To Be Human Series Masterlist

To Be Human – Series Masterlist

Pairing: Firefighter!Dean Winchester x Reporter!Reader

Series Summary: Dean and Y/N have been best friends and inseparable since they were kindergartners, leading somewhat boringly normal lives in Lawrence City, Kansas. Now all grown up, Dean is working as a firefighter and Y/N as a reporter until one fateful night changes not only their lives but also their friendship forever.

Series Warnings: +18!!!, Firefighter/Superhero AU, strong language, friends to lovers, slow burn, intense mutual pining, fluff, a whole lotta angst, some crack too, acquiring superpowers, injuries as well as inaccurate medical and scientific talk, eventual smut & tons of smutty thoughts, more individual warnings in chapters

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Life for Rent - Masterlist

​Pairing: Mobster!Dean Winchester x Escort!Reader

Universe: AU

Summary: Y/N can be anyone for a price. Her life is ruled by contracts, men and money. It’s all she knows; countless identities, seedy clients, and strict regulations. She has to obey the rules, but her past is full of secrets and her future is resting in the wrong hands. But will her next client be the same as the rest?

Rating: 18+

Warnings: No minors to read this please. Each chapter will heed it’s own individual warnings but I will mention now that it will be a slow burn fic and there will be smut, angst, gritty subjects, violence and more smut. So please be 18 + to read this…

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Total Word Count:  161,417.

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Preview

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five  

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven    

Chapter Eight  

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten  

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen  

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty One  

Chapter Twenty Two

Chapter Twenty Three

Chapter Twenty Four

Chapter Twenty Five

Chapter Twenty Six  

Chapter Twenty Seven

Chapter Twenty Eight

Chapter Twenty Nine

Chapter Thirty

Epilogue

An Actress Life - Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Warning: smut

Word count: 1,277 words

1 hour later...

The event has ended and you three are on your way to your apartment. Even some celebrities have wished you luck, you were kinda surprised about that. You arrive at your apartment some time later and enter it with the two men. You look at your phone and see 20 missed calls from Gen and 10 missed calls from your family.

Family group chat:

Mom: Oh my god, you two are back together? Call me! 

Your sister: So happy for you!

Your cousin: CALL US! 

"Guys I'm gonna call Gen." Jared says with a smile and goes into the kitchen. "Okay." You say with nod.

"I always knew your family loves me." Jensen says playfully, gazing at your phone with a smile.

"You should call them and put them on speaker." He says with a happy smile, making you laugh. 

You dial your mom's phone number and just after two rings she picks up, feeling excited for the two of you. "Kurwa, we're so happy for you two." 

"Thank you." Jensen says laughing. 

"Oh hey Jensen, how are you?" 

"Pretty good, how are you?" "Thanks, fine." 

"Nice to hear that." Jensen says softly.

Jared comes back after a few minutes. "Y/n/n, Gen wants to talk to you.""Mum, just keep talking to Jensen, I'll be right back." You tell your mom and hand Jensen your phone before looking at Jared with a smile. He gives you the phone and you walk inside the kitchen.

"Gen?" She screams into the phone and you hold the phone away from your ear. "Oh my God. you have to tell me everything." She exclaims happily. You laugh slightly and shake your head before you tell her the whole story about you two getting back together, starting with the day you arrived on set. 

"I hope you told him the truth that you felt the same way." She interrupts you. "Of course I did. After that we got emotional and I even started crying, then he kissed me and asked me if we could try again. And I said yes, here we are." You say with a small laugh. 

"Jared told you why we wanted to make you the godparents, didn't he?" She asks with a raised eyebrow even though she knew, you wouldn't be able to see it. "Yeah he told me, I hope you didn't choose us only to get us back together?" You asked with a quiet sigh.  "Of course not, we chose you and J because you are my best friend, J is the best friend of Jared." "Awww, I love you Gen."

"I love you too, y/n/n." You smile to yourself. 

"How are Shep and you doing?" "Pretty good, but I miss you guys." "I miss you too." "I hope you will visit us." "Maybe next week, because we will be in Austin, entering the wedding of my manager." "I would be really happy about that, if you two stop by." She says softly. "Me too." "Okay, have fun, see you next week hopefully." "Thank you, love you." "I love you too." You smile before hanging up. You walk into the living room again handing Jared his phone back before plopping down on the couch. 

