My Journey Into Occult Science

My journey into occult science

1. i was extremely perceptive of others' emotions and thoughts since a young age. i somehow always knew what others were thinking/feeling

2. lifelong paranormal experiences. i used to be scared of ghosts until i finally realized that something deeper was going on. as far as my memory goes, i have always "felt" some paranormal experiences

3. i started browsing psychic and oracle related content at age 12/13

4. started reading astrology since age 15/16

5. started reading vedic astrology since age 19/20

6. started doing witchy things unknowingly (burning papers, handmade tarot cards) since 2020/21

7. i am very strong in manifestation department. since childhood, i somehow "always knew that if it is deep within my heart, this will come true"

8. i have a heavy 8th house. i always knew "that my life transforms and i become a new person with new lifestyle, new hobbies, new personality, new social circle, new stage of life". this was before i had actually read astrology.

9. i started browsing more and more things that turned out to be spiritual in nature

10. my intuition and "pull towards" occult science is finally here.

I have accepted that this is my life path. I was born for this. All the dots, coincidences, innocent acts all connected to occult. I WAS BORN FOR THIS!

External validation sucks.

VENUS IN 8TH HOUSE/VENUS IN SCORPIO/MOON IN 8TH HOUSE HEALING AND WAY FORWARD

1. A lot has been said and written about venus/moon in 8th house and how their feelings are intense, deep, stormy and they feel the highest of highs and lowest of lows. 8th house venus and moon also give obsessive tendencies, addictive personality and issues with subconscious expectations. 8th house is the house of transformations and identity changes. So, you will NEVER feel at ease if you have your venus and moon in 8th house. Period.

2. If you are self aware and notice your own actions, you would know how USELESS it is to act on your feelings. Feelings are like clouds, they pass, you are not your feelings. But since our feelings are so intense, we cannot distinguish between facts and feelings. So, are we destined for a life of obsessions, repeated toxic behaviours and living at the mercy of 8th house?

No.

3. After healing from my 8th house antardasha, I have been contemplating a lot on the nature of love and romance. Since my emotions are intense, I cannot think rationally when it comes to relationships. And honestly, girls... men are not worth the effort! Seriously! Men are not worth the "effort". I repeat, men are not worth the effort, no matter what the media tells you. This doesnt mean you have to be "strong independent girl who needs no man". NO! You have to figure out what you want/need from a man and be very very clear about it. For example, I need financial security, I need exclusivity, I need social status. I want empathy, I want good conversations, I want good sex. Remember - I am not referring to normie placements lol, I am referring to MOON/VENUS IN 8TH house placements - INTENSE EMOTIONS.

4. For girls who have venus or moon in 8th house or scorpio sign, a very good idea is to devote significant time to spirituality! Be a polymath and learn a lot of things! Read books and have 100s of hobbies! Read about Buddhism, there are millions of websites on internet who will tell you all about our emotions and feelings and how to tackle them like a Buddhist monk!

5. If you are tired of intense, confusing, abusive, obsessive tendencies, devote yourself to spirituality. Do yoga. Read about Buddhism, Advaita Vedanta. Read world mythology. Read about occult, do tarot, read articles and posts on astrology. Have 100s of hobbies (sketchbook, plants, animal welfare, collect items, read books, manifestation, writing, journaling is a must for ALL THE INTENSE GIRLS GANG, paint), put your energy out there with your hands, use your hands. Make yourself a priority. You dont have to follow the rules of movies/media/novels/society because you are an INTENSE LADY so you need personal rules that suit your personality. I hope this makes sense.

6. Scorpio sign and 8th house are spiritual powerhouse. They are shortcuts to spiritual progress. If you learn to master the 8th house, you can get free boosts in your spiritual journey. We are born as humans to attain enlightenment and escape the cycle of death and birth. Anyone who has been through the transit of 8th house knows how it takes everything from you and forces you to build something new. It can take your personality, your job, your marriage, your health, your savings AND it forces you to make a new personality, start a new career path, get into a new relationship, start saving again, changes your health status. It is like the death of your old persona and birth of a new YOU.

7. Venus in 8th house/scorpio sign girls have a natural charm and magnetism. Even if they sit like a panda, people will still be attracted to them. So you need not worry about keeping your man, because you're a literal magnet. But you must learn to redirect your energy to yourself. Instead of wasting your free time on internet or men, just sit down and meditate. This will enhance your intuition. It will give you spiritual insights. It will open portals to the secrets of life.

SPIRITUALITY is the name of the game. Thanks for reading.

MOON IN 8TH HOUSE/VENUS IN 8TH HOUSE HEALING 🎇🌕

1. If you have either of these placements, you would know how intense your feelings are. I have both of these placements and I have BPD. 8th house represents (in my understanding): mysteries, unpredictability, psychological destruction and rebirth, everything hidden, shocking, life transforming, challenging, losing everything and beginning again. This is a very challenging house.

2. After healing, the first thing I noticed was that I became gravitated towards 9th house subjects like philosophy, religion, spirituality, learning, higher education, studying, meaning of life, higher wisdom, divine power.

3. I also let go of all my bad habits easily: no more porn, no more binge eating, no more toxic behaviours, no more mindless entertainment.

4. I have become a very private person and spend most of my time in loneliness. Majority of my planets are connected to the 8th house or aspected by 8th house; once I internalized that my life is going to have the themes of 8th house, I surrendered to the higher forces and stopped resisting.

5. I am very spiritual and religious. I read about all religions. I was atheist/agnostic for a long time but then I switched to religion on my own. I dont have a guru. I research and figure out everything on my own.

6. My intuition is my friend. I am very intuitive and the calmer I am the clearer my intuition is. I do feel lack of friends and loneliness but I will not trade my natural gifts with any number of friends.

7. One major thing you should remember about 8th house is: LOSS. Loss of everything you have built. Loss of your life. Loss of your possessions. Loss of your body. Loss of everything that you hold dear. loss of everything. Death is the biggest loss. 8th house represents death. It is a very scary and painful house.

This is all for now.

Is it just me or does 8th house moon give a very complicated psychology? I have moon in 8th house Gemini and I feel like I am going crazy.

1. My psychology is so complicated. I feel like i am always submerged under water. Like I am not in this world but some other world. I came back to this world in snaps and see what people around me are doing with their lives. It feels frustrating.

2. I am very unstable. There is like psychological pain in my head. it makes it hard for me to study and function. I sleep a lot. And after I wake up I feel like my whole personality has changed.

3. My personality "shifts" everyday. I feel like a new person everyday. I am very forgetful. If I set goals, values, ideas for myself today, I will forget them tomorrow and will need to recall everything again and again.

4. I dont have a stable sense of self. I forget who I am. I just forget who I am and what i stand for. My mind just blanks out. This is different from a zen like state.

5. Occult comes naturally to me. there is strange familiarity and homely feeling when i read astrology and occult. but I am going crazy because I have a real life too.

6. I have lack of object constancy. But I can deal with it now.

How is it that I read astrology as per vedic methodolgy but western interpretation of the planetary placements applies accurately to vedic too? Don't planets change their houses + signs when you make a tropical chart?