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NCT Dream: Sharing weirdly intimate/romantic moments with them + Shotaro & Sungchan
Mark and Haechan are included in NCT 127 version -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ❁ [Renjun] you have an eyelash on your face; Probably the most innocent yet weirdly romantic action of the bunch. When he reached up to move the little nuisance he got a really good look at your eyes and he liked what he saw. The way the sun reflected in them and he could see every colour, every fleck, every detail. A super cliche moment, but the tone was set when both of your breaths hitched and you felt like you were really seeing each other for the first time; a moment of romantic tension that made your heart skip. Sometimes it's hard to talk to him because you can feel him staring into your soul and while the attention isn't unwelcome, it's hard to get used to. You're always asking him what he's staring at, and he'll laugh bashfully and say it's nothing but his eyes are already flicking back to yours and he can't stop himself from taking in your features now that he's really appreciating them.
❁ [Jeno] "I don't know why I'm telling you this"; the kind of intimacy that is brought on by sharing secrets. You were sat there talking for hours, one topic led to another and then suddenly he was going off on a tangent you weren't sure you were supposed to be hearing. "Sorry, I just feel like you get it," he told you, his face a little apologetic. Jeno reminds of that closeness where you know each other maybe a little too well, and even if you're slower with revealing secrets of the same calibre, Jeno makes you feel extra special by choosing to tell you these things. The kind of intimacy where he feels anxious to see you, you're always hearing about how he's looking for you, the relief he shows visibly when he finally gets to talk to the person who understands him.
❁ [Jaemin] falling asleep together; Whether the relationship was romantic or platonic, falling asleep next to Jaemin was unavoidably amorous. It was a pretty full on day for the both of you, and barely any time to sit and rest before you were on the move again, so when you finally got back to his and thought to wind down, it was pretty inevitable that you'd both fall asleep. It was that fluttery feeling when you knew you were dozing on his shoulder and was conscious of the fact that he made no effort to move you. Also, falling asleep and feeling 100% comfortable enough to not set an alarm and just accept you'd wake up when you were rested. The added shared laughter when he tells you about a weird dream he had while snickering at your bed-head, wiping the sleep out of your eyes and arguing about whose going to be the one to leave the cosy confines of the bed first.
❁ [Chenle] having the same sense of humour; That bonding moment when someone laughs at the joke that you thought nobody would get. Now Chenle sees you as one of the funniest people he knows and your ears are blessed with his unique laugh all the time because you know just what will set him off. He loves hearing the way you tell stories because nobody does them justice like you do, and there's the romanticism of talking in what feels like your own bubble because people often struggle to laugh with the two of you. When something trivial happens to him, you're the first he seeks out or calls impromptu because he knows you'll find it the most entertaining. Expect to look up mid-way conversation and be greeted with a lot of confused stares because you're teary eyed from laughter and nobody, apart from Chenle, are sure that it was even that funny to begin with.
❁ [Jisung] eye contact; An action so simple, yet when someone is as awkward as you and Jisung, eye contact is hard to come by. It was when you were telling a story, and you had to keep flicking your eyes to his chin and forehead because his eyes were burrowing into yours and you couldn't tell where this uncharacteristic behaviour was coming from. The eye contact expanded to other forms of physical closeness, how he'd not move or flinch if you came to stand by him, he didn't shrug you off if you placed a hand on his shoulder or in his hair. Your group of friends would always act exaggeratedly shocked because Jisung didn't let anyone cling to him usually, yet here you were, ruffling his hair playfully and he was smiling just as much as you were. "It's different with you," he'd mutter abashedly, looking down, his bravery suddenly dwindling.
❁ [Shotaro] you're the only two people that know each other; That feeling of utter relief when you were pure dreading an event where you thought you didn't know anybody, and suddenly a familiar face is staring straight at you. That bond where you spend the whole day pretty much plastered to each other and people keep asking you how you met and you can have the satisfaction of telling them you're already friends. If the event you were attending told you to get into pairs, he's that feeling of comfort because he's already smiling at you because of course you'll be a pair. When the day is done, you now have the renewed closeness of experiencing it together and it's a conversation you always fall back on, and you remember it fondly because you can only imagine how awkward you'd have felt if he wasn't there.
❁ [Sungchan] When he's visibly comforted by your presence; It's a nice feeling to see Sungchan physically drop his shoulders and breathe out when you enter a room. You weren't quite sure where this bond originated from, but he saw something in you that was very comforting and now you were the person he always clung to at gatherings. He didn't necessarily have to be standing next to you the whole time, but it was just knowing you were in the same room, hearing your voice and laugh, seeing your form in his periphery. That strangely romantic feeling of sharing glances across a room and when you have to leave, the slightly frantic look in his eye before you promise that you'll be back in a second.
jaemin headcanons — how he would treat you on your period
warnings | menstruation obviously, one (1) swear word, a tiny smidge of a mention of nsfw
a.n | felt like i was dying at work today because my cramps were so bad so this is purely self indulgent lmao
you absolutely cannot convince me that jaemin isnt the absolute sweetest mf to you when you’re on your period
he for sure has a tracker app on his phone so he knows when exactly you’re supposed to start
he makes sure that the bedsheets are clean around that time so you can snuggle up into a nice clean bed
your every wish is his command, and he won’t make you do anything you don’t feel like doing
but one thing he will make sure that you do is eat enough healthy foods and drink enough water (not that he doesn’t do that all the time, but this week is the most important)
he always has the fridge and pantry stocked with the ingredients for your favorite meals and snacks so he can make them for you
he doesn’t care if its the most convoluted recipe he’s ever seen in his life, or even if he has to drive however long it takes to get to your favorite random takeout place
he will make absolutely sure that you have your favorite food
he’s so incredibly gentle and understanding with you, and he’s exactly what you need
he knows every month is different from the last but he can always read the room
if you feel clingy, then he won’t let you go
if you want your space, then he keeps the distance he knows you need, but he’s still just a room away in case you call out to him for anything at all
even if you’re having a particularly bad day and there’s a chance that you might snap at one of your friends or coworkers, you’ve never snapped at jaemin because he just knows exactly what to say and do
if you have to work the day it hits or the day its the heaviest, he makes sure he’s at home so he can be there when you finish your day
sometimes you’ll come back home and you’ll be okay, maybe on a good day where your body decided to give you a break or the pain meds you took really just did their job
other days though, you’ll open the door with a frown on your face, your eyes welling up with tears because the day was so long and nothing was going right and you’re just in so much fucking pain
he immediately leads you inside, helping you take off all your clothes and running a bath for you, complete with all of your favorite bubbles or muscle relaxing salts
jaemin must have an internal thermometer or something because the bath water is always right, never too hot or too cold
he’ll sit in the tub behind you so you can lean back against him while he softly scrubs shampoo into your hair and massages your scalp
he presses little kisses to your cheeks or shoulders or back every time he hears you sniffle, and he’ll give you his undivided attention if you decide to tell him about your day
theres a bottle of cold water right next to the tub for him to grab whenever you bend forward from a wave of pain; he rubs your arms or your thighs softly until it subsides, and brings the straw up to your lips for you
“you’re okay, baby, take a drink” and after you take a few gulps he’ll set it down and pat your flushed face with a cold fluffy cloth
if you’re up for doing your skincare, he’ll do it for you with you
he’ll brush your hair up into a ponytail and/or put on your matching fuzzy bunny eared headbands
he’ll wash your face for you with your cleanser, and his gentle fingers will smooth the face cream down your nose and across your cheeks (he likes to squish your cheeks together and kiss your pouty lips to make you giggle)
if it isn’t obvious by now, jaemin doesn’t let you lift a finger
after drying you off and getting you dressed up in his comfy clothes, the heating pad is already warmed up and ready for you on the bed
and i’ll just say it, i know what you’re thinking
no, jaemin is not at all opposed to helping you out if you’re feeling particularly.. needy
he didn’t necessarily mean to stumble upon the fact that orgasms help with period cramps
he was just researching ways to help you feel more comfortable
but he is more than willing to do whatever you want whenever you want, so this of course is not an exception
“jaem, i’m literally bleeding down there”
“yeah and?? we have towels”
he’s not trying to pressure you into doing anything you aren’t up for
he just wants you to know that anything he can do to make you feel better, he’s 100% willing to do, no questions asked
jisung headcanons — random relationship things
warnings | not much, very fluffy! one mention of reader being smaller than him, one swear word, one tiny nsfw mention, g!n overall but reader is described as having hair long enough to tie up/braid and does their makeup
a.n | i need him :((
this cute lil mf i adore him
first of all he’s such a silly little goober
he’s shy so it takes him a while to get used to being completely authentic around you
but eventually he’ll relax when he knows for certain that you love him exactly how he is and he can be himself
he strikes me as the type to do the dumbest little things just so he can hear you laugh
