Fydor Dostoevsky - Tumblr Posts
I love poetry so much! Can yall give me book recs that could make my poems better? Maybe books that are a bit poetic or literally poem books?
*******methaphors
𝐃𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐞𝐯𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭
Fyodor can't love himself through his POV. He can't tolerate his mind from his own perspective. Dostoevsky resents his being, his soul, and thoughts. They're tainted by Fyodor's self-judgement, disappointment in his results, unattainable standards, other inner struggles.
But then he imagines God, it's different. Fyodor takes a look into His higher mind through prayer, and sees light and warmth directed at humanity. That makes Dostoevsky want to be a part of it again.
Not in the present, though, where people are sinful and cruel. In the future. Fyodor will join the renewed, renovated humanity, freed from abilities, living joyfully in heaven. They'll all be loved by God, by each other and even by themselves. Forever. He wants to believe in that.
At the hospital rn so here are some headcanons of bsd men with cats
Chuuya:
- *cat meows* *he meows back*
- likes cats that are chubby
- if someone so much as says "heck" in front of his beautiful little baby he will go on a rampage
- "WHICH ONE OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS HAS BEEN SWEARING IN FRONT OF MY LITTLE GIRL"
- absolutely spoils the shit out of his cat
- BTW it's a black one with elegant green eyes and she's a total bitch but that's why he loves her
- same spoiled rich bitch energy
- they were made for each other
- he def rants about dazai to her
- idk abt a name yet but I'm thinking he'd name her something fancy like a type of wine or an author of an old book he likes or smth
- they look like they judge people together
- they absolutely do
- if you think ur safe no u are not
- she does not like dazai AT ALL
- whenever he sees her he tries to be friendly and even give her treats but she just hisses or ignores him
- *dazai enters chuuyas apartment (uninvited)* heya Eleanor!
Eleanor: *hisses*
Dazai: okay! :D
Dazai:
- ohhh dazai's cat would absolutely despise him
- it's not really his cat, it just kinda keeps coming back to him for food
- whenever he tries to be affectionate with it it just hisses or bites him
- but it still keeps coming back the next day
- hmmmm sounds like a certain someone
- he also gets the shittest cat foods ever
- "heyyyy I hope you like this new tuna I got ya!!! It's chocolate flavored :)"
- the cat will def vomit on his shoes
- it's happened more often than u think
- BTW it's an orange tabby that he likes cause it's mean and orange and reminds him of someone
- GEE I WONDER WHO
Fyodor:
- fyodor has the most spoiled snooty ass little Persian cat in the whole entire world
- it looks exactly like the ones you see in cartoons
- she's all white with pretty blue eyes and a nice little collar that costs like 10,000 in usd
- I can also see him with a cat like chuuyas, u know the ones villains in movies usually have
- tje black pointy slender ones
- you'd walk into his lair or smth and it's all dark and it's just him in his chair facing you and caressing the cat on his lap
- me next me next ME NEXT ME NE
- it also acts like his own personal spy, by lurking around his enemies (dazai) and finding out all sorts of dirt on them (his love for chuuya) and bringing them to fyodor for him to exploit (putting a hand on his forehead and eyes going "the gays are at it again")
Nikolai:
- your friendly neighborhood animal abuser😝
- u know that cat from the start of princess and the frog???
- the one that lottie had when she was a kid???
