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Unrequited Love
Unrequited love is one when I feel so close to you
yet you so far from me.
Unrequited love is one when I buy you a flower
which reminds me of you
but it remains a mere piece in your vast collection.
Unrequited love is one when I perceive your smile in the dawn
but you a mere beam of light emitting from the morning sky.
Yes, it is love,
however,
solely felt from me to you and my dear,
How I long to break these chains of emotions holding me
from writing this letter and leaving it on your table
while you read your favourite fable.
How I wish to remain no longer be bounded by these threads of feelings,
by these threads of love
that remain solely felt by me for you.
These threads of unrequited love, my dear.
I hope
I hate to love you
"It was under the last night sky. Ink and diamonds were part of the dream. It was too mesmerizing to be everlasting.
I saw your tears, for the first time of my life. I didn't think you were able to do so. Crying, I mean. All so confident, strong, everytime. I knew it was a fake, a mask you liked to wear because you didn't want to show us you had your own weaknesses. And it fell down there, at the second when you leaned towards the swing. Red cheeks and broken-hearted as I have never seen before. My only concern was to reach out my arm and erase those trespassing tears on your face. My thumb upon your skin, I would have chased this sadness from you because you deserve the world. I would have given you a silent shoulder where you could have cried in silence.
No words.
Nothing.
Until your breath calm down and your hand in mine. The words 'I am here, talk if you want, cry if you wish, shout, scream I wouldn't mind. But, please, come to me when you feel down." You remained silent.
Yet.
Yet you didn't come. You didn't leave your head on my shoulder. You didn't let me take your hand. You didn't care about my loyalty, my warmth, my friendship, my love and my shattered heart while I was watching you fall apart in your 'brother's arms'. I was held at bay, not approaching because I would have cause kind of a blasphemy.
No.
Never.
Did I worth so little in your eyes? Did you even consider me as a person who could have feelings for you?
No.
I want to turn my back, to get away. I should do it. Though, I know I'm unable of doing so. Because I love you too much to let you go.
I hate loving you."
