(im Not Good At This) - Tumblr Posts

judge me based on my faves

characters

- hush

- avior

- sam i guess

- damien/huxley

listeners

- starlight

- doc

- baby (ollie)

- treasure

Hey 4 Minutes fandom, I'm working on a big full-song edit and I'm really frustrated at the quality of video i was able to get

if anyone has a source for high quality versions of the episodes I'd really appreciate it! DM me!

not me trying to formulate how to tell my manager that I want to quit his team for the sake of my mental health...

at 3 fucking AM.

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I'm not an artist

Got bored in Algebra today so me and my friends drew on the whiteboard table. I tried drawing tentacle dadd- I mean hermaeus mora. It's not that good bc im not an artist and all I had was 20 minutes, an expo marker, and a fictional crush

Beautiful Person Award. Once you are given this award, you're supposed to paste it in the ask of people who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out!🌸

this is so nice thank you, and hello!

↪ I don't post on social media much. I usually go through phases in which I'll post a few times a week, but anxiety about how I'm perceived will lead me to delete them later. I've always feared social interaction, but it's almost scarier interacting online than it is in person. People usually filter themselves in a real life setting, making sure everyone sees them in a certain way, usually a good one. Online however, we have walls we can hide behind. No need for a filter! Whenever I was an avid user of Twitter (It's funny how nobody calls it X) I saw a lot of people being blatantly nasty towards each other. It didn't matter what the post was about, someone always found something to argue about. Thankfully I never experienced any negativity directed towards myself, but I saw a lot of it underneath any post with more than 1000 likes. It really started to mess with my head. Eventually it would make its way over to my page. Are people really this mean when there are no consequences? Certainly not most people I'd like to think. After that I realized I was just on a really bad platform. I mean, I was constantly filling my head with negativity. So, I did the right thing and deactivated my Twitter account. It honestly feels really good to not have to worry about that account anymore. In all honesty I was only on Twitter to keep up appearances. The same goes for my old Instagram account which I also deleted for similar reasons. I did not have a lot of followers, nor did I make any meaningful posts, so it didn't hurt that much to deactivate.

↪ Now, I know I can't escape ALL negativity just by deleting some social media accounts. By limiting the amount of platforms I'm on and being cautious of the people and posts I'm interacting with though, I can at least remedy the situation. So why am I posting here? I basically just said I'm scared of being perceived and I hate social interaction. Really, I do want to be perceived, just by the right people. That's why I'm here. Tumblr (in my opinion) has always had a really great community surrounding it. You see, I've been on and off of Tumblr for most of my teenage years and adult life. Always deactivating but also always coming back. I think I always left because nobody I know is on Tumblr, but I also always came back because nobody I know is on Tumblr. I have a hard time being true to myself in front of people that know me. Here, though, nobody knows me. I'm gonna do and say what I want. This blog is really all about me being me whether or not people are watching.

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Anyway, this seems really dramatic but I'm not really expecting anyone to find this. I'm just spewing into the internet void.

I figured out how to do the glitch thing

Omg this is really cute! Like wayyyy cuter than me! This is awesome ! A big thanks and praising to the one who made it, this is so complete and all and it was really fun to do too ^^  

Well again I won’t tag anyone (but if you want to do it please do I will cover for you aand tell that i tagged you, don’t worry have got your back)

Thank you for tagging me @m4rim0​ and a big round of applause to the one above me they all are really cute! 

PS: The bandage are here to represent my clumsiness (I do end up hurt quite often because of it I always have bandage in my bag)

You can find the picrew here.

I was tagged by the lovely @vanillalipstick66 💜✨

Tagging: @britt-wie @vanderheijdens @chasing-dreams-in-paradise @glorious-technicolor @bloggideon @ella-on-the-moon @engelsnoor @veerledejaegers @glamorise-the-chaos @peaceoutofthepieces @jensrolt @gucciboner @embeddedinmybrain & anyone else who wants to do it! (sorry if you’ve already done it, feel free to ignore too) 💜✨

My new OC/persona Myriad, their cat Kaleidoscope, and a group picture with them and my bestie/malewife’s OC/sona Moon and her cat Scribbs.

I quite like him, he’s vaguely human-shaped but very adaptable. And yes, she changes color to match her surroundings chameleon-style, mostly because it means less effort and more fun for me. And yes, they use all the different pronouns because I’m gender-fluid, and I’ve even been thinking about neopronouns lately, so… xi gets to try them out for me.

And yes, the cats are definitely not regular cats, they’re definitely from space and they’re some weird powerful species or something idk. Scribbs is a delight and has planets around her head, and Kali is full of disdain for all life and has purple stripes.

Also, the way people use colors so one-dimensionally is very sad. Yellow happy, blue sad, red mad… it’s ridiculous. So I’ve outlined Myriad’s system. It’s more tone and intensity than good-bad. Thank my interpersonal communication teacher for encouraging us to stop associating emotions with being positive or negative.

Well, let me know what you think, and share your favorite ocs and sonas! And if you like moon and Scribbs and art style that clearly doesn’t match the others, or you’re looking for jacksepticeye ego content, go find my bestie moonscribbs on Instagram.

I was testing colors.

I love these two.

Now taking art commissions!

If you've seen my account, you'll know that I dabble in a bit of art here and there. But the thing is that I really wanna get better at it.

So I'll be taking art commissions from anyone who wants to request a drawing!

I feel the need to lay out some ground rules though, just so people know:

-No NSFW art requests.

-All commissions are for free.

-The only price is that you might have to wait a long time for a drawing that's probably mediocre at best.

-Romance art requests are fine but I can't promise they'll be any good.

-Unless I'm really fired up, you may have to wait a while for your request to be finished and uploaded.

Yeah, that's pretty much it. Can't wait to see what y'all got in store!

never too late....