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was legit telling my mum i wish they made diet coke cinnamon flavour and literally found a whole litre bottle in tescos a few mins later!!! its fate omg

guys ‘following’ my meal plan and so far at 370 cals!!! by the end of the day, with what’s planned i should end on roughly 500-600cals i think😁

but tomorrow it’ll be way harder to keep everything low cal…wish me luck!!

i got my height measured. apparently i’m 164cm not 166😭 so im not 5’5’’ but 5’4’’ bruhh

ending the day at 510 kcal!!! thankfully i wasn’t forced to have another snack or ‘supper’ so yippeeee. even tho the cals r low, the amount is more than id usually eat but ig this way my parents feel im eating better and i feel im not going over a set number of cals even tho i have to estimate everything (not allowed to use food scale either🫠)

also since i don’t have a scale anymore (grrrr) i’ve started keeping track of my measurements which ig is apparently more accurate than a scale anyways

also i have a mock exam on tuesday. its the last time imma be able to see my friends for a bit💔. wish me luck on the exams tho!!!

it’s so ironic that one of my fav things to do is walk around grocery shops and look at the nutritional info like ‘omg only 35cal chicken soup wow’. like i don’t usually even buy anything (except my beautiful diet coke/zero and gum or smt) but i love doing it

even better if i was able to walk to and back from the store 😍

DAY 11!!!

idkkkkk. first off i love ALLLL my moots on here. but for my fav blogs not all of these r ‘th1nsp0’ blogs specifically but some of my favs r @justwater4meeeeee @canteatsblog @4nasangels @blueve1vet @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @honeysugarfree

on ~529 cals rn (overestimated everything tho) but still being pushed to have ‘supper’. i’ll try to only eat some of it so i shouldn’t go over 40 more cals. today has acc been alright so far but being made to acc eat 3 meals a day makes my stomach physically hurt sometimes. at least my parents bought me a redmi watch cuz im cooperating a bit😄 (i was meant to get it as a present in a few weeks but im getting it early)

im lowkey going crazy rn tho cuz i cant weigh myself

‘why is she so hung up on calories?? she’s so skinny a few extra cals won’t hurt. she’s being so extra’

how do you think i got this skinny in the first place??

the fact that one of my ‘friends’ was complaining behind my back abt how i always drink diet coke. like why does it even bother u sm????

DAY 12!!!!!

before i started being forced to ‘follow’ a meal plan id usually only eat stuff like rice cakes, egg whites, ramen (half the pack tho), tuna, shrimp, chicken breast, protein yogurt, fibre one bars (i switched to fibre now which is an off brand kinda bar but with EVEN LESS cals and MORE FIBRE) and fruits. stereotypical 4na stuff tbh😭

also the usual diet coke/zero, diet pepsi and diet dr pepper lol

but i also had recently started eating sweets like maoam pinballs and stuff cuz for some reason i don’t binge on sugary sweets??? like im cool w taking 2 skittles and not having any for the next few days😭 it’s pretty weird. like i have lots of left over sweets in portioned out bags thatve just been sitting in my wardrobe and i js don’t ever feel the need to eat them. ironic cuz at my hw i’d binge on bags of those same sweets almost everyday lmao

rn i’m still able to eat some of my usual foods

me randomly getting the motivation to pace around a room for ages js before bed after rotting rotting in bed in the dark the entire day😌

my biggest fear literally just happened. i had a normal coke instead of a fucking coke zero. i fucking hate myself how could i be so blind and stupid??? that’s like over 200 extra cals. and i was doing so well today and was at only around 230 or smt idk. i fucking hate this. now i’m at 400 and something and im still gonna be forced to eat dinner and smt after. i need to find a way to get out of this ughhh

ok so i’ve managed to fake eat some stuff and got away with a rlly low cal dinner (basically chicken breast and green beans) so rn my day total is at ~586 c4ls. it acc angers me sm that without the coke it woulda been closer to like 350 or smt ughh fml

my biggest fear literally just happened. i had a normal coke instead of a fucking coke zero. i fucking hate myself how could i be so blind and stupid??? that’s like over 200 extra cals. and i was doing so well today and was at only around 230 or smt idk. i fucking hate this. now i’m at 400 and something and im still gonna be forced to eat dinner and smt after. i need to find a way to get out of this ughhh

i think imma make a new rule to only eat infront of ppl. if no ones there then DIET coke or some other 0/low cal drink and gum🤗maybe a few safe foods here and there. imma try to stick w this unless i feel like imma di3 or some other reason is stopping me

also gonna restart doing daily yt workouts hopefully

using a fasting tracker app is such an underrated tip cuz once that timer starts i literally can’t eat anything. like i legit will not allow myself too cuz then im gonna have physical evidence that i have no self control (like imma have to actually admit and accept i broke my fast) which i js can’t have

it’s stopped sooooo many possible binges

‘you need to eat more or you’ll lose more weight’

🙃

thank you??

DAY 13!!!!

ngl unhealthy🫠 BUT it has come with some healthier habits and food choices so it’s not all bad ig…🙃

the feeling of hunger in the morning>>>>> it makes me feel so accomplished

crazy to think a few years ago i didn’t even really know my w3ight. like wdym i wasn’t always like this??

why does my mum keep on talking about how i’m gonna have to gain weight cuz im too skinny for her liking. for once in my life i actually like how certain parts of me look and you wanna make me fatter???

Satisfied my craving with seasoned stir fried lettuce.

Yummy ✓

Look like a meal ✓

Feel like a meal ✓

Under 100kcal ✓

Filling ✓