I Wanna Diiiieeeee - Tumblr Posts

I swear to god, I'm about to lose my shit. I just came back from home at 18:30 and I'm already being slaved away. Wash the dishes, make juice, do this, do that, can I have a fucking break?! My grandmother now wants to put family link on my phone just because my brother did something I wasn't aware of?! I literally can't be fully happy in this shitty household, why is the world against me?!! I'm so close to ending it all, it's not funny. I never wanted this, I should have killed myself a long time ago. I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Me: Yo what studying method do you use?

Bestfriend: dying.

Me: well shit, same.

My four main mood

Grumpy

Clingy and emotionally soft

Sleepy

V̷̨̡̢̭͖͈̦̼͉̥̰̬͓͇̜̥̫̳̺̗̪̼̬̜̠͖̘̪̬̼̗̱̯̹̘̽̍̀̏͊̉̔̕͝ͅͅͅ ̶̢̭̞̰̭͈͔̙̗̥̺̲̤͈̘̫͋͂̌͐̾̀̀͐͗̈́̓̅͐̆̂̅̀̾̃̈́̆͗̔͘̚͜Ơ̶̼̪̫̣͔͚͔̦̮̳̝̔͋̓̏̅̐̏̉̓̈́͊͒̌̚͘͝͝͠ ̴̨̧̨̧̡̢̧̝̩̫̝̩͉̣͎̞̱̗̥̻̞͔̥͚͖̰̗̟̳̳̟̱̯̗̯̥̦̬̫̳̑̔̾̊̇͂̒̋͜ͅĮ̸͙͕̗̭̩͚͎̝̺̬͓̝̮̦̲̩̪̖̦̜͔̗̹̭̙̰̰̓̀̓̽̚̚̕ͅ ̵̨̡̛̛̯̻̞͙̻̳͚̰͙̲̮̭̥͙̀͑̈̍̏̐͑̿͐̒̃̈́͗͋͐͊̕͝͝Ḓ̷̢̨̡̨̩̠̜̳̘̯͇̬̙̜̤͍̦̮͈̮̗̩̼̙̭̯̫̦̘̜̥̙͖͔̘̹͇͈̬͛̈͗̈̓̆̉͜͜͜ͅ

I feel so worthless crying in my bed..why cant i be fucking normal!!!