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Usetoo be angelic-lbs & angelic-skank
Pls share so I can have my mutuals back n have my feed back in order! Kinda bummed abt losing that account bc I had a lot of my food logs on there.
Fucc off my shit if youâre pro ana/mia đ§đťââď¸
Sumn thinspo with my style đ
Food Log 12/2/2021
Breakfast:
None 0cal
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
None 0cal
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Baby bel (70cal)
Chicken Swiss wrap (160cal)
Seaweed (20cal)
Chicken veggie dumplings half a serving (114cal)
Total: 365cal
Todays total: 365 cal
Notes:
I was shitting a fuck on over this. Dairy on an empty stummy <. But cheese is so good. I took out the chicken from the wrap bc Iâm trynna go vegetarian but Idk how many calories it wouldâve been without it so itâs whatever. Rlly happy abt how low my calorie intake was.
Food Log Dec. 6, 2021
Breakfast:
None
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
None
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
2 Strawberry wafers (85cal)
Caramel rice cake (50cal
Strawberry jam 1tbsp (50cal)
Baby bel (70cal)
Seaweed (20cal)
2 servings of chicken veggie dumplings (460cal)
Ginger sauce (20cal)
Ginger tea (19cal)
Total: 774cal
Todays total: 774cal
Notes:
Im on my period so im extra bloated and having a fuck ton of cravings n just wanna eat everything. Iâm cramping the fuck out and going to school is a pain in the ass I wish we had an option to not go however long our period is.
Food Log: 12/19/2021
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Caramel chocolate (65cal)
Spearmint tea (2cal)
Apples & cinnamon oatmeal (130cal)
Rice cake (35cal)
Cookie butter 1 1/2 tsp (17cal)
Total: 279cal
Snack:
Binged on sum hot Cheeto puffs n 2 pieces of chocolate
Total: estimate 700cal
Todays total: 979 cal
Notes:
Grossed out with myself I canât believe I let the binging get bad again man I was doing so good. I have to get back on track.
Food Log Jan. 4, 2022
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Beef ramen (370cal)
Green tea (0cal)
Total: 370cal
Todays total: 370cal
Notes:
Started my period during school today but I kept telling myself it was discharge. I knew my period was coming cus Iâve been cramping before n then today plus my moods been off the hinge. I want affection but then Iâm like gtfo u disgusting mf n then thereâs the need to cry even tho thereâs nothing to cry abt n my overthinking gets worse like I thought I annoyed the homie today bc I was all moody n he could tell but at least he gave a hug. Safe hugs fr. Im extra bloated during my period so I get more self conscious with my body dysmorphia plus Iâm sick all the time so it kinda helps with restricting but it also just makes me feel worse. Got up to shit after napping n almost passed out on the fuckin toilet. So at least I ate something.
Didnât get a picture of my tea my bad
Restricting or fasting on your period hurts so fucking much but I feel like I have so much control when I do it on periods bc normally Iâd binge like crazy for my cravings but this cycle I feel extra gross n sick so itâs highk helping with restricting n fasting.
Food Log Jan. 6, 2021
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
2tbsp kimchi (20cal)
Half of large blueberry muffin (300cal)
Baby bel cheese (70cal)
Chamomile tea (0cal)
Total: 390cal
Todays total: 390cal
Notes:
I love how organized it looked. I love kimchi so much it helps with not eating hot Cheetos n pickles. Iâm trynna avoid eating chips.
I forgot to take a picture of my tea again my bad.
Watching Barbie movies to remind myself why I need to stay â¨empty & daintyâ¨
Food Log Jan. 14, 2022
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Coffee (75cal)
Rice cake (35cal)
Strawberry jam 1 1/2 tbsp (25cal)
Strawberry yogurt (90cal)
Seaweed (20cal)
Total: 245cal
Todays total: 245 cal
Notes:
He tried making me eat but I canât eat in front of him bro. I have a hard time eating in front of ppl not so much my family but regardless I donât really feel comfortable with it. So I ate once I got home. (TW MENTION OF SELF HARM) He kissed my scars tho đ. This boy makes my heart hurt but in the good excited way and that hasnât happened in a while n that scares me.
