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TW: eating disorder
Me talking to my mom about my eating disorder and her saying “but i see that you eat a lot” WELL I AM NOT THE ONE FORCING ME TO GO TO DINNERS AND COOKING HUGE MEALS THAT I DON’T EVEN WANT BUT YOU MAKE ME EAT.
I hate this so much, I’m moving into a new home next year and I’m going to live alone finally no one will push food into my mouth.
tw: ed
So as always I relapsed like it happens every couple months.
I guess I moved to chewing and spitting.
I feel kinda lightweight now, it's weird...but nice(?)
She’s so dainty & perfect 🧚🏻♀️🌙
Say you got an ED without saying you got an ED:
Food Log 12/2/2021
Breakfast:
None 0cal
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
None 0cal
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Baby bel (70cal)
Chicken Swiss wrap (160cal)
Seaweed (20cal)
Chicken veggie dumplings half a serving (114cal)
Total: 365cal
Todays total: 365 cal
Notes:
I was shitting a fuck on over this. Dairy on an empty stummy <. But cheese is so good. I took out the chicken from the wrap bc I’m trynna go vegetarian but Idk how many calories it would’ve been without it so it’s whatever. Rlly happy abt how low my calorie intake was.
doing this diet when i end my fast
I literally want to binge so bad right now. like so bad I keep walking into my kitchen looking at the food and leaving.
“fuck it I love you”
Going to start this
my diet is teas and coffee with cigarettes