"I caught up with the whole...love thingy with you and Jensen." Jared says gesturing his hands at you and Jensen. Jensen rolls his eyes playfully as you just laugh before Jensen looks at you. 

"Y/n/n, now my mum wanna talk to you." Jensen says with a laugh a moment later, giving you his phone. "Hey Donna." "So nice to hear from you, y/n." "I am glad you two are back together." His father yells in the backround. "Yeah,me too." You say with a happy smile. "When will you two come for dinner?" His father asks. "Maybe next week, if that's okay." "Of course,  it's okay, so happy to see you again." His dad tells you. "Me too." "Okay, bye. See you next week." 

You hang up and give Jensen his phone back, smiling happily at him. You feel so relieved. 

"Your parents want us to come for dinner,when we are in Austin next week." "Your parents too." He says  with a small laugh. "And Gen also wants us to visit her and Jared." "I hope you will." Jared says with a raised eyebrow. "Of course." Jensen tells his best friend. 

"Y/n/n, I heard you were scared of my reaction." you blush. "Yes, because of that fight we had. You were really angry with me and disappointed, so I thought you wouldn't be too happy." He gives you a small smile before scooting over to you and pulling you into a hug. "I am so sorry, about what I've said." "You were just being honest." You say softly and Jared sighs softly, "I know, but I could've said it nice tho." He says honestly and you nod. "It's fine, really." You say softly and he smiles at you as he pulls away from the hug. 

You all hang out for the rest of the night before it's time for Jared to go home. "Its getting late, I'll leave." Jared says softly and hugs you and Jensen. "Take care." You say softly. "You too. See you next week." Jared tells you before he leaves. "What did my mum tell you?" You ask Jensen. "That she is really happy about that we are back together and that I am her dream son-in-law." He says with a huge grin and laugh. You roll your eyes, "she'll always love you more than me." You say playfully, making him laugh before he cups your face and leans in to kiss you, you both smile into the kiss.

"Now we dont have to hide from anything anymore." He says. "Yeah, finally." You say as you walk into the bedroom to get changed and try to get your dress off. "Can you please unzip that dress?" You ask loudly from the bedroom. He  opens the door with a smile. While he unzips your dress he can't help, but kiss your neck gently, making you lean into him. "You look so good in this dress." He whispers into your ear. You hum with closed eyes. He looks at you through the mirror biting your neck gently, "I don't think I want a taste anymore, I think I want my dinner now." He breathes into your ear, making shivers run down your neck. 

You opens your eyes and look at him through the mirror, seeing the lust in his eyes as you turn your head slightly. He doesn't waste any second before crashing his lips onto yours kissing you hungrily as he pulls the dress down, leaving you just in panties in front of him. He groped your breasts as he kisses you hungrily, making you sigh at the feeling while he gently pushes you on the bed. 

He kisses your neck, then your breasts and takes your left breast into his left hand, squeezing firmly. He takes your nipple into his mouth and starts licking your right nipple. You moan and arch your back. He kisses down your belly and reaches your panties, pulling it down your legs. You sit up and kiss him, when he comes back up. You unbutton his grey shirt and shove it off his shoulders . 

You look at his abs and bite your lip as you admire him. You make eye contact with him and he pulls you in for a heated and passionate kiss. You unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down his perfect shaped bow legs.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 13

Chapter 13

warnings: rape, language 

word count: 2,016 words

"We should undress you." He tells her softly. "Are you okay with that?" He asks her softly and she nods. "O-Okay." She says and Jensen starts taking her shoes off. When he wants to takes her dress off she backs away and he nods in understanding. He takes his button up off and his t-shirt too before giving his shirt to her. She takes it with a shy smiles before taking it on, after pulling her dress down her legs. She lies down on the bed as Jensen takes his slacks off and lies down next to her. 

He pulls her into his arms and she snuggles into his chest. Jensen rubs her arm gently, "You're safe." He whispers softly and kisses her forehead. 

"Thank you." She whispers, before they doze off to sleep. 

The next morning when Jensen wakes up, Y/N is still asleep as he climbs out of bed and takes his slacks on, before leaving the room to call Gen. He tells Gen everything that has happened the day before. He feels so helpless and clueless about what happened. He doesn't know, how to help or make her feel better, but Gen tells him, all Y/N needs is him to be there for her. Jensen thanks her and walks back inside the room he shares with Y/N. 

