Some Thoughts - Tumblr Posts

I really understand you, because I also often come across this. And this also often pushes away from some fandoms. I don't even want to post my arguments in some more public social networks (I don't have anyone I know from real life in tmblr, so I feel a little safe), but I don't write them especially here. I don't want to face waves of aggression. the only thing that saves me is that my husband supports me in my thoughts. the funniest thing is when I start to get carried away at some points (the plot of the second season, I grumbled for a while), in some things he explained to me why they did one way or another. but yes, the toxicity and bile of many people sometimes really hurts. I rub "sticks and stones can break my bones, but words… actually, also hurt"

I wish I was willing to watch things that are enjoyed by everyone right now. I know I would probably enjoy several of these shows. But I simply don't want to watch or to be part of the thing.

My current experience of fandoms isn't very nice (not much in this bubble but more around it - like in general). I just feel strange to like certain things the way I do. I feel they linger longer in me than for most and I can't move on easily.

Yesterday I quitted a stream because the streamer had his mind done already over the game he was playing, and he was trashing every details before even trying to play it. And it reminded me all those witcher video on youtube. Millions of views for trahsing. Ghosting for mixed or positive points of view.

Was it a good game? I don't know, probably not, I don't care anymore. I really didn't want to enter that vibe. So I stepped out.

The fact that he did it, visibly knowing he was gonna hate it, and then finding obviously every stone to throw at it and himself to finally say this is trash and the game was an insult, every way possible, just triggered me bad. Justification. I have to test it, this is my fandom and my work.

Well I guess he feels trapped in something that he doesn't like anymore. That's valid, but why do I have to receive all that passive aggressivity?

The thing is I don't find many places where people enjoy the same things I do. I step out more and more often. Not because they don't like something I enjoy - I am capable to take an opinion -, but the way they don't like, if I make sense.

All details that are like unworthy and so rarely details that are good. Glorifying the bad before pushing the thing out to the bin. To the point where I begin to wonder. Do I really have bad tastes ? Do I have too simple needs to fill? Should I want more ?

So when I see other stuff that I could possibly enjoy, I am like. Hmmm well, how long before people would begin to trash it too ? Do I really want to get invested in something that will follow the same path as everything else that I enjoy ?

The same reason blocks me in writing/finishing my analysis. There are 3 of them rotting in my draft with edits I have made, things that I wanted to talk about, etc. So I put the smallest content. I try to avoid being too enthusiastic.

I am bit jealous that people can invest themselves in several fandoms. Jumping from turmoil to another. For me the transitioning phases look like more like me partying hard in silence. Then just giving up. Then I move on. And eventually pick up something new.

Why do I keep interest in things for so long each time ?! I am talking years there.

I still can't figure out if I am the problem, others are to me or if I just can't adapt to the fast pacing of fandoms.

I fell for someone new But she's just another girl that looks like you What's love if it's not true? It's just another girl that looks like you

The great thing about Revan and Malak as a ship is that the two of them get to experience the person they love warping into someone unrecognizable, either through force-corruption or memory loss.

Head empty, just thinking of that yes, Mitsuri is the first woman Obanai learns to love, but consider this; Shinobu being the first woman he respects.

Imagine Obanai still not a Hashira yet, going on a group mission with Shinobu leading and he's like "God how come she became a Hashira when she can't even behead a demon most girls in the corps are weak and they don't take this whole things seriously smh"

Then the demon comes and Shinobu only stabs him once and the effect is tremendous, leaving what was once a strong demon to be a writhing, agonizing creature choking for air as his skin turns dull and the scent of wisteria poison lingers in the air, almost like some kind of warning to other nearby demons.

And the unbothered look on her face? The absolute no hesitation??

Good leadership + able to remain composed + smart and strategic + doesn't let her weakness define her capabilities = worthy of respect.

Mitsuri is Obanai's first love, and Shinobu is his first lady friend that he actually genuinely respects and likes.

(bonus that Obanai would trash talk about Giyuu with Shinobu and she constantly shuts him up cause she wants to befriend Giyuu and Obanai has no freaking clue why and what she sees in him. Judging friend but with concern intent).

Ya know when you get some free time and gest euphoric because there are so many things you want to do, but you have to choose what, and you want to do everything but it's physically impossible XD

So many bunnydoll fics coming for bunnydoll writing week, so many i still didn't finish to read, the one I have to finish writing, so many drawing ideas, real books I want to finish aahhhhhhhhh

Manga Spoilers... And A Random Theory Of Mine ?

Eeee... I think this is Sakura family? I don't know, maybe my guess is wrong...