a few examples:
sometimes when you’re kissing, out of nowhere he’ll blow air into your mouth to puff up your cheeks
he never does it during more serious and truly intimate moments (he can read the room)
but when he does it catches you off guard every time and it always sends you into a giggle fit because its just so stupid
you’ll go in to kiss him again but now you think he’s just gonna do it again even if he promises he won’t so you can’t continue without laughing
“i’m not even doing anything!” he pouts
but seeing you so giggly about something he did just makes him so happy (and proud)
if you’re sitting somewhere he’ll come over and just
sit on you
straight up knock the wind out of you and shuffle around, groaning like he can’t get comfortable
and act like he’s completely oblivious to the fact he’s literally using you as a cushion
he’ll pull out his phone and text you like “hey where are you :(“
and he pretends he can’t hear you if you try and talk to him
its already really hard for him to keep a straight face when he does this so all you have to do is tickle him
then he has to acknowledge you
“omg hi i didn’t even see you there!! :))”
in the same vein, he’ll come up to you while you’re standing and just flop his full weight onto you in a hug
if you clock it before it happens you’ll have to adjust your stance or grab onto something so you don’t fall over
but if you don’t then uh. good luck soldier
(just kidding he’ll catch you)
you do the same thing to him but he’s bigger and it doesn’t have the same effect on him
he loves it anyway though, he’ll drop anything he’s doing to wrap an arm around your waist
another thing he likes to do is use your hands to do things for him
like he’ll grab your hands and move them around, so really its still him doing it he’s just using your hands instead
mostly when he’s on his phone or if he’s playing a game
he holds your hand which holds his phone, and grabs your finger to scroll through his feed
or he’ll have you in front of him and gives you the game controller, reaching around you to puppet your hands
if you’re wearing a hoodie he shoves his arms through the sleeves with yours to make it easier
you’re more than likely wearing his hoodie anyway so he says its only fair that you share it
i’m a physical touch jisung truther if you couldn’t tell
he must always be touching you in some capacity
scientists have not proven why yet but the working theory is that jisung is a certified cutie
he just loves being close to you!! so physical affection is the best way to remind himself that you’re here with him :’)
canonically, jisung is a wanderer
he’ll trail around with no real destination in mind
he just has lots of thoughts in his head and likes to walk while he sorts them out
sometimes he’ll hold your hand and make you walk around with him if he’s feeling clingy (which is often)
other times he’ll just let you be
but he always kisses your cheek or your head when he passes by
absolutely the type to cling to you while you’re in the middle of a task and shuffle around the house with you
its just a little hard for him to sit still sometimes
even if he is sitting still, his hands are not
and i reiterate, he likes to be touching you in some way, so more often than not he’ll be playing with your fingers or your hair
jisung is also a canon rambler
mostly to himself
if you’re there he doesn’t expect a reply because really he’s just talking to himself
but if you have an opinion on the topic he’ll always listen
if he’s talking about something and you happen to fall asleep he keeps the conversation going by himself
once you told him that his talking made its way into your dream and you had a full blown rant about aliens with him while you were asleep
it was the cutest thing he’s ever heard
sometimes he’ll be so excited to say something that he’ll cut you off
he doesn’t mean to, it just comes out a little sooner than he means for it to, and he always apologizes
he gets better about that as time goes on
he has a habit of imitating things you say
not in the sense that he’s mocking you, he just likes the way it sounds when you say it so he tries to parrot it
he’ll do that with certain facial expressions you make too
jisung is a curious boy, and he loves to learn everything he can about the people he loves
he watches your favorite movies and shows with you, he takes the time to participate in your hobbies, he lets you take him to all of your favorite places
so he can get a glimpse into the aspects of your life that make you happy
his favorite thing though is watching you play your favorite video games
if you’re gaming he insists that you sit on his lap or between his legs so he can wrap his arms around you and rest his chin on your shoulder
he’s a little bit of a backseat gamer but you don’t really mind
its a bit annoying when he nags you about continuously losing a fight or dying on the same level (you know he means well)
but you love the input he gives on more slice of life type games, like decorating your animal crossing island or farming your crops in stardew valley
he did however just about have a heart attack when you showed him how many ways you knew how to kill a sim
co op games are one of his favorite ways to spend time with you as well
especially if one or both of you are absolutely shit at it (which if we’re being honest is like 95% of the time)
overcooked, however, is dangerous territory
too many soups burned
anyway, his curiosity doesn’t stop at just your hobbies and interests
even mundane things like daily habits and routines are things that jisung wants to know all about
along the way he’s picked up on such small things that you barely remember ever mentioning them
all of your preferences are filed away in his head
whenever you’re doing something like your hair or makeup or skincare, he’ll sit with you and ask what every aspect of it is or does
eventually he’ll ask if you can teach him how to do them for you
it definitely required a little.. practice
but no one is perfect the first time they try something new!!
(you had to tell him that, even he didn’t let you leave the house the first time he did your makeup)
he gets better though, especially doing your hair!
to the point that he got tired of doing simple ponytails and braids and took it upon himself to research new hairstyles to teach himself
you found it very endearing :’)
jisung loves to shower together
less in a sexual way (though he isn’t opposed) and more because it feels so intimate and domestic to him
and he adores when you wash his hair for him
feeling you gently massaging in the shampoo and scratching at his scalp is probably his favorite feeling in the whole world
in conclusion
jisung would be so sweet and clingy i love him to death :((
hiii! i’m glad you are back and doing well! i was just checking tumblr and saw you were back! i need some perv!nct dream in my life rn since im going to see them live in atlanta
-🍓
i hope you have fun <3 since you're gonna go see them , i made this especially for you
perv!mark who first spots you in the crowd , you're looking up at him with those pretty eyes , that makes him want to ruin you without even knowing your name.
perv!renjun who wonders what mark is looking at , spots you next , the little mini skirt , that you wore just to get his attention, he can't help but want to take you back stage and fuck you in it.
perv!haechan who spots your headband, it has his name on it , that alone makes his cock jump , clearly you're a fan of him , he see's the way his members are looking at you , but he can't help but think you'd scream his name the loudest while he's fucking you.
perv!jeno who's eyes travel down to your boobs and the way they sit up , or bounce when you're jumping up and down to the music , cock growing hard in his pants.
perv!jaemin who looks directly at you you, his eyes low , as he slides his hand down his chest down to his cock , your flushed face making him smirk.
perv!chenle who can only think about your lips wrapping around his cock until he cums down your throat , while he watched you sing to his parts.
perv!jisung who only think about how you would look when he's fucking you because of how sweaty you look from the heat of the venue, how you looks after he's done covering you in his cum.
perv!OT7 who all see the you in the crowd , and invite you backstage , telling the staff to leave for a while , while they take turns defiling your body. "pretty girl , maybe we should take you with us , use you as our personal cumrag."
©️LUVYENI
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| Headcanons |
NCT DREAM As Boyfriends (solo headcanons)
Mark | Renjun | Jeno | Haechan | Jaemin | Chenle | Jisung
Nothing Yet!
| Reactions |
NCT DREAM reaction to their S/O tics
NCT DREAM reaction to their gamer S/O
| Fake Texts |
sending nudes to NCT DREAM!
texting NCT DREAM that you feel unappreciated!
| Drabbles |
Nothing Yet!
| Series |
My NCT OT23 Halloween Collaboration (unfinished collab!)
| Timestamps |
Nothing Yet!
〄 〯 PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle × fem!reader (ft. Chenle nova namorada...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNING. Menção de comida, tristeza, e angústia, eu acho...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Ver ele tão longe e tão perto ao mesmo tempo foi dolorido. Não foi um encontro planejado (na realidade não foi nem um encontro de verdade), foi como uma doce surpresa, como algumas várias que ele fez durante seu relacionamento... um bilhete fofo deixado na geladeira, seu doce favorito deixado para você, uma mensagem de voz desejando bom dia, quando não poderiam estar juntos ... Lá estava ele, Zhong Chenle estava parado em um corredor de supermercado analisando algum produto que não pode muito bem ver qual. Tudo o aque pôde ver, era seu perfil, mas só essa visão foi o suficiente para saber que ele estava ainda mais bonito, e aquela visão doméstica fez seu coração bater mais forte.
A beleza de Chenle sempre foi óbvia. Muitas de suas amigas costumavam o comparar com Leonardo DiCaprio — não que ele saiba —, mas conforme os dias passavam, ele parecia se tornar ainda mais bonito, e mesmo todo esse tempo longe dele, você não conseguia parar de se perguntar se a beleza de Zhong continuava a se expandir... e a resposta é um grande sim.
E ali estava você, o observando de longe, esquecendo completamente que estava em um local público e que poderia ser confundida com uma stalker maluca atrás do rapaz bonito, mas você não conseguia parar de o olhar. Segurando o que queria levar, considerava ir falar com ele, talvez ele também ficasse feliz em te ver, talvez pudessem conversar, talvez... E então em um piscar de olhos, a doce surpresa se tornou uma surpresa amarga, e seu coração disparou em um sentimento diferente.
Enquanto você pateticamente admirava Chenle de longe, uma garota se aproximou do rapaz e abraçou suas costas. Tudo o que pode fazer foi se ficar parada em seu lugar, enquanto uma bela garota tomava seu lugar favorito no mundo, e o abraçava calorosamente em público, sorrindo, visivelmente felizes e apaixonados.
