Gregor Samsa - Tumblr Posts

10 months ago

I wish to be an archaelogist for you.

For i want to excavate those

deep,unrevealed and fossiled

feelings of yours,

I want to dig the abyssal into you ,

Reach to the bottom of the bottomless depth

And unearth you there

And besot with you.


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5 months ago

Hey ,

It's been 5 years now and it hurts to think of you gone but still ig i have come on terms with it because i am not sad neither crying but okkay. So there was something i wanted to write for you since long and ig i should proceed now

I wish we would have been mayflies 'cause the time together would have felt like as long as we have spent decades together or centuries or millenium or generations or uk births or several lifetime but not like seconds of human lifespan. It would have felt that we have been with each other since the beginning,before we were in eggs and even after we were shedding our wings yeah those fragile and transparent miniatures and would have breathed our last several time and born again and we could have flown just a centimetre or even a milimetre would have felt that we have flown together to the highest peaks , could have just crossed a single tiny drop of water and have felt that we have together crossed 7oceans and yeah those 24hrs of our living would have felt that we are living several breathes together and would have done whatever we want because life would have been just 'too' short and fast for it , there would have been no pressure to chase things 'cause we would have been chasing our things ,me chasing you and you chasing me ;no tension to accomplish goals and live a living 'cause we would have been living us and accomplishing each other every hour ,every minute ,every second . But to say we are mere humans we have to bear distance and departure 'cause its part of our life .

This came to my mind after knowing that mayflies have the shortest lifespan of about 24 hrs or so and i thought if we have been just may flies these 5years would have not hurt . Like you and miss you <3


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1 month ago

I wish to be a yew tree beside your grave

I won't let you swelter in canicular days

Nor shiver in glacial waves

I won't let any commotion creep in your tranquility

I will beg to almighty Athos to magnify your security

I will always flower my affection

But to offenders i'll be worse than in toxication

I will always stand guarding your mortal body

And gardening our immortal love


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1 month ago
Had A Dream That I Saw This Ad In A Paper

Had a dream that I saw this ad in a paper


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2 years ago

sometimes i wish that i could wake up and find out that actually my body is just a skin sack filled with cockroaches and then i'd unzip it so i could live #roachlife in complete bliss for a day


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11 months ago
Roach And Orb

roach and orb

(female Blaptica dubia, orb. 2018)


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