she keeps calling him cute then when I tell her to get closer to him she says she is satisfied with just being a friend? lol that's bull shit but then again I'm in no position to say anything am I?... i want to see her smile yet i don't want to see her and this ... guy with her... arugh.
she keeps calling him cute then when I tell her to get closer to him she says she is satisfied with just being a friend? lol that's bull shit but then again I'm in no position to say anything am I?... i want to see her smile yet i don't want to see her and this ... guy with her... arugh.
rip why am I so dumb keep asking if she gonna get w her man what tf am I encouraging my own demise what is wrong with me ... oh yea I convinced myself to support everything she chooses wow I'm such a fucking idiot... it's okay right as long as she is smiling right?
rip why am I so dumb keep asking if she gonna get w her man what tf am I encouraging my own demise what is wrong with me ... oh yea I convinced myself to support everything she chooses wow I'm such a fucking idiot... it's okay right as long as she is smiling right?
I feel so friend-zoned why am I even encouraging her to go out with some anti-social dude... like I'm the one hanging out with you listening to u accepting u praising u I have always been by your damn side so why... why do u go for someone else... and the worst part is you know that he doesn't even think of you like that... to the point where you even automatically feel the need to study harder just to be one his level?....
I feel so friend-zoned why am I even encouraging her to go out with some anti-social dude... like I'm the one hanging out with you listening to u accepting u praising u I have always been by your damn side so why... why do u go for someone else... and the worst part is you know that he doesn't even think of you like that... to the point where you even automatically feel the need to study harder just to be one his level?....
lol imagine spending almost more than 5 hours with that one person for them to just go You're so nice... and then proceed to talk about her crush ... bruh
I didn't go to class today cause of burn out. Cause of this stuff. Bruh, I wanna do hw but I'm so tired mentally.
"contract grading" "only 4 absences or you drop to an F" "in this class we will be teaching about disabilities. attendance is mandatory and i do not accept late work" "please respond to at least two of your peers in this discussion post" "people with autism need time to decompress in a classroom environment. your class is four hours long with a 7 minute break." "we like to let students learn the way THEY want to learn. please buy our 150 dollar textbook."