Sua memória viajou diretamente para as várias vezes que esteve no lugar da morena. Foram incontáveis as vezes que tiveram encontros no mercado, principalmente quando tinham a ideia maluca de cozinhar juntos, mesmo sabendo por sua experiência anterior que aquilo daria muito errado. Alguém encontra alguma coisa relacionada a uma piada interna, e então rindo juntos, vocês inconscientemente gravitam sobre o outro (fato observado e comentado várias vezes por seus amigos), e então Chenle passava seus braços sobre seus ombros, a puxando para mais perto de si, e te abraçava. Esse era o modo que ele usava para te dizer "eu te amo", e você correspondia o apertando mais próximo a você também.
Porém aquela não é você. Já foi, mas não é mais. Aquela é uma outra bela garota que tirou a sorte a grande enquanto você, ficava ali parada, os observando em seu patético mundinho. É quando a realidade finalmente te atinge, e o ar some de seu pulmão, e você mal sente lata que segurava, cair no chão, fazendo um estrondo enorme. Querendo se esconder mais que tudo, você se abaixa para pegar o mesmo, e se vira ignorando completamente os olhares, e além de tudo o ignorando. Você não sabe, mas espera que a sua atuação seja excelente ao se levantar "lendo" o rótulo da embalagem e entrando corredor a dentro, porém a deixando ali, procurando sair sem levar nada.
Porém com seu desespero, e com um único objetivo em mente: deixar que ele visse seus olhos marejados e o arrependimento de o ter deixado ir, não viu que o barulho alto chamou a atenção de Chenle, que assim que a reconheceu não pode controlar a euforia que tomou conta de si. O que você também não sabia, é que mesmo estando com alguém que se importa com ele e que o ama, ele não consegue corresponder de mesma maneira, muito menos na mesma intensidade. Ele sabia que mesmo tentando a amar, o sentimento nunca seria o mesmo perto do que sentia por você. E é por isso que apesar de você sair andando do mercado sem levar nada além de memórias doloridas, você não vê chenle correndo e gritando seu nome.
Porém ele acredita que é um sinal. Afinal ele nunca te esqueceu, e o fato que aquilo que segurava o levou a memórias (parecidas com as que teve) dos dois juntos e nem cinco segundos depois você aparece, não poderia ser coincidência, não tinha como ser...não era. E por isso, mesmo que Kim Sunmi estivesse o chamando, mesmo que ele tivesse que voltar pra casa com ela e não com você hoje, ele sabia que não tinha como te deixar escapar mais uma vez. Ele não iria, e nem vai te deixar escapar mais uma vez.
༻ Timestamps NCT DREAM ༺
✎ [16:38 p.m] — Z.Chl
Encontrar seu ex, e amor da sua vida, Zhong Chenle em um mercado não foi planejado e definitivamente não saiu como queria ...
✎ [16:38 p.m] — Z.Chl
Meeting your ex, and the love of your life, Zhong Chenle in a market was not planned and it didn't turn out as she wanted...
[Masterlist] • [NCT DREAM Masterlist]
🍵🌿🖇..⃗. buy me a coffee?
〄 〯 PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle × fem!reader (ft. Chenle's new girlfriend...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNINGS. Mention of food, sadness and slightly angst, I guess...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Seeing him so far and so close at the same time was painful. It wasn't a planned date (actually it wasn't even a real date), it was like a sweet surprise, like those several he made during your relationship… a cute note left in the fridge, your favorite candy left for you, a voice message wishing good morning when both of you couldn't be together… There he was, Zhong Chenle was standing in a supermarket aisle analyzing some product you couldn't quite see which one. All he could see was his profile, but that sight alone was enough to know he was even more handsome, and that domestic sight made your heart pound.
Chenle's beauty was always obvious. Many of your friends used to compare him to Leonardo DiCaprio — not that he knows — but as the days went by, he seemed to become even more handsome, and even all that time away from him, you couldn't stop wondering if the beauty of Zhong continued to expand… and the answer is a big yes.
And there you were, watching him from afar, completely forgetting that you were in a public place and that you could be mistaken for a crazy stalker behind the cute guy, but you couldn't stop looking at him. Holding what you wanted to take, you considered going to talk to him, maybe he would be happy to see you too, maybe you could talk, maybe... And then in the blink of an eye, the sweet surprise turned to a bitter surprise, and your heart skipped a beat, in a different feeling.
While you pathetically admired Chenle from afar, a girl approached the boy and hugged his back. All you can do is stand still in your place, while a beautiful girl takes your favorite place in the world, and hugs him warmly in public, smiling, visibly happy, and in love.
Your memory traveled directly to the many times it was you in the brunette's shoes. There were countless times they had meetings in the market, especially when you had the crazy idea of cooking together, even knowing from previous experiences that it would go terribly wrong. Someone finds something related to an inside joke and then laughing together, you unconsciously gravitate towards each other (a fact observed and commented on several times by your friends), and then Chenle draped his arms over your shoulders, pulling you closer to him, and hugged you. That was the way he used to say “I love you” to you, and you responded by squeezing him closer to you too.
But that's not you. It was, but not anymore. That's another pretty girl who hit the jackpot while you stood there watching them in their pathetic little world. That's when reality finally hits you, and the air goes out of your lungs, and you barely feel the can you were holding drop to the ground, making a huge bang. Wanting to hide more than anything, you reach down to pick up the same, and turn around completely ignoring the stares, and ignoring him on top of that. You don't know, but you expect your performance to be excellent when you get up “reading” the package label and going into the hallway but leaving it there, trying to get out without taking anything.
But with your desperation, and with only one goal in mind: to let him see her teary eyes and her regret at having let him go, she didn't see that the loud noise caught Chenle's attention, and once he recognized you, he couldn't control the euphoria that took over. What you also didn't know, is that even being with someone who cares for him and loves him, he can't respond in the same way, let alone in the same intensity. He knew that even trying to love her, the feeling would never be the same close to what he felt for you. And that's why even though you walk out of the market with nothing but aching memories, you don't see chenle running and screaming your name.
But he believes it's a sign. After all, he never forgot you, and the fact that what he was holding led him to memories (similar to the ones he had) of the two of you together and not five seconds later you show up, it couldn't be a coincidence, it couldn't be… it wasn't. And so, even though Kim Sunmi was calling him, even though he had to go home with her and not you today, he knew he couldn't let you go one more time. He wouldn't, and he won't, let you go one more time.
〄 〯 PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle × fem!reader (ft. Chenle nova namorada...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNING. Menção de comida, tristeza, e angústia, eu acho...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Ver ele tão longe e tão perto ao mesmo tempo foi dolorido. Não foi um encontro planejado (na realidade não foi nem um encontro de verdade), foi como uma doce surpresa, como algumas várias que ele fez durante seu relacionamento... um bilhete fofo deixado na geladeira, seu doce favorito deixado para você, uma mensagem de voz desejando bom dia, quando não poderiam estar juntos ... Lá estava ele, Zhong Chenle estava parado em um corredor de supermercado analisando algum produto que não pode muito bem ver qual. Tudo o aque pôde ver, era seu perfil, mas só essa visão foi o suficiente para saber que ele estava ainda mais bonito, e aquela visão doméstica fez seu coração bater mais forte.
A beleza de Chenle sempre foi óbvia. Muitas de suas amigas costumavam o comparar com Leonardo DiCaprio — não que ele saiba —, mas conforme os dias passavam, ele parecia se tornar ainda mais bonito, e mesmo todo esse tempo longe dele, você não conseguia parar de se perguntar se a beleza de Zhong continuava a se expandir... e a resposta é um grande sim.
E ali estava você, o observando de longe, esquecendo completamente que estava em um local público e que poderia ser confundida com uma stalker maluca atrás do rapaz bonito, mas você não conseguia parar de o olhar. Segurando o que queria levar, considerava ir falar com ele, talvez ele também ficasse feliz em te ver, talvez pudessem conversar, talvez... E então em um piscar de olhos, a doce surpresa se tornou uma surpresa amarga, e seu coração disparou em um sentimento diferente.
Enquanto você pateticamente admirava Chenle de longe, uma garota se aproximou do rapaz e abraçou suas costas. Tudo o que pode fazer foi se ficar parada em seu lugar, enquanto uma bela garota tomava seu lugar favorito no mundo, e o abraçava calorosamente em público, sorrindo, visivelmente felizes e apaixonados.
Sua memória viajou diretamente para as várias vezes que esteve no lugar da morena. Foram incontáveis as vezes que tiveram encontros no mercado, principalmente quando tinham a ideia maluca de cozinhar juntos, mesmo sabendo por sua experiência anterior que aquilo daria muito errado. Alguém encontra alguma coisa relacionada a uma piada interna, e então rindo juntos, vocês inconscientemente gravitam sobre o outro (fato observado e comentado várias vezes por seus amigos), e então Chenle passava seus braços sobre seus ombros, a puxando para mais perto de si, e te abraçava. Esse era o modo que ele usava para te dizer "eu te amo", e você correspondia o apertando mais próximo a você também.