He smiles at the sleeping form of her, at least in her sleep she looks peacefully. When closes the door of the room, Y/N slowly stirs awake and Jensen smiles lovingly at her as he sits down on the bed next to her.  "Good morning." He whispers softly and kisses her head as she snuggles into his side. He rubs her arms gently smiling at her, but frowns as he notices the dark bruises her wrist carries. "Are you okay?" He asks her softly as he looks at her wrist and she quickly covers it with the blanket. She nods and Jensen can look right through her lie, but doesn't say anything. 

She gives him a small smile and disappears into the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror, gripping the sink tightly as she feels herself tear up. She feels disgusted by just looking at herself. She's so thankful, that she's found a moment, where she could free herself from him. She's never seen Jensen hit someone and he's only done that because of her. She washes her face and dries it with the towel, before taking her dress on she's taken with her inside the bathroom.

Y/N walks out of the bathroom and returns Jensen's T-Shirt, she's been wearing the night before. Jensen gives her a smile and she returns it slightly.

She walks back into the bathroom and closes the door. She lean against the door  and takes a deep breath. You got this. You're safe with Jensen. 

Jensen knocks on the door, "You okay. Y/N/N?" He asks you softly. "Yeah." She tells him, lying to him and herself. She walks out of the bathroom a moment later. Jensen is still in front of the bathroom and places his hands on her shoulder. "Talk to me baby." He says softly and she starts sobbing as he pulls her into his arms. He hushes her softly and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. 

He cups her cheek gently and when he looks at her, she looks away. "None of what happened yesterday is your fault, you hear me?" He says softly. She nods as she still sobs. When she looks up at him, he notices how broken she looks. The shine he loves to see in a her eyes seems gone. 

Few hours later...

Y/N and Jensen have been home for quite some time. During the drive home, they haven't talked a lot nor did they when they've got home. Y/N has disappeared into bathroom for about an hour to shower, trying to wash off Matt's dirty hands and touches. Jensen's felt devastated, because he hates seeing the woman he loves so hurt and broken. He thinks for now, he should give her some space, because she doesn't want to talk and he has to accept that. 

She's curled up on the couch in the living room, watching Jane the Virgin, trying to distract herself from the events from yesterday. 

The doorbell rings and she gets off the couch to answer the door. "I'll get the door." She yells. "Fine." Jensen yells from his office. She opens the door, surprised to see Gen. "Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks in confusion and Gen just walks past her. "We'll see us in a few hours." Y/N tells Gen. 

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." 

The two of them walk into the living room and sit on the couch."About what do you wanna talk?" She asks her curiously. 

"I know what happened last night." She tells you with a small sigh and smile, pulling you into a tight hug.. "I'm so sorry." Gen whispers. Seems like Jensen told her. Great. "It's okay." She lies. Gen sighs softly as she pulls away from Y/N. "Y/N, don't lie to me, I can see through your mask." Gen tells her softly and Y/N looks away from her, chewing on her lip. 

"I'm gonna kick his ass, I mean Jared will." She says playfully, laughing slightly and trying to cheer you up. "I'm just thankful, that I freed myself and that Jensen was there." She says as she feels herself teat up again and Gen hugs her close. When she is around Y/N just feels comfortable, she can be herself around Gen and just let her feeling and emotions free. Y/N tells Gen, how she went to the restroom and Matt followed her. 

"What a son of a bitch," she says angrily and shocked. "How can a man do something like this to a woman you've been with, I cannot understand that." She says as Jensen enters the living room. "Hey Gen, thanks for coming." They hug. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." Jensen says. "No, stay." Y/N tells Jensen and he nods with a small smile, sitting down next to her. 

"Y/n/n, you have to talk about what has happened. I know it hurts, but you have to." Gen starts and she looks at Jensen. "I'm- we are always there for you." He says and Y/N nods. She tells them everything what has happened in details, when she finishes, she sobs so hard. Jensen looks hurt, angrily and sorry for her at the same time.

"This fucking son of a bitch, how could he wait for a moment like this? Just to get you to sleep with him?! I can't believe that!" Jensen exclaim in anger.  "Jensen chill out." Gen says softly, while Y/N is still crying. She feels so much better, after telling them what exactly happened. "Thank you guys." She sniffles with puffy red eyes. "For what?" Gen asks confused. 

"For everything, for always being there when I need you, for being by my side and having my back all the time." Gen kisses Y/N's cheek. "You're my best friend and I-I love you. Of course I am always there for you and have your back. Like you always got mine." She says hugging her. She stands up a moment later and smiled at them. 