But if this true... then fuc*k them then, like... I don't know what to say, but it feels like... Sakura having social anxiety maybe because Sakura parents also play a role, I can't say a lot, because we don't know if this true or not.

But, I have a feeling that Sakura is also being rejected from his family, because he used to be alone before.

And, if his family really care, then at least Sakura not feeling alone before right? Even though the whole society reject him, but his family care for him, then... Sakura would at least knew how to "look up and face them", right?

Soo... maybe Sakura is not having a loving and care family? I don't know... this is just a random theory of mine...

Anyway... Sakura have a brother... wow... I didn't expect that... but from what I can see... Sakura's brother is having normal hair I guess.

Btw... sorry for the grammer mistakes and all... I'm not good at english... :"(

I'm finding surprising the popularity of 'Bruno is Mirabel's papa AU'

It's actually makes his actions way less sympathetic. Leaving your niece who has her parents is one thing. Leave your daughter all alone after probably the most traumatic experience in her life is another. Especially considering that most of 'Papa Bruno' AUs have Bruno as a single parent. So he just leaves her as an orphan. And five years old is enough to know that your tíos aren't your parents. Just what would Mirabel think if her dad dissapeared after she didn't get a gift?

I kind of wanna go back in time and convince Kurtwood Smith not to be in That 70s Show because otherwise his filmography was solid. I was recently thinking about how he did absolutely no films during the run of That 70s Show and how it sucks because he's a phenomenal film actor.

Hell, even when I got into him through Robocop over a year ago I was apprehensive about watching that sitcom. Also the weird behavior of the fandom puts me off.

At least I can still enjoy Michael Ironside and Peter Coyote. At least I hope so.

baby's first Marvel movie!!! (not counting Daredevil season 1, bc it's a series but I love it nonetheless)

I'm so excited!!!

Also, yes, I'm watching Captain America: The First Avenger (2011) while doing mathematics. I'm goofy like that (and yes I can multitask like this, been doing it for a decade now... still don't know how)

also, yes, that is a Robin (DC) little, lego figurine in the background, he keeps me safe and calm

Here she finally is! Well both of them actually cuz I wanted 2 give the random asf spider husband a redesign as well cuz he fr needed it.

The fact that they didn’t use them as some sort of a double enemy duo in the game which would’ve been more threatening and challenging since u gotta deal with both of these spidery spooks.

Also forgot 2 mention from my redesign post that I wanted ti add to the already existing concept in the game with the whole “making the toys life like” but “also add animal dna to make them more believable” but as in consequences that causes their inner feral animal 2 act out and attack anyone if feel threaten. :0

Also I reused MLL old design concept 4 this cuz it’s cute and mad they didn’t go 4 that and instead use the simple bland one.🧍‍♂️

From Sonic Movie 3 I wanna one thing: Shadow and Maria's backstory. Please, I need it... We need it.

People need to understand one thing: not all ships contain sexual content in its core. Sometimes simple romance and tenderness is enough for some ships, goddammit!

DDLC x Danganronpa.

Nagito — Sayori.

Yasuke — Natsuki.

Mukuro or Mikan — Yuri.

Junko — Monika.

Makoto — Player.

(maybe, Izuru — Protagonist... For me Protagonist ≠ Player in DDLC-)

Then, based on my ddlc's OTPs... Izuru/Nagito (Protagonist/Sayori), Yasuke/Mukuro or Yasuke/Mikan (Natsuki/Yuri) and Junko/Makoto (Monika/Player). Sounds funny.

BNHA Ch 387 spoilers

I'm really conflicted on this chapter. Like I'm happy that Rei is coming in to save them but at the same time - she's probably going to die.

Ok so Geten is related to Rei?!?!?! So cool! Also this opens up the question of just how many quirk marriages there were and just how common they were? And their effects on the families...

Also I have a lot of complicated feelings about Endeavour. I mean, he has definitely done some pretty fucked up things but at the same time, he's a pretty great hero. Although, seeing the consequences of his actions come back to bite him in the ass is satisfying, I'm worried over the effect his possible death will have on the rest of the Todorokis. Like I said - complicated.

Dabi developing Rei's quirk just as he's about to burn out is an interesting development. Kind of curious to see where this will go. He seems to have almost regressed to a younger age with everything that is going on. Or maybe that is just Endeavour's perspective and seeing Touya as he really was back then.

This chapter left me thinking there may actually be a chance at a Todoroki reunion. However, Natsuo and Fuyumi showing up on the battlefield may be a bit too dangerous and risky. But since Rei's there already (after making a dramatic appearance, Dabi really did get his performance skills from someone xD), they might also dain to appear.

Can't wait for next week's chapter.