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I Feel A Strong And Sharp Energy Flow Through My Brain

I feel a strong and sharp energy flow through my brain

That quickly opens my tired eyes and Iā€™m awake again

I must think about all the people I could be hugging tonight

If it hadnā€™t been for me, disappearing from their lives

I swallow the pain and it goes back to my brain

And to avoid for the loop to endlessly repeat itself

I tell myself, that Iā€™m ok

That I have to be alright

And finally, I fall asleep with all my muscles tense as fuck

I Feel A Strong And Sharp Energy Flow Through My Brain

Part of my poem ā€œLonely nights thinking about hugsā€ which is about physical and emotional loneliness :)

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6 months ago

must be freeing to run away

leave everything behind, forget

let the pouring rain fall over

as i stay under it, dancing

lay on a huge field of thin grass

not worry about bugs or snakes

wear a white sundress and sunscreen

no collateral damages

i sometimes daydream about it

imagine me as a dancer

what i always wanted to be

but never actually pursued

i'll just watch the birds fly away

thinking: if i wish hard enough

maybe i'll become one of them