"But now I gotta go and prepare everything for the BBQ." She says goodbye to Y/N and Jensen and leaves. Y/N sits down on the couch and continues watching 'Jane the Virgin'. Jensen sits down next to her. She looks at him with a small smile. He puts his arm around her and she snuggles into his chest. He kisses her head gently. 

"We don't have to go to this BBQ, Jared and Gen would understand." Jensen tells her softly and she knows, he means well. "I know, but I need to be around the people I love." She tells him and he smiles. She really needs the distraction from that what has happened last night. She doesn't want to think about what happened too much. 

"You are around me." He says playfully with a smile, she rolls her eyes playfully, smiling slightly and playfully hit his chest. "Jensen you know how I meant that." "I just wanted to see you smile." He says softly. 

"I love you, you know that?" She says with a smile. 

"I know." He says softly and kisses her. He deepens the kiss and kisses her more passionately until she pulls away, because she knows where it ends. 

"Jay, I-I can't do this." She says and gets up. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks in concern and gets up as well to pull you in a hug, but she backs off.

"No, it's just- I just feel so disgusting and dirty. I'm sorry." "I am sorry, you have no reason to apologize. I guess, I rushed a bit." He is about to leave her, but she stops him. "Jensen, it's not your fault. I-I'm so sorry that I am so different towards you, you don't deserve this. But he broke something inside me and I don't know what. When I think about Sex it was always something enjoyable but now? It's something I'm afraid of because of him. I'm so sorry. 

I love you, but I don't feel ready." She says and walks into the kitchen. 

He follows her and reaches for her wrist gently. "I know, we just had sex yesterday." 

Wait, did he really just said that? 

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Is this all about sex?!" She almost yells at him.

"You're just thinking about sex right now?! Seriously?!" She adds. "No no no, I-I didn't mean it like that, I-I meant-" He stutters.

"How did you mean it then? That you're just thinking of sex?! Getting your dick wet, that's what's important now?!" She yells at him, feeling every kind of emotion right now, but disappointed is probably the strongest emotion she's feeling.

"No! I didn't even have a chance to to speak out!" Now he starts raising his voice. 

"Then speak out!" She yells at him. 

"What I meant, was that many things have changed in than less 20 hours. And it breaks my heart to see you this way. And I'm so sorry I rushed it, I-I'm...I-I'm really sorry." 

This incident definitely changed something between her and Jensen, although she knows he would never force her to do anything against her will. She doesn't know, if she'd enjoy sleeping with him. It feels so much different, just thinking about it. She sighs, still feeling angry with him, even though she knows how he meant it. 

Everything seemed perfect, then that shit happened to them. She also knows, what came out of his mouth was meant different, than it has sounded. When she looks up at Jensen, she sees the guilt and pain he's feeling right now and she also feels sorry about going off at him like that. 

"I know, you're really sorry and I know you didn't mean that. Yesterday, everything seemed so perfect with you. But today nearly everything is changed, I know he didn't rape me, but that he tried. I'm so thankful that you were there, but now when I think about sleeping with you it feels different." She tells him, barely looking at him. 

Jensen walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. "I hope you know, that i didn't mean it like that. All of that, just because of him. I would never force you to have sex with me, when you don't want that, never. It hurt's to see you like that, because you're the person who love to be happy and have fun, but that person seems lost somewhere inside you." He tells her quietly. She hugs him close as they both tear up, holding onto each other.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Warnings: none

Word count: 1,152 words

Jensen knocks on the doorframe and you look at him with a small smile. He walks over to you and looks you in the eyes, in his eyes you can see pain, anger and concern. He pulls you into a tight hug and kisses your forehead gently.

"I don't care, what they're saying about you. I love you no matter what." He says softly and honestly.

"I love you too." You say looking up at him with a small smile and red and puffy eyes.

He leans down and gives you a gentle peck on the lips before brushing your hair out of your face. "But now let's have a cold breakfast." He says with a laugh trying to lighten up the mood. You let out a small laugh and get up with him, walking back inside the kitchen. 

"What did Gen tell you that your mood got so much better than like it was moments ago?" He asks curiously and you shrug with a smile. "She just knows how to make me feel better." You tell him. 

A few weeks later...

The last few weeks have passed really quickly and the comments of the people have calmed down too. There still have been mean and hateful comments, but you decided to ignore them. You guys finished shooting for the season and go on break. Jensen and you have decided to stay at his house in Austin for the time. 

