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7 months ago

baltimore

Baltimore,  again.  8 AM, sweating, shaking  on the verge of puking up  stomach acid.  the car is dead silent.  are we early?  are they late?  is this how its going to be   forever?  who knows.  who cares.  i’ve been watching time  pass and slip through  the cracks between my fingers.  it seems more apparent  than usual.  we are parked at a gas pump.  each time i make eye contact  its quickly broken.  i know what they are thinking.  ‘what a shame.’  ‘my morning could be worse.’  maybe they even feel   gratitude.  as they finish filling up,  i watch them reach for   their phones.  i wonder if they are calling  their daughters and sons.  on the surface,  just to check in.  but inwardly,   thankful their children  aren’t heroin addicts.  no one wants their baby to grow up  to be  a junkie.  i steal a glance at my other half  she’s ill  but she’s beautiful.  she’ll feel better soon enough.  a young handsome black man  starts over  and my heart  skips a beat.  we exchange currency   for oblivion.  we drive away to find  somewhere to hit.  it feels like   my first kiss.  i can’t remember what makes me happy anymore.  my happiness is   artificial  and fits nicely  in a syringe.  when i get on,  i can breathe again.   i melt into the passenger seat,  successful.  i watch her try to find a vein,  in and out of consciousness.  she’s millimeters away from getting well.  she’ll get there.  i let myself nod but  for a moment,   i wonder  what that young, handsome black man  wanted to be   when he grew up.  i guess it doesn’t matter.  everyone crosses paths at the bottom.


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3 months ago

you're like a drug har. You get me to reach my high and i keep coming back for you

okay miss Shakespeare, i got u <3


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4 months ago
Ainda Quer Quebrar O Nf? Haha

Ainda quer quebrar o nf? Haha

Coma que nem uma balofa, aja que nem uma balofa e seja uma

AUTOCRITICA DO CARALHO INFERNO


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3 months ago

Medo, mass esse é meu rosto galera


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7 months ago

I need a guy w a dingy ass, and a liminal bedroom

I need a guy w a dingy ass liminal bedroom


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7 months ago

Tee hee

The First Rule Of Fight Club Is To Have Fun And Be Yourself

the first rule of fight club is to have fun and be yourself


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7 months ago

And I’ll kill myself if he does soo triple kill

He Always Runs Away From Me When I Try To Do Something, And I Know The House He Belongs To.

He always runs away from me when I try to do something, and I know the house he belongs to.


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6 months ago
Me When I Tell Drunk Bestie We Getting Taco Bell

Me when I tell drunk bestie we getting Taco Bell


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6 months ago

More like once a day ha ha ah

Movie Night But We Just Watch Creep Once A Week

movie night but we just watch creep once a week


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4 months ago
When Sharty Deals With Tummy Ache So You Can Share An Ice Cream

When sharty deals with tummy ache so you can share an ice cream 💛💛💛


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