Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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I Included The Times He Asked Me Sarcastically. You Know, The Days Where He Thought I May Have Had A
I included the times he asked me sarcastically. You know, the days where he thought I may have had a day he would consider better than his.
I retrospect, even in the honeymoon stage, he was never too interested in finding out more about me.
Strange behaviour toward someone he professed to love.
Little things
You know, in the last 10 years I think I could count on one hand the number of times he asked me how my day was.
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There's just fragments of things I used to be and have borrowed from other people
a mess
To give you an idea about when my sex life was like with him, i had two days of what I can only describe as a full body exhale ( complete with tears, shakes and waves of unexplained exhaustion) when I realized that I could still have sex, but would never have to humour someone's request demand for anal again.
My chest still relaxes a bit every time I think "never again".
I had a flashback in the shower last night. I was able to tell her calmly that it was happening and she held me for a bit which seemed to help.
It was really manageable. Can't say they'll all be like that, but I call that progress.
My woman is worried about me. Apparently I've slipped down into another hole. That's unusual for the summer months. But here we are.
I have to wonder where I would be if he hadn't wrecked havoc on me physically and mentally. I wonder how much of my brain scramble was mine to begin with