Right now you are waiting for your flight to Austin, Texas. Then a fan approaches you asking to take a picture with Jensen after that, they've taken the picture, the fan calls you a bitch and you sit there in shock, bot knowing what to say or how to react. 

"What's your problem? You come here to call my girlfriend a bitch? You're not even a real fan if you're acting that way. Don't you have any respect?" He asks angrily, still in a normal tone, and the fan looks shocked, swallowing hard at how Jensen has reacted.  The fan disappear with wide eyes walking back to the people she's there. "Babe, I'm so sorry." Jensen tells you softly taking your hand in his and squeezing it gently. 

"It's not your fault." You say with a weak smile, feeling horribly and also overwhelmed for hearing something like that in real life. "Flight 678912." The airport calls out. "C'mon, our flight back home." You say to change the topic. Gen told you to be confident and strong, you remind yourself, but it doesn't seem to help right now. You enter the plane and go to your seats. "Misha?" Jensen asks confused. "Oh, hey guys." Misha says with a smile. "What are you doing in a plane to Austin?" Jensen asks curiously. "Ehmm..." "Because Gen and Jared have a barbecue tomorrow, you forgot about that?" You ask Jensen and save Misha, smiling at them. 

You want to throw a birthday party for Jensen and Misha and everyone will be there. 

"Oh yes." Jensen says laughing. By the way Gen and Jared really have a barbecue tomorrow. 

Today is the wedding of Ed, it's really an advantage that the marries so late that day. Jensen puts his arm around your shoulders, so that you can lay your head on his shoulders, because you're pretty tired since you didn't sleep so much that night. You were busy packing your suitcase and making sure you got everything. 

4 hours later...

"Babe, wake up we are landing." Jensen wakes you up  gently, causing you to whine slightly. You rub your eyes and give him a tired smile. You get out of your seats and go to the station where you get the baggage. You get your things and walk outside where Gen and Jared are waiting for you to pick up. 

"Hey you two." You say hugging both of them, with a smile before Jensen and Misha do the same. "Where is lil Shep?" You ask with a huge smile. "Sleeping at home." "Sad to hear, I wanted to see him." You say with a pout. "You will see him tomorrow, but now we will get you home." Gen tells you softly. You nod with a slight pout. Jensen, Misha and you get in the car.

20 minutes later...

"Thanks for picking us up." You say gratefully. "No problem." Jared says smiling. You and Jensen take your suitcases out and Jared and Gen drive away.

"Keys?" You asks and Jensen gives you the keys before you walk to the door and unlock it. When you open it, you see a lot of rose petals. "How did you do that?" You say with a huge smile. "Not me, but Gen." He tell you. You enter the house and he closes the door behind you. 

"Y/n/n, do you want to move in? Again?" He asks hesitantly with a shy smile. "I know you have an apartment just 20 minutes from here but I-" 

"Of course I want to move in. Again." You interrupt him laughing, smiling lovingly. "Really?" He asks kind of surprised and you nod. He kisses you lovingly, both of you smiling into the kiss.

"I love you." He says between the kisses. 

"I love you too." He kisses you again with more passion, but you stop him, smiling lovingly at him. 

"We should get ready for the wedding." You say softly patting his chest. 

"But I wanna do some other things." He says with a pout and starts kissing your neck. "Jensen stop." You say giggling. He pouts at you and squeezes your ass gently before pulling away. 

You take your suitcases upstairs to the bedroom, while you walks upstairs, Jensen slaps your ass playfully. You giggle and shake your head before opening your suitcases to look for your dress. Then you walk inside the bathroom and realise, nothing has changed. It makes you smile. 

It's a bit weird to move in for the second time, but you can live with that. Jensen's home has always been more home than the apartment you have 20 minutes away. You get out of your clothes putting them into the laundry basket, since you sweated duding travelling. Jensen walks inside the bathroom grinning widely, when he sees you naked. You turn around and blush slightly at the way he's observing you. He bites his lip, when you see him checking you out. You turn the water on and get in the shower. 

"I'm gonna take a shower, you wanna join?" You ask him softly a moment later. "Yes." He says almost immediately and takes his clothes off to join you. 

You wash your hair and he does the same with his hair. You wash the rest of your body, until he stops you. "I want to do this." He says with a smile and washes your whole body. You close your eyes, enjoying how he touches your body.

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