Porém aquela não é você. Já foi, mas não é mais. Aquela é uma outra bela garota que tirou a sorte a grande enquanto você, ficava ali parada, os observando em seu patético mundinho. É quando a realidade finalmente te atinge, e o ar some de seu pulmão, e você mal sente lata que segurava, cair no chão, fazendo um estrondo enorme. Querendo se esconder mais que tudo, você se abaixa para pegar o mesmo, e se vira ignorando completamente os olhares, e além de tudo o ignorando. Você não sabe, mas espera que a sua atuação seja excelente ao se levantar "lendo" o rótulo da embalagem e entrando corredor a dentro, porém a deixando ali, procurando sair sem levar nada.
Porém com seu desespero, e com um único objetivo em mente: deixar que ele visse seus olhos marejados e o arrependimento de o ter deixado ir, não viu que o barulho alto chamou a atenção de Chenle, que assim que a reconheceu não pode controlar a euforia que tomou conta de si. O que você também não sabia, é que mesmo estando com alguém que se importa com ele e que o ama, ele não consegue corresponder de mesma maneira, muito menos na mesma intensidade. Ele sabia que mesmo tentando a amar, o sentimento nunca seria o mesmo perto do que sentia por você. E é por isso que apesar de você sair andando do mercado sem levar nada além de memórias doloridas, você não vê chenle correndo e gritando seu nome.
Porém ele acredita que é um sinal. Afinal ele nunca te esqueceu, e o fato que aquilo que segurava o levou a memórias (parecidas com as que teve) dos dois juntos e nem cinco segundos depois você aparece, não poderia ser coincidência, não tinha como ser...não era. E por isso, mesmo que Kim Sunmi estivesse o chamando, mesmo que ele tivesse que voltar pra casa com ela e não com você hoje, ele sabia que não tinha como te deixar escapar mais uma vez. Ele não iria, e nem vai te deixar escapar mais uma vez.
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So was I
〯₊ ¡Mark Lee! (NonIᴅᴏʟ!Mark x !NonIdol!ꜰᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ). Words: 994 words Warning: mention of food. 〯₊
A/N: Hello there my beautifull people! How's goin? Just wantted to let you guys know, that I changed the title for the english version. Previously it was suppouse to be: "Slow", but I decided for the best, that "So was I" it fit better (but don't worry, it is the same content!), so Hope you guys enjoy!
If God exists he hates me. If Allah exists, he hates me. If any Deity exists, I'm sure they hate me. The fact is, no matter your religion, your God probably hates me. And if you're an atheist, well then, life hates me.
Because seriously, besides being into the guy he has to be my best friend and still be hanging out non-stop with my roommate? Can it get worse?
Today, Friday night, and once again I’m in my room getting ready for another night out. Moletom and pizza have always been the best choice for a septic tank at home. Park Mina, my partner yells from the hallway as I leave, and I just listen, my brain working artfully to finish me off, making me wonder what your night with Mark Lee will be like. Are they going clubbing? To a restaurant? Karaoke? Will they kiss? Are you going to buy things for each other?
I sigh trying to ignore the annoying little voice in my head and play on my beautiful Chanyeol Dorama. But I can barely concentrate on the adorable giant and his glasses without looking at my cell phone waiting for some notification from the guy inviting me to a game night we used to have.
Finally, my doorbell rings telling me that the delivery boy has arrived. My serotonin level rises minimally at the prospect of eating my broccoli pizza. I open the door ready to play with the boy, who could easily be Heechan, the neighbor’s son who always delivers my orders, but I’m scared seeing Mark Lee standing there right in front of me. I freeze at the sight, and for a moment I think I’m hallucinating, but the brunette chuckles, probably nervous.
“Hey! Anybody home?” His voice is a little low and a little unsure.
“Oh hi. Why are you here?” It’s all I can manage, after all, he is the last person I expected to see there. Even more wearing what I am: sweatshirt.
“I came to see you, it’s been a while since we’ve spoken” Mark was still talking in a low voice, looking at me uncertainly, and I still don’t know what to do. “So can I come in? It’s kinda little cold here...”
I let him pass and only then do I notice my pizza, his bags in hand. We go back to the bedroom and try to act normally. We sit on the bed and he spreads what he brought: candies, chocolate, snacks, and soju. We open the drink and your face when you see the pizza taste is the best.
“Broccoli? Seriously?”
“Yah! Don’t judge me!” I say a little louder, “and if I knew it you was coming, I’d order even more broccoli!” I point out, taking a slice. “I thought you’d be with Mina.”
“No, you know that club is not mine thing.” Lee replies as if it’s obvious. I let out a disbelieving laugh.
“You guys are so close nowadays that I didn’t doubt you’d go with her.” I let out a little acid before taking a big sip of Soju.
“Is that jealous?” he asks, smiling sideways. I want to scream yes, wanted to scream that he was blind, slow and dumb, but I just roll my eyes and drink some more. “Wow! Take it easy!”
“I deserve this divine drink, okay?” I complain, taking the bottle that was taken from me and finishing it at once.
I manage to keep him quiet while we watch Dorama, and as always his comments are the best and make me laugh, even though I want to be mad.
“Oh! Chanyeol, why so beautiful?” I let out low, but apparently, Mark hears me and nudges my leg. “What? He is. He raps, dances, sings, composes, acts, is cute, funny, intelligent, speaks English, and even knows how to build a bar.” I list my utt’s qualities under my friend’s tedious gaze.
“I know how to do all that too!” He answers me looking offended.
“Um, I wouldn’t leave a drill to you.” I imply, laughing, but realize I’m the only one who does so, so I stop, averting my gaze from his, super intense.
I turn around about to ask why he’s ignored me for the past few weeks when I’m startled by his hand on the back of my neck, and he pulls me in for a kiss. But it takes me a while to process and when I see it, Mark looks at me apprehensively.
“What was that?”
“I like you. More than a friend, and I was afraid of what I was going to think, of your reaction, and of ruining our friendship, so I asked Mina for help on what to do because I can’t bear to hide my desire from you any longer.”
Once I have my answer, I stare at him, wondering whether I’m hitting him for making me believe he was interested in Mina or kissing him because I finally know the feeling its mutual.
“Mark Lee!” I let out angrily slapping him on the arm. Yeah, looks like my hot blood acts faster than mine. “I can’t believe you did this to me!” I slap him lightly, and the idiot falls back on the bed complaining. “I thought I was into Mina, you bastard!”
“What? Why?” the brunette manages to hold my arms looking very confused. He then stops to think and his mouth forms na “O” in a clear sign that he understands what happened. “No, I never liked her like that!”
“Really?” I need to confirm so I can take my next step, and when he nods, I throw myself on top of him, pressing our lips together.
It’s his turn not to understand what happened, but when his eyes meet mine and he sees that I feel the same way, we finally kiss intensely and wonderfully.
At the end, it wasn’t just Mark who was slow. So was I.
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〄 〯 PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle × fem!reader (ft. Chenle nova namorada...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNING. Menção de comida, tristeza, e angústia, eu acho...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Ver ele tão longe e tão perto ao mesmo tempo foi dolorido. Não foi um encontro planejado (na realidade não foi nem um encontro de verdade), foi como uma doce surpresa, como algumas várias que ele fez durante seu relacionamento... um bilhete fofo deixado na geladeira, seu doce favorito deixado para você, uma mensagem de voz desejando bom dia, quando não poderiam estar juntos ... Lá estava ele, Zhong Chenle estava parado em um corredor de supermercado analisando algum produto que não pode muito bem ver qual. Tudo o aque pôde ver, era seu perfil, mas só essa visão foi o suficiente para saber que ele estava ainda mais bonito, e aquela visão doméstica fez seu coração bater mais forte.
A beleza de Chenle sempre foi óbvia. Muitas de suas amigas costumavam o comparar com Leonardo DiCaprio — não que ele saiba —, mas conforme os dias passavam, ele parecia se tornar ainda mais bonito, e mesmo todo esse tempo longe dele, você não conseguia parar de se perguntar se a beleza de Zhong continuava a se expandir... e a resposta é um grande sim.
E ali estava você, o observando de longe, esquecendo completamente que estava em um local público e que poderia ser confundida com uma stalker maluca atrás do rapaz bonito, mas você não conseguia parar de o olhar. Segurando o que queria levar, considerava ir falar com ele, talvez ele também ficasse feliz em te ver, talvez pudessem conversar, talvez... E então em um piscar de olhos, a doce surpresa se tornou uma surpresa amarga, e seu coração disparou em um sentimento diferente.
Enquanto você pateticamente admirava Chenle de longe, uma garota se aproximou do rapaz e abraçou suas costas. Tudo o que pode fazer foi se ficar parada em seu lugar, enquanto uma bela garota tomava seu lugar favorito no mundo, e o abraçava calorosamente em público, sorrindo, visivelmente felizes e apaixonados.
Sua memória viajou diretamente para as várias vezes que esteve no lugar da morena. Foram incontáveis as vezes que tiveram encontros no mercado, principalmente quando tinham a ideia maluca de cozinhar juntos, mesmo sabendo por sua experiência anterior que aquilo daria muito errado. Alguém encontra alguma coisa relacionada a uma piada interna, e então rindo juntos, vocês inconscientemente gravitam sobre o outro (fato observado e comentado várias vezes por seus amigos), e então Chenle passava seus braços sobre seus ombros, a puxando para mais perto de si, e te abraçava. Esse era o modo que ele usava para te dizer "eu te amo", e você correspondia o apertando mais próximo a você também.
