I'm Drowning - Tumblr Posts
2 years ago
5 years ago
Save me
Please........
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4 years ago
The sadness comes in waves on nights and tonight, I'm drowning.

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6 months ago
Ah I've ruined myself. And not the sticky fun kind.
I've gotten myself trapped financially to some guy who literally just fell asleep while I was talking about my new job and all this stuff I'm concerned about and what's going wrong. Literally finished what I was saying and was met with silence. Turned around and he was passed out.
I can't even argue anymore. I just don't care.
Ah this is such a strange blog. All my deep dark sexual fantasies and all my sadness. I really should start journaling again...
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i know this is awful but
i feel so cheated
i shouldn't have called for help that time I was dying
i had a ticket out and i stayed for other people and none of those people are beside me now
i am tired
like bone tired
like the depression has sunken into my marrow tired
i am so sick of caring for everyone else
i get the short end of the stick every single time
i just want to be taken care of for a change
i wanna be loved and doted on and wanted
its not like i could ever really open up though
someone asks me whats wrong and i clam up so fast
but
just for the record
if anyone is still reading
im drowning
3 years ago
I swear I'm writing. A fic will be out by next week
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7 months ago
1 year ago

Drown me in your smile.
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10 months ago

ok so what the hell is happening???? π π
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1 year ago