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this is how life feels rn ⋆˙.

sorry i'm insane :( .*+

felt skinny even though i’m gaining weight 🙁

guess who’s back and posting again!! 😋

tw! ed

i’m grounded so i cant see my friends for a month and honestly the only thing i can think about is relapsing.. i’ve been in a recovery period but hhhhhhhhhh i’m so frustrated and i can’t even distract myself with people anymore :(

i miss sex lmao

the only downside to alcohol is the calories

this is just a bit of a dump on my life rn

i have a ball i’m attending tonight and i’m kinda nervous but at least my dress is cute!! plus the people i’m going with i’m not very close with so it’ll be pretty awkward aahhhhhh i mean at least ik i’ll look good but damn..

and this boy i like has been making me go absolutely insane, it’s like he wants me one minute and doesn’t the next and i’m literally ripping my hair out i’m so frustrated because i really want him but he just can’t go all in. he has reasons but i’m not settling for boys anymore, i want someone that needs me as much as i need them and tbh i feel like i deserve that much at least.

how long will it take me to find people that make me feel whole again, to find someone that loves me for all i am??

i’m sick of immature boys my age - i want an older guy.. 🙈

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when is it my turn to be loved unconditionally?

girlhood is becoming a professional bed rotter

just another one to me

i cant help but think i’m the problem? am i not pretty enough, skinny enough, funny enough? i’m sick of loving, needing, yearning for boys who don’t even give me the time of day.

everything in me wants to feel like this pic

and lose 6 kilos.. 🤍

i know i’m young.. but age is just a number, right?🎀

the worst feeling is watching your collarbones and ribs slowly fade away even through the scale is finally going down??? tbh that’s all the motivation i need.

depression is hitting like a load of bricks rn

i refuse to settle for someone that treats me like i’m just another option. i am so much more than that.

i’m tired of feeling like i’m fucking crazy

i’m tired of driving till u see stars in my eyes

all i’ve got to keep myself sane, baby

so i just ride, i just ride