Porém aquela não é você. Já foi, mas não é mais. Aquela é uma outra bela garota que tirou a sorte a grande enquanto você, ficava ali parada, os observando em seu patético mundinho. É quando a realidade finalmente te atinge, e o ar some de seu pulmão, e você mal sente lata que segurava, cair no chão, fazendo um estrondo enorme. Querendo se esconder mais que tudo, você se abaixa para pegar o mesmo, e se vira ignorando completamente os olhares, e além de tudo o ignorando. Você não sabe, mas espera que a sua atuação seja excelente ao se levantar "lendo" o rótulo da embalagem e entrando corredor a dentro, porém a deixando ali, procurando sair sem levar nada.
Porém com seu desespero, e com um único objetivo em mente: deixar que ele visse seus olhos marejados e o arrependimento de o ter deixado ir, não viu que o barulho alto chamou a atenção de Chenle, que assim que a reconheceu não pode controlar a euforia que tomou conta de si. O que você também não sabia, é que mesmo estando com alguém que se importa com ele e que o ama, ele não consegue corresponder de mesma maneira, muito menos na mesma intensidade. Ele sabia que mesmo tentando a amar, o sentimento nunca seria o mesmo perto do que sentia por você. E é por isso que apesar de você sair andando do mercado sem levar nada além de memórias doloridas, você não vê chenle correndo e gritando seu nome.
Porém ele acredita que é um sinal. Afinal ele nunca te esqueceu, e o fato que aquilo que segurava o levou a memórias (parecidas com as que teve) dos dois juntos e nem cinco segundos depois você aparece, não poderia ser coincidência, não tinha como ser...não era. E por isso, mesmo que Kim Sunmi estivesse o chamando, mesmo que ele tivesse que voltar pra casa com ela e não com você hoje, ele sabia que não tinha como te deixar escapar mais uma vez. Ele não iria, e nem vai te deixar escapar mais uma vez.
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So was I
〯₊ ¡Mark Lee! (NonIᴅᴏʟ!Mark x !NonIdol!ꜰᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ). Words: 994 words Warning: mention of food. 〯₊
A/N: Hello there my beautifull people! How's goin? Just wantted to let you guys know, that I changed the title for the english version. Previously it was suppouse to be: "Slow", but I decided for the best, that "So was I" it fit better (but don't worry, it is the same content!), so Hope you guys enjoy!
If God exists he hates me. If Allah exists, he hates me. If any Deity exists, I'm sure they hate me. The fact is, no matter your religion, your God probably hates me. And if you're an atheist, well then, life hates me.
Because seriously, besides being into the guy he has to be my best friend and still be hanging out non-stop with my roommate? Can it get worse?
Today, Friday night, and once again I’m in my room getting ready for another night out. Moletom and pizza have always been the best choice for a septic tank at home. Park Mina, my partner yells from the hallway as I leave, and I just listen, my brain working artfully to finish me off, making me wonder what your night with Mark Lee will be like. Are they going clubbing? To a restaurant? Karaoke? Will they kiss? Are you going to buy things for each other?
I sigh trying to ignore the annoying little voice in my head and play on my beautiful Chanyeol Dorama. But I can barely concentrate on the adorable giant and his glasses without looking at my cell phone waiting for some notification from the guy inviting me to a game night we used to have.
Finally, my doorbell rings telling me that the delivery boy has arrived. My serotonin level rises minimally at the prospect of eating my broccoli pizza. I open the door ready to play with the boy, who could easily be Heechan, the neighbor’s son who always delivers my orders, but I’m scared seeing Mark Lee standing there right in front of me. I freeze at the sight, and for a moment I think I’m hallucinating, but the brunette chuckles, probably nervous.
“Hey! Anybody home?” His voice is a little low and a little unsure.
“Oh hi. Why are you here?” It’s all I can manage, after all, he is the last person I expected to see there. Even more wearing what I am: sweatshirt.
“I came to see you, it’s been a while since we’ve spoken” Mark was still talking in a low voice, looking at me uncertainly, and I still don’t know what to do. “So can I come in? It’s kinda little cold here...”
I let him pass and only then do I notice my pizza, his bags in hand. We go back to the bedroom and try to act normally. We sit on the bed and he spreads what he brought: candies, chocolate, snacks, and soju. We open the drink and your face when you see the pizza taste is the best.
“Broccoli? Seriously?”
“Yah! Don’t judge me!” I say a little louder, “and if I knew it you was coming, I’d order even more broccoli!” I point out, taking a slice. “I thought you’d be with Mina.”
“No, you know that club is not mine thing.” Lee replies as if it’s obvious. I let out a disbelieving laugh.
“You guys are so close nowadays that I didn’t doubt you’d go with her.” I let out a little acid before taking a big sip of Soju.
“Is that jealous?” he asks, smiling sideways. I want to scream yes, wanted to scream that he was blind, slow and dumb, but I just roll my eyes and drink some more. “Wow! Take it easy!”
“I deserve this divine drink, okay?” I complain, taking the bottle that was taken from me and finishing it at once.
I manage to keep him quiet while we watch Dorama, and as always his comments are the best and make me laugh, even though I want to be mad.
“Oh! Chanyeol, why so beautiful?” I let out low, but apparently, Mark hears me and nudges my leg. “What? He is. He raps, dances, sings, composes, acts, is cute, funny, intelligent, speaks English, and even knows how to build a bar.” I list my utt’s qualities under my friend’s tedious gaze.
“I know how to do all that too!” He answers me looking offended.
“Um, I wouldn’t leave a drill to you.” I imply, laughing, but realize I’m the only one who does so, so I stop, averting my gaze from his, super intense.
I turn around about to ask why he’s ignored me for the past few weeks when I’m startled by his hand on the back of my neck, and he pulls me in for a kiss. But it takes me a while to process and when I see it, Mark looks at me apprehensively.
“What was that?”
“I like you. More than a friend, and I was afraid of what I was going to think, of your reaction, and of ruining our friendship, so I asked Mina for help on what to do because I can’t bear to hide my desire from you any longer.”
Once I have my answer, I stare at him, wondering whether I’m hitting him for making me believe he was interested in Mina or kissing him because I finally know the feeling its mutual.
“Mark Lee!” I let out angrily slapping him on the arm. Yeah, looks like my hot blood acts faster than mine. “I can’t believe you did this to me!” I slap him lightly, and the idiot falls back on the bed complaining. “I thought I was into Mina, you bastard!”
“What? Why?” the brunette manages to hold my arms looking very confused. He then stops to think and his mouth forms na “O” in a clear sign that he understands what happened. “No, I never liked her like that!”
“Really?” I need to confirm so I can take my next step, and when he nods, I throw myself on top of him, pressing our lips together.
It’s his turn not to understand what happened, but when his eyes meet mine and he sees that I feel the same way, we finally kiss intensely and wonderfully.
At the end, it wasn’t just Mark who was slow. So was I.
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〄 〯 PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle × fem!reader (ft. Chenle's new girlfriend...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNINGS. Mention of food, sadness and slightly angst, I guess...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Seeing him so far and so close at the same time was painful. It wasn't a planned date (actually it wasn't even a real date), it was like a sweet surprise, like those several he made during your relationship… a cute note left in the fridge, your favorite candy left for you, a voice message wishing good morning when both of you couldn't be together… There he was, Zhong Chenle was standing in a supermarket aisle analyzing some product you couldn't quite see which one. All he could see was his profile, but that sight alone was enough to know he was even more handsome, and that domestic sight made your heart pound.
Chenle's beauty was always obvious. Many of your friends used to compare him to Leonardo DiCaprio — not that he knows — but as the days went by, he seemed to become even more handsome, and even all that time away from him, you couldn't stop wondering if the beauty of Zhong continued to expand… and the answer is a big yes.
And there you were, watching him from afar, completely forgetting that you were in a public place and that you could be mistaken for a crazy stalker behind the cute guy, but you couldn't stop looking at him. Holding what you wanted to take, you considered going to talk to him, maybe he would be happy to see you too, maybe you could talk, maybe... And then in the blink of an eye, the sweet surprise turned to a bitter surprise, and your heart skipped a beat, in a different feeling.
While you pathetically admired Chenle from afar, a girl approached the boy and hugged his back. All you can do is stand still in your place, while a beautiful girl takes your favorite place in the world, and hugs him warmly in public, smiling, visibly happy, and in love.
Your memory traveled directly to the many times it was you in the brunette's shoes. There were countless times they had meetings in the market, especially when you had the crazy idea of cooking together, even knowing from previous experiences that it would go terribly wrong. Someone finds something related to an inside joke and then laughing together, you unconsciously gravitate towards each other (a fact observed and commented on several times by your friends), and then Chenle draped his arms over your shoulders, pulling you closer to him, and hugged you. That was the way he used to say “I love you” to you, and you responded by squeezing him closer to you too.
