69constellationsinatrenchcoat - misadventures of a queer disabled DID system
misadventures of a queer disabled DID system

No, there are not 69 of us but we are hiding in a trenchcoat.. medically recognised adult DID system studying to become a clinical psych. We are aware we make mistakes, we know we make mistakes, we're open to kind discussion!!!! 🇳🇿🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ Please remember, there is a person behind almost every post on the internet, including syscourse. Be kind.

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...uh My Bathroom Has Tiny Amounts Of Storage So It's On The Kitchen Bench In Two Locked Boxes Lol

...uh my bathroom has tiny amounts of storage so it's on the kitchen bench in two locked boxes lol

recently saw ppl discuss whether they put their medicines in a kitchen cabinet or a bathroom cabinet and i was shocked by the fact that many ppl said kitchen cabinet. so now i need you to reblog this and say where you keep yours

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my back hurts and i didn't even get it fucked out :’) how rude


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Does anyone have any suggestions for flying with a wheelchair, disabilities and a severe disassociative disorder (possibly flying international).

Literally anything welcome, if we're going I'm planning on taking noise cancelling headphones and my hidden disabilities lanyard, and making sure it's all in my booking info, but man am I scareddd

I keep hearing hell stories of people's wheelchairs getting absolutely battered, and broken in transit and I'm a little worried about mine 🫠 it's a folding manual model if that changes anything :)

Thanks in advance!


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About the account saying it's okay to post endos to syscringe. Even when I was anti endo (not anymore), that is one of the things I hated the most. I have been posted there and even in my most anti endo moments, I stood by the fact I would rather side with endos than fakeclaimers.

NOBODY deserves that. Those people are awful and terrible. Doesn't matter if someone believes endos aren't "real systems," they. do. not. deserve. that.

People like that are a big reason I left being an anti endo (among personal reasons and personal growth.) Fakeclaiming and posting endos because you think they "deserve it" is bs.

It just gets my blood boiling. Big reason I'm pro endo now. Don't care what you think, don't care what you believe, there are people behind those accounts. Even in my worst anti endo phase, I would never wish that on anyone. It is not cool to post them there. Cause it doesn't matter if they're an endo system or not, those two subreddits are so awful.

These are real people dealing with stuff and trying to live their lives and have their blogs. NOBODY deserves to be posted there to be mocked. And even if for some reason endos did "deserve it" (which they do NOT), it quickly slips into transphobia and many far worse issues than just fakeclaiming. Those people are absolutely awful. Not a single person deserves to be posted there no matter if they're a terrible person or if someone thinks endos "deserve it." Nobody deserves that. Endos do not deserve that. These are real people facing mockery and harassment and bullying just because you (general you at folks that do this bs) think they deserve it. That has just been so infuriating to me for months. Even in my anti endo phase, I would ALWAYS rather side with endos. Because they're not the ones fakeclaiming, being violently transphobic, and whatever other shit those damn subreddits do. They literally posted one of our vents once. Because they thought we were faking. Nobody deserves to be posted there and I will always fucking stand by that.

Blocked that account so fast when I saw that because no. Pretty sure that account had other issues we were upset over too, but can't remember.

And to everyone that has ever been posted and who may end up being posted, your experiences are real. If it helps you then that is what matters. You are believed and you will be supported. You can't unknowingly fake something. Your lived experiences cannot be dictated by a stranger. And I am so sorry if anyone has posted you there. I hope you have good things come your way. You matter and you are wonderful and you exist and affect so many people's lives in good ways even if you don't see it. <3

Just had to get that off my chest. I love you endos and fuck anyone that thinks you deserve to be posted there. Cause you do not.

KHFJDFHJ YES YES YES YYSSSSSSSSSSSSS <3 quite a few anti-endo accounts say that they're fine with endos being posted, forgetting that they're real people. I don't really care what you believe about the legitimacy of non-trauma sourced systems, posting anyone to that sub is unkind.

Being posted to that Subreddit is so unpleasant, no matter whether you are faking or not. Syscringe don't care whether someone has a professional diagnosis, or whether they're doing it for clout or whatever reason; it harms everyone, CDD systems, DID systems, undiagnosed systems, medically recognised systems, endo systems and anyone else — just please... don't post to that Subreddit.

The only way to stop those kinds of pages is to stop interacting with them; don't like, comment, upvote (I think that's what it's called on Reddit), or interact.


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NOOO, ALL MY IN BIO LINKS TO OTHER POSTS BROKE BECAUSE WE CHANGED OUR @ TO FIX A TYPOOOOo

NOOOO

hey William! this is going to be a longgg reply :)

( Lucky/☘️ wanted me to pass on her favourite dinosaur is the patagotatian - the largest dinosaur found to date! it's very similar to a diplodocus in shape and proportion...but 37m / 121 ft long..biiigg dino )

Our dreaming depends on the day! A lot of the time we'll see each other in dreams (and then remember them from our own perspectives), sometimes we'll have our own individual dreams that cater to our own interests/fears/wants, and sometimes we don't dream at all!

If we see each other, we'll appear as our inner world selves - Kaden's still blue haired and doe eyed, Eddie's still on bright sunflower themed mobility aids with clips in their hair, I'm still ginger with hair that tangles worse than a rat's nest.

I'm not sure about how the others find it, but I often lucid dream. Sometimes a bit like controlling an avatar in a video game in third or first person, but more often than not, I have full awareness of my body, I'm seeing out of my eyes and can feel/interact with the dream world...and sometimes even manipulate it! Last week I was having a very whacky dream about melting clocks (Salvador Dali moment) and yellow wallpaper.. and realised I didn't like it, so went to the wall, and opened a portal like hole back to bed and the dream stopped! 😆

When it comes to less nice dreams; flashbacks, bad memories, nightmares - flashbacks tend to happen to the alter who holds or experienced the event/s... But not always! Nightmares happen to all of us, we don't usually see each other in them and tend to cater to our fears or more extreme versions of our experiences.

Important dream locations often appear in our inner world.. there's a wacky waterpark in one of the forests from a childhood "cursed abandoned waterparks" phase (gotta love 2010s YouTube lol), that's been a very prominent location in some of our earlier dreams.

I do really enjoy it when we dream together - I don't think we've had more than six alters at a time though! They're especially nice when it's something cosy like cuddling or playing games with the kids!

I can't speak to anyone else's dreams (except when they've talked to me about it), but I do believe we have a very vivid internal and dream life..and the two often bleed into one another.

I hope this helps and you get some good replies <3

~Amber 🔥

ᯓᡣ𐭩.ᐟ ⊹ hi! one of our alters, william, has a question for other systems:

how do you guys experience dreams? does one alter do all the dreaming or do the others also join in?

for us, it’s mainly our host yj who does the dreaming, but sometimes he dreams of us too but we don’t remember the dream lolol

other times we dream all together ! last night we dreamed of drax from guardians of the galaxy and some old people playing golf in a yard hahaha

responses would be appreciated! thank youuu

P.S. what’s your favorite dinosaur if you have one? i love dinosaurs 🦕 i really like the apatosaurus because it’s gentle

- william (yj helped with typing)


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