- yea it's like that
- bro torments the SHIT out of that poor kitty (mine next please please)
- he would come home and just throw it into the air as a greeting
- his ceiling is covered in cat scratches from every time he's done it
- atp he would just randomly go "Hey where nikolai junior???" Like he's Phineas and Ferb looking for perry meanwhile his poor tortured cat is hiding from him somewhere
- he would bring that thing everywhere
- airport, barbers, hospital, restaurant, PRISON
- "sir you can't have pets in here" "awww why not :((((" "because this is a correctional facility"
- he'd be with the gang😎 and sigma jus goes "nikolai....what's in your shirt???" And he's like wdym?? And sigma goes "it's...meowing?? What have you got in there???" And nikolai has to answer very carefully bc of all the times fyodor has told him NOT TO BRING HIS GODDAMN CAT INTO THEIR MEETINGS so he just smiles sweatily and says "drugs" which for him is honestly way more believable but fyodor just sighs
Anyway that's all I got for now wish me luck at the hoptal guys :DDD
Fydor: Yukichi Fukuzawa, where have you buried all your employees? Tell me so I say
G'enchiro Fukuchi, Where have you buried all your dogs? Tell me so I say
Talking about the past of Fukuchi during the war: All the lives that you've stolen
Split in half, now bum and broken
Like your heart that was so eager to be hid
Talking about Mori, Dazai and Kyoka: He can't keep them all caged
They will fight and run away
Dazai and Kyoka to Mori: Mori, tell us so we say
Fydor: G'enchiro Fukuchi, where have you buried all your dogs? Tell me so I say
Fydor: Fukuzawa yukichi, Where have you buried all your employees? Tell me so I say
Fydor talking about Fukuzawa past as an assassin: Forest walls and starry ceilings
Barren memories that you're weaving
Like the fears that you keep inside your head
Talking about the agency: You can't keep them all safe
Talking about Kunikida, Tanizaki, Kenji and Atsushi: They will die and be afraid
Ranpo: Father, tell me so I say
The agency:(President, tell us so we say)
Fukuzawa: Amenogozen, where have you buried all my employees? Tell me so I say
Fydor Dostoevsky, where have you buried all my employees? Tell me, so I say
Amenogozen, where have you buried all my children? Tell me so I say
Fydor Dostoevsky, where have you buried all my children? Tell me, so I say
The agency: (Tell us, so we say!)
Fydor : you can't keep them all safe
They'll be far and fly away
The agency: President, tell us you will stay
We'll be far and fly away
I wanted so bad to do an animation with this song for the latest chapter, but I suck at drawing.
Anyway, I just didn't expect how the chapter went, but I it makes me scared.
Pokemon with bsd characters!!
Seriously, thank you to whoever came up with the idea for homoerotic fanfic of dead authors of classic novels and poetry that probably didnt know each other and then wrote a whole series abt it. Bungo stray dogs is iconic.
Not me getting bingo twice (plz note I haven’t finished the show yet and yes I will read the novels the second I do, I’m on season 4 and AGAHSBSHBSHSBSHANA NIKOLAI MY BELOVED)
Been doodling Nikolai all day. Hes very quickly become tied with Chuuya for my favorite character within literally like 10 seconds of seeing him. Fuckin adore this dumbass
Added a bit of color and inked it. Did I ruin it lol?
Been doodling Nikolai all day. Hes very quickly become tied with Chuuya for my favorite character within literally like 10 seconds of seeing him. Fuckin adore this dumbass
Update on this a few months later
(note: for the username one, I figure the names “dazaiseyebandages” and “bungosgayestdog” count)
(note 2: I cannot fill in the ginger phobic one as I am currently a ginger and therefore a walking talking casual chuuya cosplay)
Not me getting bingo twice (plz note I haven’t finished the show yet and yes I will read the novels the second I do, I’m on season 4 and AGAHSBSHBSHSBSHANA NIKOLAI MY BELOVED)
Mushitarō Oguri
WHAT HAPPEND TO HIM? please I need an answer.
After he went out of Annes room with ango where did he go????
Also does he show up in season 5 or in the latest chapter of the manga again ?
He and ango seemed familiar with each other i don't know but they talked like they knew each other
Like how does he know ango or anything he is talking about
WE NEED HIM IN SEASON 6
Also his character is acually a little sad and I want him to be happy like everybody in BSD
Please tell me what happend like? Is he in jail again ?
Please tell me I’m not the only one who said Fyodor’s name wrong😭
(I had to look at this video 7 times help-💀)
Rereading Crime and punishment got me drawing rodya again
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