But that's not you. It was, but not anymore. That's another pretty girl who hit the jackpot while you stood there watching them in their pathetic little world. That's when reality finally hits you, and the air goes out of your lungs, and you barely feel the can you were holding drop to the ground, making a huge bang. Wanting to hide more than anything, you reach down to pick up the same, and turn around completely ignoring the stares, and ignoring him on top of that. You don't know, but you expect your performance to be excellent when you get up “reading” the package label and going into the hallway but leaving it there, trying to get out without taking anything.
But with your desperation, and with only one goal in mind: to let him see her teary eyes and her regret at having let him go, she didn't see that the loud noise caught Chenle's attention, and once he recognized you, he couldn't control the euphoria that took over. What you also didn't know, is that even being with someone who cares for him and loves him, he can't respond in the same way, let alone in the same intensity. He knew that even trying to love her, the feeling would never be the same close to what he felt for you. And that's why even though you walk out of the market with nothing but aching memories, you don't see chenle running and screaming your name.
But he believes it's a sign. After all, he never forgot you, and the fact that what he was holding led him to memories (similar to the ones he had) of the two of you together and not five seconds later you show up, it couldn't be a coincidence, it couldn't be… it wasn't. And so, even though Kim Sunmi was calling him, even though he had to go home with her and not you today, he knew he couldn't let you go one more time. He wouldn't, and he won't, let you go one more time.
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So was I
〯₊ ¡Mark Lee! (NonIᴅᴏʟ!Mark x !NonIdol!ꜰᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ). Words: 994 words Warning: mention of food. 〯₊
A/N: Hello there my beautifull people! How's goin? Just wantted to let you guys know, that I changed the title for the english version. Previously it was suppouse to be: "Slow", but I decided for the best, that "So was I" it fit better (but don't worry, it is the same content!), so Hope you guys enjoy!
If God exists he hates me. If Allah exists, he hates me. If any Deity exists, I'm sure they hate me. The fact is, no matter your religion, your God probably hates me. And if you're an atheist, well then, life hates me.
Because seriously, besides being into the guy he has to be my best friend and still be hanging out non-stop with my roommate? Can it get worse?
Today, Friday night, and once again I’m in my room getting ready for another night out. Moletom and pizza have always been the best choice for a septic tank at home. Park Mina, my partner yells from the hallway as I leave, and I just listen, my brain working artfully to finish me off, making me wonder what your night with Mark Lee will be like. Are they going clubbing? To a restaurant? Karaoke? Will they kiss? Are you going to buy things for each other?
I sigh trying to ignore the annoying little voice in my head and play on my beautiful Chanyeol Dorama. But I can barely concentrate on the adorable giant and his glasses without looking at my cell phone waiting for some notification from the guy inviting me to a game night we used to have.
Finally, my doorbell rings telling me that the delivery boy has arrived. My serotonin level rises minimally at the prospect of eating my broccoli pizza. I open the door ready to play with the boy, who could easily be Heechan, the neighbor’s son who always delivers my orders, but I’m scared seeing Mark Lee standing there right in front of me. I freeze at the sight, and for a moment I think I’m hallucinating, but the brunette chuckles, probably nervous.
“Hey! Anybody home?” His voice is a little low and a little unsure.
“Oh hi. Why are you here?” It’s all I can manage, after all, he is the last person I expected to see there. Even more wearing what I am: sweatshirt.
“I came to see you, it’s been a while since we’ve spoken” Mark was still talking in a low voice, looking at me uncertainly, and I still don’t know what to do. “So can I come in? It’s kinda little cold here...”
I let him pass and only then do I notice my pizza, his bags in hand. We go back to the bedroom and try to act normally. We sit on the bed and he spreads what he brought: candies, chocolate, snacks, and soju. We open the drink and your face when you see the pizza taste is the best.
“Broccoli? Seriously?”
“Yah! Don’t judge me!” I say a little louder, “and if I knew it you was coming, I’d order even more broccoli!” I point out, taking a slice. “I thought you’d be with Mina.”
“No, you know that club is not mine thing.” Lee replies as if it’s obvious. I let out a disbelieving laugh.
“You guys are so close nowadays that I didn’t doubt you’d go with her.” I let out a little acid before taking a big sip of Soju.
“Is that jealous?” he asks, smiling sideways. I want to scream yes, wanted to scream that he was blind, slow and dumb, but I just roll my eyes and drink some more. “Wow! Take it easy!”
“I deserve this divine drink, okay?” I complain, taking the bottle that was taken from me and finishing it at once.
I manage to keep him quiet while we watch Dorama, and as always his comments are the best and make me laugh, even though I want to be mad.
“Oh! Chanyeol, why so beautiful?” I let out low, but apparently, Mark hears me and nudges my leg. “What? He is. He raps, dances, sings, composes, acts, is cute, funny, intelligent, speaks English, and even knows how to build a bar.” I list my utt’s qualities under my friend’s tedious gaze.
“I know how to do all that too!” He answers me looking offended.
“Um, I wouldn’t leave a drill to you.” I imply, laughing, but realize I’m the only one who does so, so I stop, averting my gaze from his, super intense.
I turn around about to ask why he’s ignored me for the past few weeks when I’m startled by his hand on the back of my neck, and he pulls me in for a kiss. But it takes me a while to process and when I see it, Mark looks at me apprehensively.
“What was that?”
“I like you. More than a friend, and I was afraid of what I was going to think, of your reaction, and of ruining our friendship, so I asked Mina for help on what to do because I can’t bear to hide my desire from you any longer.”
Once I have my answer, I stare at him, wondering whether I’m hitting him for making me believe he was interested in Mina or kissing him because I finally know the feeling its mutual.
“Mark Lee!” I let out angrily slapping him on the arm. Yeah, looks like my hot blood acts faster than mine. “I can’t believe you did this to me!” I slap him lightly, and the idiot falls back on the bed complaining. “I thought I was into Mina, you bastard!”
“What? Why?” the brunette manages to hold my arms looking very confused. He then stops to think and his mouth forms na “O” in a clear sign that he understands what happened. “No, I never liked her like that!”
“Really?” I need to confirm so I can take my next step, and when he nods, I throw myself on top of him, pressing our lips together.
It’s his turn not to understand what happened, but when his eyes meet mine and he sees that I feel the same way, we finally kiss intensely and wonderfully.
At the end, it wasn’t just Mark who was slow. So was I.
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〄 〯 PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle × fem!reader (ft. Chenle nova namorada...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNING. Menção de comida, tristeza, e angústia, eu acho...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Ver ele tão longe e tão perto ao mesmo tempo foi dolorido. Não foi um encontro planejado (na realidade não foi nem um encontro de verdade), foi como uma doce surpresa, como algumas várias que ele fez durante seu relacionamento... um bilhete fofo deixado na geladeira, seu doce favorito deixado para você, uma mensagem de voz desejando bom dia, quando não poderiam estar juntos ... Lá estava ele, Zhong Chenle estava parado em um corredor de supermercado analisando algum produto que não pode muito bem ver qual. Tudo o aque pôde ver, era seu perfil, mas só essa visão foi o suficiente para saber que ele estava ainda mais bonito, e aquela visão doméstica fez seu coração bater mais forte.
A beleza de Chenle sempre foi óbvia. Muitas de suas amigas costumavam o comparar com Leonardo DiCaprio — não que ele saiba —, mas conforme os dias passavam, ele parecia se tornar ainda mais bonito, e mesmo todo esse tempo longe dele, você não conseguia parar de se perguntar se a beleza de Zhong continuava a se expandir... e a resposta é um grande sim.
E ali estava você, o observando de longe, esquecendo completamente que estava em um local público e que poderia ser confundida com uma stalker maluca atrás do rapaz bonito, mas você não conseguia parar de o olhar. Segurando o que queria levar, considerava ir falar com ele, talvez ele também ficasse feliz em te ver, talvez pudessem conversar, talvez... E então em um piscar de olhos, a doce surpresa se tornou uma surpresa amarga, e seu coração disparou em um sentimento diferente.
Enquanto você pateticamente admirava Chenle de longe, uma garota se aproximou do rapaz e abraçou suas costas. Tudo o que pode fazer foi se ficar parada em seu lugar, enquanto uma bela garota tomava seu lugar favorito no mundo, e o abraçava calorosamente em público, sorrindo, visivelmente felizes e apaixonados.
Sua memória viajou diretamente para as várias vezes que esteve no lugar da morena. Foram incontáveis as vezes que tiveram encontros no mercado, principalmente quando tinham a ideia maluca de cozinhar juntos, mesmo sabendo por sua experiência anterior que aquilo daria muito errado. Alguém encontra alguma coisa relacionada a uma piada interna, e então rindo juntos, vocês inconscientemente gravitam sobre o outro (fato observado e comentado várias vezes por seus amigos), e então Chenle passava seus braços sobre seus ombros, a puxando para mais perto de si, e te abraçava. Esse era o modo que ele usava para te dizer "eu te amo", e você correspondia o apertando mais próximo a você também.