Food Log Feb. 8 ,2022
Breakfast:
Baby bel cheese (70cal)
A strawberry (4cal)
Total: 74cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Half Chicken Pot Pie (305cal)
Rice cake (35cal)
Crunchy cookie butter 2tsps (57cal)
Almond roca (50cal)
2 pickles (10cal)
Total: 457cal
Todays total: 531 calories
Notes:
In the pictures it was 3 pickles but I could only eat two because I highk started to feel sick. But I mean less calories đ¤ˇđťââď¸. Trying to get back on track since my boyfriends been feeding me right âšď¸ Iâm so grateful for him but I really need to lose weight. I hope my ED doesnât fuck up how he feels abt me.
Meal Log 4/25/2022
Dinner:
Steak with mashed potato sides and asparagus from BJâs (1080cal)
Notes:
I was really trying to fast today so I could get back on track but my mom wanted to take us out to eat. I was about to get pasta but thatâs SO high in calories I tried a little bit of my bfs n it tasted so good. But at least this meal was lower. Too bad it was more expensive. I hope my walking helps burn cals tomorrow. I really need to fast. I at least fasted a good 16 hours before I ate out.
Food Log: April 27, 2022
Breakfast:
Gum (5cal)
Total: 5cal
Lunch:
Medium sized bag Takis (600cal)
Total: 600cal
Dinner:
Homemade green stuffed bell peppers. Beef, rice, tomato, seasonings, and cheese (270.3cal)
Total: 270.3cal
Todays total: 875.3 calories
Notes:
Still donât believe the bell peppers were that low but weâll roll with it I guess. They were good though, but I felt really guilty eating it. But I like how satisfying it feels to eat with a fork and knife cutting things into smaller pieces.
Once I start losing all the weight I gained during ârecoveryâ itâll be over for you bitches
Liquid Fast
Started: September 11, 2022 10:06AM
Ended: September 12 , 2022 10:17AM
24 hour liquid fast
I like fasting after relapsing bc itâs like a kick start I guess. But Iâve been having the shits all day n theyâre runny as fuck too. But I also got the little euphoric feeling of fasting n I love the skinny high.
Me coming back to relapse đ¤Ş
Bought a new scale and it came in then mail today. Last time I weighed myself was at the doctor's office a few weeks ago, and today I'm down 2.9lbs from that number. It's so nice to see that I'm making progress.
On top of that, I was pretty productive today!
Aug 29.
The last few days have been a bit busy, so I made quite a few not so great eating choices out of convenience. I need to work on finding some kind of balance when life is busy. Especially since I'll be going back to work in a few weeks and have minimal free time. Maybe I should look into meal prepping? Could solve a lot of problems for me.
+3.5lbs
September 8
211.4
I'm so close to being under 210lbs and I'm so hyped. This is probably the lowest weight I've been since my first or second year or college, which was like 7 or 8 years ago. (Wow that makes me feel old). I was around 180lbs throughout highschool, and it's crazy to think that I'm closer to that weight than my highest weight at 250lbs.
I go back to work on Tuesday, where I'll literally spend almost 8 hours a day walking. So hopefully that, coupled with the changes I've made in my eating habits, really helps me drop some pounds. I would like to be under 200lbs by the end of the year.
We've been considering a meal subscription. With me getting home from work and him having to go to work soon after, plus a newborn, it just seems like the convenience may be worth the cost. We've been spending quite a bit of money on groceries the last few months, and then they do nothing but sit in the freezer because we just don't have the time to make a nice meal, which is a waste.
I guess it's ultimately going to come down to how we adjust.
September 19.
Definitely fell off the wagon. I absolutely turned to food for comfort after I went back to work this week. On top of being away from my baby, my job is physically demanding, and I essentially went from an almost zero activity level on maternity leave to walking/lifting 8+ hours a day. I chose the easiest food options available to me (which are not super great) and ate way more than I needed to. We've also had a few family get togethers recently, which are always centered around food. I'm going to cut myself some slack, because ultimately I did expect this. But, it's time to reign it in. I've gotten some new books to turn to instead of food and I'm planning on putting in a small grocery order to give myself some better options to choose from. Hopefully I can turn back in the right direction by the end of the week.
+2.2 lbs