MINOR!! ED TW here for support if you need♡this is a sort of journal + accountability for mei’ll try to be active!!5’5 sw:63kg cw:39kg
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Ok So Ive Managed To Fake Eat Some Stuff And Got Away With A Rlly Low Cal Dinner (basically Chicken Breast
ok so i’ve managed to fake eat some stuff and got away with a rlly low cal dinner (basically chicken breast and green beans) so rn my day total is at ~586 c4ls. it acc angers me sm that without the coke it woulda been closer to like 350 or smt ughh fml
my biggest fear literally just happened. i had a normal coke instead of a fucking coke zero. i fucking hate myself how could i be so blind and stupid??? that’s like over 200 extra cals. and i was doing so well today and was at only around 230 or smt idk. i fucking hate this. now i’m at 400 and something and im still gonna be forced to eat dinner and smt after. i need to find a way to get out of this ughhh
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my biggest fear literally just happened. i had a normal coke instead of a fucking coke zero. i fucking hate myself how could i be so blind and stupid??? that’s like over 200 extra cals. and i was doing so well today and was at only around 230 or smt idk. i fucking hate this. now i’m at 400 and something and im still gonna be forced to eat dinner and smt after. i need to find a way to get out of this ughhh
my first goal was to get a thigh gap. i told myself i would stop after that.
my second goal was to slim my face down. i told myself i would stop after that.
my third goal was to weigh less than 130 lbs. i told myself i would stop after that.
i’ve met all of those goals and i can’t stop. with each goal i reach, i have to go further. i won’t stop until i’m skin and bones, hanging on by a thread.