Porém aquela não é você. Já foi, mas não é mais. Aquela é uma outra bela garota que tirou a sorte a grande enquanto você, ficava ali parada, os observando em seu patético mundinho. É quando a realidade finalmente te atinge, e o ar some de seu pulmão, e você mal sente lata que segurava, cair no chão, fazendo um estrondo enorme. Querendo se esconder mais que tudo, você se abaixa para pegar o mesmo, e se vira ignorando completamente os olhares, e além de tudo o ignorando. Você não sabe, mas espera que a sua atuação seja excelente ao se levantar "lendo" o rótulo da embalagem e entrando corredor a dentro, porém a deixando ali, procurando sair sem levar nada.
Porém com seu desespero, e com um único objetivo em mente: deixar que ele visse seus olhos marejados e o arrependimento de o ter deixado ir, não viu que o barulho alto chamou a atenção de Chenle, que assim que a reconheceu não pode controlar a euforia que tomou conta de si. O que você também não sabia, é que mesmo estando com alguém que se importa com ele e que o ama, ele não consegue corresponder de mesma maneira, muito menos na mesma intensidade. Ele sabia que mesmo tentando a amar, o sentimento nunca seria o mesmo perto do que sentia por você. E é por isso que apesar de você sair andando do mercado sem levar nada além de memórias doloridas, você não vê chenle correndo e gritando seu nome.
Porém ele acredita que é um sinal. Afinal ele nunca te esqueceu, e o fato que aquilo que segurava o levou a memórias (parecidas com as que teve) dos dois juntos e nem cinco segundos depois você aparece, não poderia ser coincidência, não tinha como ser...não era. E por isso, mesmo que Kim Sunmi estivesse o chamando, mesmo que ele tivesse que voltar pra casa com ela e não com você hoje, ele sabia que não tinha como te deixar escapar mais uma vez. Ele não iria, e nem vai te deixar escapar mais uma vez.
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〄 〯 PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle × fem!reader (ft. Chenle's new girlfriend...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNINGS. Mention of food, sadness and slightly angst, I guess...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Seeing him so far and so close at the same time was painful. It wasn't a planned date (actually it wasn't even a real date), it was like a sweet surprise, like those several he made during your relationship… a cute note left in the fridge, your favorite candy left for you, a voice message wishing good morning when both of you couldn't be together… There he was, Zhong Chenle was standing in a supermarket aisle analyzing some product you couldn't quite see which one. All he could see was his profile, but that sight alone was enough to know he was even more handsome, and that domestic sight made your heart pound.
Chenle's beauty was always obvious. Many of your friends used to compare him to Leonardo DiCaprio — not that he knows — but as the days went by, he seemed to become even more handsome, and even all that time away from him, you couldn't stop wondering if the beauty of Zhong continued to expand… and the answer is a big yes.
And there you were, watching him from afar, completely forgetting that you were in a public place and that you could be mistaken for a crazy stalker behind the cute guy, but you couldn't stop looking at him. Holding what you wanted to take, you considered going to talk to him, maybe he would be happy to see you too, maybe you could talk, maybe... And then in the blink of an eye, the sweet surprise turned to a bitter surprise, and your heart skipped a beat, in a different feeling.
While you pathetically admired Chenle from afar, a girl approached the boy and hugged his back. All you can do is stand still in your place, while a beautiful girl takes your favorite place in the world, and hugs him warmly in public, smiling, visibly happy, and in love.
Your memory traveled directly to the many times it was you in the brunette's shoes. There were countless times they had meetings in the market, especially when you had the crazy idea of cooking together, even knowing from previous experiences that it would go terribly wrong. Someone finds something related to an inside joke and then laughing together, you unconsciously gravitate towards each other (a fact observed and commented on several times by your friends), and then Chenle draped his arms over your shoulders, pulling you closer to him, and hugged you. That was the way he used to say “I love you” to you, and you responded by squeezing him closer to you too.
But that's not you. It was, but not anymore. That's another pretty girl who hit the jackpot while you stood there watching them in their pathetic little world. That's when reality finally hits you, and the air goes out of your lungs, and you barely feel the can you were holding drop to the ground, making a huge bang. Wanting to hide more than anything, you reach down to pick up the same, and turn around completely ignoring the stares, and ignoring him on top of that. You don't know, but you expect your performance to be excellent when you get up “reading” the package label and going into the hallway but leaving it there, trying to get out without taking anything.
But with your desperation, and with only one goal in mind: to let him see her teary eyes and her regret at having let him go, she didn't see that the loud noise caught Chenle's attention, and once he recognized you, he couldn't control the euphoria that took over. What you also didn't know, is that even being with someone who cares for him and loves him, he can't respond in the same way, let alone in the same intensity. He knew that even trying to love her, the feeling would never be the same close to what he felt for you. And that's why even though you walk out of the market with nothing but aching memories, you don't see chenle running and screaming your name.
But he believes it's a sign. After all, he never forgot you, and the fact that what he was holding led him to memories (similar to the ones he had) of the two of you together and not five seconds later you show up, it couldn't be a coincidence, it couldn't be… it wasn't. And so, even though Kim Sunmi was calling him, even though he had to go home with her and not you today, he knew he couldn't let you go one more time. He wouldn't, and he won't, let you go one more time.
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Neos como príncipes da Disney
n/a.: Este é um headcanon baseado na minha lista com os maiorais da disney 👆e qual neo eu acho combina com cada um (é muito óbvio qual é o meu favorito). espero que gostem 💖
Príncipe Eric -> Jeno
Não é só pela cor e pelo corte de cabelo;
Jeno é justo, corajoso e muito confiante de si;
Faz o possível para ajudar qualquer um, até quem não conhece, mas se você acha que ele já faz muito por quem não conhece, pra quem ele ama então...
Faz o inimaginável para manter quem ele ama em segurança (Não é qualquer um que lutaria contra a tia bruxa/polvo da amada pra poder ficar com ela);
Extremamente gentil e cuidadoso
Príncipe Encantado -> Jaehyun
Há quem diga que é um príncipe sem graça e clichê, mas eu acho injusto;
Jaehyun e o príncipe da Cinderela têm muito em comum: teimosos, românticos e audaciosos;
Não é qualquer um que tem peito pra bater de casa em casa pra achar a dona de um sapatinho de cristal, né?
Apesar de ter que manter a postura de um príncipe na frente dos outros, você percebe que ele é apenas um bobão <3.
Flynn Rider -> Haechan
Malandros, engraçados e CHARMOSOS;
Num primeiro momento você pode até desconfiar dele, igual a Rapunzel, mas o carisma dele é tanto que é fácil cair na lábia desse safado;
Depois você percebe que, apesar das brincadeiras e da fama de malandro, ele também é confiável e sempre cumpre com sua palavra;
Ambiciosos, mas românticos. Haechan pode conseguir o mundo inteiro, mas se tiver que abrir mão de quem ama, ele desiste.
Fera -> Yuta
A primeira palavra que me vem à mente é: incompreendidos;
Yuta e a Fera têm uma imagem negativa, às vezes, como se fossem rudes, malvados, desleixados;
As aparências enganam porque Yuta é extremamente cuidadoso e preocupado com aqueles que ama;
Moveria mundos e fundos sem reclamar um único segundo para fazer quem ama feliz.
Aladdin -> Mark
(escrevo isto em estado febril)
Dois que estão sempre no corre;
Mark, assim como Aladdin, é versátil e sabe se virar independente da saia justa que está;
Só usa da malícia dele porque precisa para sobreviver, mas não tem más intenções. Um diamante bruto;
Extremamente generoso e tem um enorme senso de justiça. Divide o que tem, seja bens materiais ou conhecimento, com as pessoas que merecem;
100% rendido por quem ama. O primeiro e último romântico. O maior de todos.
Príncipe Naveen -> Johnny
Príncipe? sim. Malandro? Também;
Tem uma lábia e um papo que faz você cair muito, muito fácil na dele, além de ser extremamente charmoso;
Gosta de uma boa sombra e água fresca, um dia de paz só curtindo música;
Apesar da vibe bem tranquila e despreocupada, é o maior companheiro que você poderia ter em momentos difíceis. 100% fechamento.
General Li Shang -> Kun
Sérios, destemidos e diligentes;
Eles têm um ar de liderança nato e acabam conseguindo impor certo respeito;
É muito, muito fácil mexer com eles, mas ambos sabe bem usar dos próprios charmes pra convencerem qualquer um de fazer o que ele quiser de qualquer coisa (se o charme não funciona é só partir pra agressão);
Fazem sucesso com as vovós porque além de lindos & cheirosos são gentis e amáveis.
