Jirai Lifestyle - Tumblr Posts

haii guys i’m so sleepy

i need a new geek bar so bad uhghgh

anyways

guys if u saw me liking jirai/edblr posts thag was probably on my sideblog 😭😭

pls go follow it and ignore this one TwT

@hikkimiu

“ Love is the most twisted curse of all ,,

Welcome 2 my blog! ^_^ My name is Theo / Harin , and I want to be your internet angel <3

This is my jirai/menhera/yandere blog !?

my tagging system :

# 💘 - yandere post

# 🎀 - jirai lifestyle

# 🔪 - mentions of sh

# 🍬 - mentions of ed

# 🌸 - comship

# 🌷 - general vent / menhera

# 🪷 - hypers*xuality

# your favorite internet idol ʚ♡ɞ - uplifting posts (to fulfill my dreams of being like kangel haha)

# ask and you shall receive ;3 - any asks!

BYI: this user is a comshipper ! (i don't condone child x adult ships.) this user is neutral about SH/ED blogs ! (NOT pro-SH or pro-ED. I am pro-recovery always , but I will not harass you if you aren't.) my posts may seem like they're romanticizing mental illness because that is simply how i cope ^_^ basically i'm just a little odd but who isn't ?? (im a delusional depressed loser)

If you want a short + sweet intro 2 me, click this !

Basic info about me!!

My pronouns are he/they, I also use any "cute" xenopronouns, like heart/bow/love etc etc

Queer (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

Teenagerrr

POC

Likes ˆ𐃷ˆ

ANIME :D Some animes I like are Madoka Magica, Jujutsu Kaisen, Chainsaw Man, Toilet bound Hanako-kun, Blue Lock, Saiki K, and more!

Fencing, i love fencing

Music, some of my favorite artists are Mitski, Laufey, Wave to Earth, Dazey and the Scouts, Mccafferty, and Candye Syrup!

Games, I like Needy Streamer Overload, Muse Dash, Project Sekai, and Class of '09!! Waiting for ENA: Dream Barbeque...

Reading, some books I like are The Goldfinch, The Picture of Dorian Grey, Meet Cute Diary, and the "They Both Die at The End" trilogy

Writing, maybe I'll post some of my writing here!

Drawing, same thing with writing, I'll post some of my drawing

My kins >.< (im number 1 fan of all of them! :3)

Nene Yashiro

Madoka Kaname

Nana Komatsu

Misato Katsuragi

Yuji Itadori

Miwa Kasumi

Denji

Kobeni Higashiyama

Sayori

Kangel

Misa Amane

Minori Kushieda

Emu Otori

Tsukasa Tenma

Kanade Yoisaki

Chiyo Yumehara

and manyyyyy more.....

Extra

I can't wait to become friends to all of you!!! I hope to inspire and cheer up people >w<!! I love you all <33

soft yandere ^_^~~

FASHION JIRAIS DNI /SRS

The thing that really annoys me about the reyinblack situation is how they're the ones telling us to "get help" even though a lot of us are already doing that and are just using tumblr as a way to find a support group n shit.

Rey has this stupid belief that you should cope the way other people cope, and if you don't you're "glamorizing it and influencing others", and it genuinely baffles me how completely ignorant they are surrounding both the topics of jirai kei and mental health as a whole.

since when has anyone in the jirai community ever encouraged anyone to self harm? The only self harm shit I've seen coming from the jirai community are literally people just talking about their own struggles with self harm.

Tbh, the only thing I don't like about my self harm is that whenever I relapse I have to hide it until it heals so that my family doesn't get pissy at me over it (especially my dad, cause he deadass once told me "self harm is stupid", and honestly, wtf), but that's just me. People got their own reasons why they romanticize their own self harm.

And I am putting the emphasis on the "their own" part, because this douchebag really missed that part and I don't think they'd bother to care anyways.

Also, "just get a diary" THIS IS MY DIARY, JACKWAD. My therapist knows that this blog exists, i literally showed it to her to look at. And I start intensive outpatient therapy next week, so idk what you're on about when you say I should "get help."

Speaking of "getting help", I do agree that if someone needs professional help, they should try to get it as soon as possible. Walk in crisis centers exist (at least in Colorado where I'm from)

But regardless of whatever it's for, when someone does get help, it doesn't mean that all of your problems will go away.

it means that you are learning the skills needed to cope with them so that you don't end up doing some genuinely harmful behaviors like drugs or risky sex.

Sometimes getting help means de-escalating from a crisis so that you don't try to kill yourself or others.

Or it could be to help manage some behavioral issues or trauma that you had to deal with.

People get this stupid misconception that the minute you go to the psych ward for a few days or start talking to a therapist, that all of a sudden you're gonna be this mentally stable and happy person who has no issues whatsoever. I've been dealing with the mental health industry for 5 years and yet I still haven't gotten better, if anything I feel fucking worse tbh.

And to add on to that, not everyone has that same kind of access to help. Sometimes parents don't believe their kids are struggling and refuse to get them help, sometimes financial barriers can make it difficult to afford it, lots of things.

Japan (the place where Jirai Kei originated) has a major issue when it comes down to the stigma surrounding mental health and mental illness, and getting help is completely discouraged there. That's where the Jirai Kei community comes in to help destigmatize mental health (while looking cute as shit).

but the part that's gotta piss me off the most regarding this situation is how rey is so upset that different ways to cope exist to the point they're literally reporting blogs and getting them t worded ALL BECUASE NOBODY AGREES WITH WHAT THEY GOTTA SAY.

Sheesh, and people tell ME I can't take criticism...

Anyway, just wanna say that if you see reyinblack anywhere, please report and block them. DO NOT ENGAGE WITH THEM.

Thank you.

(posting it to my vent account cause idk where else to post it)

And thank you for reminding me of why I don't use Twitter anymore.

It's always something with that shithole of a social media site for fuck sake.

AND YOU WERE LITERALLY SO POLITE ABOUT IT TOO WHICH IS FUCKED UP

Am i in the wrong/genq

And like idk i could be but ugh

it feels like everyone has their own friend groups and im just a dog that trails behind

haha real (I just remembered how fucked up our society is and now i wanna kms)

I feel like shit