Ok I Know I Leave Some Comments For You OP But I Want To Repost And Add My Thoughts, Hope It Doesn't

Ok I know I leave some comments for you OP but I want to repost and add my thoughts, hope it doesn't bother

Endos, pro endos and anti endos, all the three sin of the same mistake and that's the problem with all this syscourse thing, no one is winning, no one can win, it's about making all the whole community into a fight of stances and this is the shit that happens because of it

"What's the shit that you're talking about?"

People being excluded because they don't share the same specific mindset, the system community forcing people to choose a side from syscourse and shit like that, that's the shit I'm talking about, making the system community a endo syscourse one

Tag things as you want, don't include stances or things that doesn't fit you in tags, interact with the tags you like most, use the tags that describe you... It's so bad to see that syscourse makes the tags a problem and distressing

The system, no, the syscourse community is really toxic and shitty, you can't find a good place there, you might think that you can feel understood, like you're ok with them and similar things, but most of the time you're just hurting yourself by engaging with things that upset you and making you part of a discussion that will never stop, it can make you end up worts actually, doesn't matter what side of syscourse you are

Syscourse spaces are very exclusionist, I tell this from experience, and most of the time you'll only see hate, stress and problems, that's what I don't like the system community, I don't like the endo syscourse, I don't like how syscourse now it's a requirement for the system community... That's why I'm not part of it, I don't consider like that, but for content purposes I have to tag it like that tho I'm not

Honestly the best people you'll find in this community are:

The ones who are NOT into syscourse, or if they are they put "neu" because they don't want to deal with

People who don't make their stance their whole personality and put it everywhere

The real good people you'll find are not in the syscourse part of the community, because they can be very double moral and shitty the moment you don't align perfectly with their mind sent

For example me, I'm not anti endos but I don't believe that endo systems are a thing and I don't want them interact, my stance is very complex and yet I've been attacked and exclude from all parts of syscourse, that's why I don't have a syscourse stance public anymore

If you're not breaking boundaries interact with who you want, use the tags you want and don't enter syscourse for your own sake

The good people won't be caring about your syscourse stance

The feeling when interacting with both sides (endos and anti endos) and seeing the bad and good sides of both (both harass people, both can go out of their way to avoid dnis, but also both can bring people closer together, both can post silly fun things, the majority of antis are normally people traumatized by endos fakeclaiming them, harassing them, most antis Do Not go about harassing people. Most endos/pro-endos are trying to be nice, most dont go out of their way to harass people, most don’t agree with those who harass people, most are just living their lives)

Then feeling bad when tagging stuff because I never know what to tag it with because I don’t know which side to choose ;-;

I say I lean anti because of trauma, but as long as people are nice I’m ok to live and let live.

That fucking stupid pwCDD is making me crazy, the obsessed seems to be another one (them)

Bro not only thinks he's the center of the world or some shit like that but he don't leave me and my things fucking alone, damn

I thought the problem would end with the spanish community but now he encountered my tumblrs blogs in english??? AND HE TRIED INFILTRATING TO THE SILLYCORD SERVER???

Fucking god someone make them stop he's freaking me out 💀

And if you perhaps see this, hello, stop entering my spaces and thinking you're like the center of the world or shit like that, idk why you even needed to enter, exit agan enter and exit the server, what's wrong with you???

That moment where you come to front because the host is not so you your brothers discover the reason you formed at

This is kinda cool for us, we get that splitting is shit but we were fucking blank fragments who now have a purpose that's cool???

Awesome, making me and my siblings our profiles and such

Do you want to see some intros from us?? We're kinda attached to Tumblr so we don't mind that at all, we might be the first intros, and maybe the only intros, here in our main blog lmao

Still loving your headmates while still not wanting DID can absolutely co-exist btw

Someone had the nerves to accuse our co-host of romanticizing DID all bc he vented about not wanting DID while still mentioning he still loves us despite it bc he didn't want us to see it and feel like we were hated

I'm surprised it only took one day in the silly systems discord server to happen a problem, I was expecting one in like... a week or something ???

The thing is, good think they left, and if they unfollow me it's better for me, I don't want people like them following my blog

The funniest thing is that in the questions of verification AND the rules it was stated "no serious topics discussion this is a silly server" and the user get super mad and decided we all suck because we stop them because they were breaking the rules... LMAO???

Ask game nomnom, for those who want to answer them yippie: ⭐🌜🌿🍉🧭

Here's the ask game link

Brainmade questions answered by the Blumberg subsys, introject questions answered by the Arachnid subsys, headspace + discovery questions answered by Josevosky

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Brainmade:

⭐ - Do you have a "theme song", or a song you think describes you?

"Cats on Mars" & "Soldier, Poet and King" would be our theme songs 100% sure, tho each of us have our personal theme song lmao

🌜 - Did you form with any pseudo memories, despite not having a direct source?

Kind of, we couldn't call them like having a story, it's more fuzzy and strange memories of "a past life" or something like that, but Silz doesn't have any lol

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Introjects:

🌿 - Do you have any pseudo memories? are there any you'd like to share, if so?

We all have pseudomemories of our source, tho most of us don't like them or are conflictuated by them, personally we won't share them because we have a blog to do so

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Headspace + Discovery:

🍉 - Has your headspace changed over time, or has it generally stayed the same?

It changes a lot! Our hc keeps growing and so does the inner, also some new areas and layers keep getting created depending on the time and situation we're going trough, it never stays the same

🧭 - Were there any obvious signs that you were a system before your discovery?

Probably the host's project of the persmo, reading his notes you can see a lot of things about in-sys relationship, roles, functions and various things about our system done pre-discovery... Also dissociation and super bad amnesia

Thanks for the asks son of the host!!