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✰ MARK — childhood friends to lovers!au
ever since you've basically known your name, mark has been the boy next door. there was the cheeky, red letters of "lee" painted on the mailbox, the windows were adorned with the same coloured curtains, and the same doormat has been sitting in front of their door for ages. you have loved mark ever since you two have met. there wasn't a day where you wouldn't think of him, and there hasn't been a day when you haven't loved him. it was like a vicious circle which you couldn't get out of, because those stupid feelings would destroy the oh so precious friendship of yours, and you cannot let that happen, right? i mean, that's what you've thought for far too long, since this friendship meant more to you, than the fragile feeling of love - you didn't want it to get to the point where you would rather spit on each other, than talk it out. maybe that's why you pushed him away from yourself? maybe you just did that because you weren't too sure of your own peace of mind? no matter what, you knew the decision itself was wrong, only to realize it way too late. damaging the friendship and crying yourself to sleep was all your fault, after all, being way too proud and scared, stupid even; when you came back to the town where you two grew up, the least thing you wanted was to meet mark lee, mainly because you wouldn't have been able to look him in the eyes after all these happened. but you had to, so soon you even got a little surprised. it's been a while since the last time you have been home, your bedroom seemed way too unfamiliar at that point, just like the vhs tape placed directly in the middle of your bed. one which you haven't seen yet. it didn't have a title, the white label completely empty as you picked it up. you were a little bit cautious when placing it in the system, waiting for it to play whatever is on it, not having such large imagination to expect anything. it was a home video montage, full of videos of you and mark: playing together, getting ready for the first day of school, going to the movies, the way you two got engaged in middle school as a joke, and the omnious day of prom... you got teary eyed, with one thing on your mind - you have to go and save whatever's left now. maybe you're not too late.
✰ RENJUN — soulmate!au
life had been pretty much grey and dreary until you found The One. the other half everyone had been so obsessed to find. you were never big on all this stuff, because you were convinced you'd be able to live as a single half for you whole life, and don't need anyone else to feel complete. deep inside you knew that all of this is bullshit, truly, and all that was coming out of you was true bitterness and constantly ongoing unsuccessful confessions, making you believe in your delusions. with every passing second, you had to see people find their other half, while you were left to deal with the grey world you were left in, not as a choice but as fate instead. you felt like a loser, a big zero, who doesn't even deserve a soulmate. you thought you were destined to die alone, maybe compensate with something of brilliance: be a composer or a singer, write or paint something extraordinary, lord knows what, just something of importance! you were looking for yourself in every corner of the world, not for a lover or a fling, not for an other half, fully ignoring the law of attraction. it might have been some reverse psychological trick, effecting it all. and this may have been the reason behind why you had to leave that horribly boring theatre play, sneaking out and bumping into The One, who handed back your accidentally dropped bag, slowly looking into your eyes. he might have worked at the theater as he was wearing a name tag on his elegant shirt - huang renjun, it said. but it doesn't even matter, because his eyes were brown! brown! not grey, brown! everything cleared up. you did find the half - with brown eyes and a smile so bright.
✰ JENO — coffee shop!au
it was pretty much bittersweet to step foot in your favourite café: it was getting dark out there, and although the rain has stopped pouring, you got absolutley soaked to the core along the way there, rain replacing the tears on your face by then. your hair was sticking to your forehead uncomfortably, your body trembling without stopping, as you entered. the bell placed above the entrance was ringing lightly, gathering everyone's attention to you, although there wasn't too much people there except for the baristas, maybe two wandering souls, working on their laptops or reading in a cozy corner. well, maybe if it wasn't for getting dumped literal minutes ago, you wouldn't be here either, but it was still the most reasonable choice compared to going to a club or a ruin bar, gettig incredibly drunk, Plus! a good espresso might be able to clear the fog in your head, which you were in need of during this stupidly stressing period of life. you expected hyuck to greet you by the coffee machine, grinning ear to ear, as he always does when you visit between two lectures, but there was a completely new face behind the counter. it's been a long time since you've last seen a new employee here. his smile was sweet and rather warm, eyes conveying a sense of concern as you took one step closer, rubbing your eyes while getting your purse out of your pocket - you discreetly looked at his name tag, right on his black apron: lee jeno. whatta name... by then, you were way to hopeless to try and guess how the day would go, but life had to surprise you, fate deciding funnily against all odds: next to your cup of coffee, there was a napkin, hiding a telephone number on it, messily written down with a short message as well: "would you go out on a date with me, darling? :)"
✰ HAECHAN — rivals to lovers!au
lee donghyuck's name rushed through the hallways of your music academy just as quietly as a whisper, and you never knew why was it all like that ever since you've stepped foot into the school. you couldn't even hide the way too obvious rolls of your eyes every time you heard it. lee donghyuck was one of the biggest prodigies at the academy, no one could even be considered as a rival for him, this is mainly why he was such a big living legend amongst the students - you couldn't even hide how annoyed this made you, especially because he made sure you knew this ever since you two were little. music played a huge part in both of your lives, and somehow, you two always seemed to be at each other's throat, the first place at being the best always changing between the two of you. you could never get rid of each other either; your dad, always being so positive, once said, on your way to the academy sometime between sophomore and junior year, that the only reason behind this is that you two are equally good at what you're doing. you were pretty much skeptic for the longest of time, and felt as if you were destined to be the forever second next to him. you've had enough of always bumping into walls, since hyuck was the one who could stand at the first place ever so proudly. in kindergarten, in middle school, and even in high school, every. god damn. time. and that infuriating smile was plastered all upon his face even when you two were asked to not perform alone on the annual charity gala of your academy - you two had to perform something phenomenal, putting the childish jarring aside, growing out of the silly phase of hating each other, which was all made up by you, and you only, pushing the poor boy away from you. the boy who had always been so obsessed with you, utterly and completely. he won this time again, isn't it right?
✰ JAEMIN — photographer!au
when jaemin brought up the idea of making the last parts of his portfolio with you (which basically means about you), you were a little bit skeptic at first. you loved jaemin dearly, since he was a really understanding friend, but... you were simply terrified of cameras. you didn't really like the idea of being captured at all, you hated looking back at yourself on pictures taken of you, and you couldn't even think about how high quality his pictures would be with that hyper super machine, focused on all the little flawed details of your face that you absolutely despised. no, you couldn't even bear the idea of this whole project, and you stood by this decision of yours, jaemin waiting patiently the whole time, not pushing it too hard. since he wanted to work with you no matter what, giving up on his plan wouldn't be too typical of him - the fight didn't last long but it was pretty heated, him highlighting so many known things that needed to be said finally: it's childish how you reflect on yourself, and your delusions stop you from way too many things. the way he said straight into your face how beautiful he thinks you are, inside and outside, and that he wants the whole world to know how ethereal you are, made you tear up a little - especially when he said his heart breaks every time you speak so lowly of yourself. he truly thinks you're the modern manifestation of aphrodite, that you are his own venus, the muse of him, someone he can adore... that he's way too in love with you to let go of this, and-; the kiss you gave him was short, yet gave him exact answers. answers to hundreds and thousand of unsaid questions he kept hidden in himself for years and years on end.
✰ CHENLE — blind date!au
you clearly didn’t brace yourself for this whole fiasco proposed by donghyuck himself, foolishly believing his reasonings behind how perfect of a matchmaker he is. of course you knew that what he way saying was partly stupid, plus you were like a seventy percent sure he wasn't even sober when he set up a blind date during that omnious frat party he wasn't invited to. you didn't have to worry or anything, that's just how you were - overly anxious of such things, even if you weren't meeting a psychopath. you were only a bit vary of the awkwardness this whole new experience would bring, both of you rushing home way too soon from the date, trying to forget about it as soon as possible. these misconceptions about how the night would go stayed straight until you stopped in front of the restaurant to wait for your - then late already - date. you were a little nervous he stood you up, and you got yourself into the most beautiful piece of clothing from you wardrobe for nothing, but it was worth it, looking back at it, as zhong chenle arrived and you two simply just... clicked? automatically? not to mention you two decided to leave the place after the hors d'oeuvre, since you both found the place a little too fancy at that moment, going to a simple ice cream parlor instead, taking a walk in the park after, talking about anything and everything that came to mind: family, politics, movies and the most embarrassing memories from your childhood came up too, as you couldn't help but laugh at how chenle dropped his ice cream cone on the ground, while he simultaneously promised you that he wouldn't drop the cone on the next date - and you smiled, so happily.
✰ JISUNG — secret admirer!au
you were head over heels for jisung and his undying love for dancing. but, thinking a bit deeper about it, while writing that foolish, teenager like love letter for him, forced into the role of his secret admirer, there were much more of those things that made you feel head over heels for the boy: he showed you what persistence was, he spent the whole of his youth with you, and he wasn't afraid to spend the rest of his life with you, helping you out anytime you're in need of it, since he couldn't not do that as you "best friend". he couldn't be evil with you, he was never able to leave you and he couldn't even envision a future in which you weren't by his side. but the border he made up between the two of you, was never crossed - you two were friends, not more, not less. you were so torn deep inside, as you were helpless, being in the never ending limbo you would rather push forward, but he kept on tugging it backwards; the idea of writing letters was originally from your mother, who had enough of your obvious agony. she was positive you would write every feeling of yours out, making it easier as time goes by. their number kept growing, however, one letter becoming a dozen soon enough, maybe even more in the meantime, while not writing a name on any of them, referring to yourself only as a mere secret admirer. they suddenly disappeared from the bottom of your drawer one day, though, realizing way too late that the ringing phone in your pocket was in fact park jisung, the picture of him taking up the screen of your mobile - did he know?
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