No Support - Tumblr Posts

5 years ago

I'm lying in bed next to my amazing woman, who, moments ago, i woke up so that she'd hold me while I sobbed. For no reason that I can confirm. I am calm now and I feel her drifting off next to me. It's peaceful.

I spent so many nights attempting to pace away my anxiety and dread in the basement alone. I didn't want the creaky floorboards in our old house to wake him.

Waking him was always bad. Especially if I was looking for comfort. His demons were to be soothed, attended and deferred to. Mine, likely only an excuse for my shortcomings, were mine. What business were they of his?


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2 years ago

I am with my "parents" by the sea and I got into the water with my "mum" but there were so many jellyfish and I got scared. I touched it by accident and there were around me and I was shaking...

And my "mum" ?

She was laughing and joking about me being scared

Nice


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3 years ago

In Need of Financial Help

Hi, so I'm a student in UK studying my postgrad degree. I only have £11k to live of annually, in which £7k goes towards my tuition and £4k on rent, as you can imagine this leaves me with next to nothing for food, study materials, and various other necessities like toiletries.

My mother passed away in late 2019 and I am estranged from my father and external family, so I don't have any financial support. It has been really hard living independently from the age of 20 as most people my age still rely on their families for financial help.

I do have a part time job, however I'm on a zero hour contract so the amount I make month-to-month varies widely and it's not a very reliable source of income. As of writing this I won't have enough money to make April's rent so I'm making a post about my dire situation.

If anybody - who can afford to do so - is generous enough to donate to a stranger on the internet it would ensure I can keep a roof over my head.

Go Fund Me

PayPal

Cash App


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Thank you for what you said. Really. I have so much fucking confidence in myself now. "You've reached this far only to still be dumb as fuck" is what you told me. I've never done this before?!! It is NORMAL to make mistakes god dammit. Your fucking supportive comments is the last thing I need right now.


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