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Guess who had the idea of three new sideblogs...

ME

I'm gonna decide the aesthetic, photos and name and gonna update y'all when they're ready

(Plus if you want to see a sideblog for systems or CDD related of something you don't find you can request us to make it, we will gladly do it :3)

I do think it needs a unique name because of the exclusiveness of this experience, people could have similar experiences but will not be the same

Some people might use dysmorphia or dysphoria, I've seen people just add another word for those like alter dysphoria or similar like "alter dysphoria" "front dysphoria", some people use already existing ones because of this lack of term like age & species dysphoria because of the different presentations an alter can have

Personally we use some coined options we made for ourselves to describe that experience:

Dysoma, dysdokein, dysproso, dysalotriu, dysantanhetro, dysantilep, dysapopro

To put it in simple word all of them mean similar things but with different changes to be more specific, we use the same kind of etymology that is used for dysphoria/dysmorphia but with our own twist to be appealing to our eye

People can use dysphoria/dysmorphia + any other word if they want, that's the easiest way of presenting it ig

Also, if you want to know a bit more about the exact meanings and all of that we're probably gonna post them here in a separate post for better space to detail and talk about the meanings, so if interested you can see it, any of our coined terms can be used by anyone lmao

What do we call the Dysphoria Alters get about the body not being theirs, or a condition not bring something they deal with?

Is it just simple Body Dysphoria? Or does it have another name? Should it have another name? It is a very specific experience to OSDDID. Like what do we call it when we look in the mirror and it's 100% not us? Or when we feel a pain that we would NEVER feel in our usual lives?

Does anyone have a name for this?

Most of the time I feel like a spy, a double agent or something similar when interacting with some people here on tumblr, and it's kinda strange because I feel like I'm doing something bad but like, they don't know nor mind so... I just kinda vibing there

This type of things are so funny to me ngl

New terms

Have you ever had this feeling of being dysphoric because you're an alter? Or because you have a CDD? A similar feeling to that? Do you use terms like alter/front dysphoria because you don't have a better way of calling it?

Well we made terms that are similar to dysphoria and dysmorphia to describe the unique and exclusive experiences some CDDs can have regarding this topics/feelings!

Is a big list of terms, all of them in some kind of way describes this feeling but have their unique difference, but you can use any of this for a general experience even if it's outside some of this specifications stated in the meaning

THIS TERMS ARE EXCLUSIVE TO CDD, NO ENDOS CAN USE IT PLEASE, THIS IS TO DESCRIBE EXPERIENCES OF A DISORDER

Behold the long post explaining each of the terms

Dysoma

General meaning: Describe the feeling of the body being bad (in meaning isn't how you want it to be) or hard to have (in the meaning of being hard to be in that body because isn't yours)

In depth meaning: This terms is to describe the feeling of the body being wrong, the body not being "good enough" just because isn't yours, it is hard to see and live with the body because it feels off, it doesn't feel yours, it's bad to your eyes and can give you discomfort because is not your body, the general negative and maladaptive feeling surrounding your body and not being able to feel it yours because is different from your body

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word soma (body)

Dysdokein

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a hard/bad time because of pretending to be and appearing as someone you're not, this can be in many things not only with the body appearance

In depth meaning: This term is to describe that feeling of uncomfort of having to pretend you're someone else because you're in someone else body and life, people will see you as the person you're not but you have to pretend to be and it's something distressing, this feelings isn't completely about the body feeling off because isn't yours but rather you feeling off, bad and hard to keep up an external life and body so you feel a stranger because of it

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word dokein (to seem, to appear, to think, to imagine)

Dysproso

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a bad or hard time to keep up the "acting" of being someone you're not like using a mask or custom of someone else

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the distress caused by having to act and present as someone you're not and having to use their face and life as your new face, this "mask", body and life that you have to deal with gives you the off feeling, the sense of you're not yourself and an uncomfortable time, people referring you and seeing you as that other someone makes you feel disconnected from yourself and like you don't have control in your own life

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word prosōpon (face, mask)

Dysalotriu

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a hard and bad time because you suffer the life or someone else and not yours because this isn't your life nor body

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the state of grief and concern regarding having the life of someone else, you have to deal with the problems and life of someone else an that gives you a hard time feeling yourself with the life and body of someone else, seeing that you're another and not you gives you a shock that can affect you negatively, it is based more in the sense of external life and the distress it gives you rather than the actual masking, body or similar feelings of not being you

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word allotríou (of another, foreign) [Yes I changed the word to be more short and pleasant to the term]

Dysantanhetro

General meaning: Describes the feeling of not being able to see your own reflection in the mirror but of someone else, this can also means that you can't see yourself within the body

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the distress caused by the body not being as you want, this is triggered when you see that is way different from yours or when you look at your reflection/shadow you see someone else and not you, this can also be accompanied by a defensive way of trying to modify the body to resemble more of your look and not being able to handle properly and in a adaptive way the different body and appearance

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek words antanáklasis (reflection) and héterou (of another, other) [Yes I changed and mixed the word to be more short and pleasant to the term]

Dysantilep

General meaning: Describes the feeling of a state of depersonalization that cause a hard or bad time related on the way of perceiving because of the body

In depth meaning: This term is to describe a specific kind of depersonalization related to the grief, problem and disconnection to the body, life and the way others see you because of all those things aren't about you but someone else. Being aware or entering in a state of consciousness about the body and life not being yourself but someone else makes you enter in this kind of depersonalization and it's hard to keep up because of it, you can feel other things alongside this depersonalization state or you might not feel anything outside disconnection and uncomfort because of it

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word antilēpsis (perception, grasp)

Dysapopro

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a hard and bad time of keeping up the body persona because you feel too disconnected and separate from it

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the problems, distress and discomfort being a "persona" of someone else brings you, is a creeping feeling of discomfort, fear and detachment of not being yourself and never being able to be you, the fear and anguish of trying to be you, make the body look like you but not being really able to be you because of this persona it exists around the body

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word apo (away, off) and próposo (face, persona) [Yes I changed and mixed the word to be more short and pleasant to the term]

This are all the terms I made to describe my experiences, I never shared them because of the kinda weird names, but if you like them, feel connected and described you can totally use them! I'll feel kinda honored if people started using this terms to describe such a common feeling and experience that didn't have a name up this day

Any questions or comments regarding this terms I'm open to hear them all!

(Sorry for the tag, if you want me to remove it I will do it but tell me, I tagged you because you're the main reason I did this long post @system-cypress)

WAIT WAIT WAIT YOU'RE SILLY SYSTEMS !!!!!!!!!!!! SICKKKKKKK /gen /srs

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WAIT WAIT WAIT, you didn't know???

Bro in the sillysystems intro this blog is tagged in the "about the owner" and in my system community sideblogs masterlist I have sillysystems tagged 😭😭😭 /nbr

Yeah I'm sillysystems, is one of my like 20 sideblogs LMAO

Everytime you send an ask there I'm like "Oh, it's them :D"

I was so happy with my spiderman hyperfixation when this fucker (a trauma holder and prosecutor) came to me and told me this hyperfixation has a "dark context"

I didn't know why I became so fixated on spiderman out of nowhere, like yeah I like the superhero but I didn't watch anything of spiderman to get fixated that hard

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It's based on fucking trauma. The brain relates a very fucked up trauma that affects us really hard and I can't deal with with spiderman so now I'm fixated as a way of trying to cope with that trauma and process it

FUCKING DAMN IT