75 DAY HARD CHALLENGE
75 DAY HARD CHALLENGE
guuuuyyssss..... I WANNA DO IT! I've been watching a lot of videos on it... I know it is a mental strength challenge, but I am doing it for self control purposes and just over all weigh loss purposes ykkk.... I keep yall updates on my body changes :3
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this is kinda just a rant for myself. seasonal depression has got me so fucked up, i've been masking it pretty well, but damn everyone's comments on my body have really been getting too me lately.
"you look so tired'
'you look like youre gonna burst out crying any minute from now'
'youre so fat, when are you gonna stop eating fatty'
idk i think imma start just wearing baggy ass clothes and try to 'hide' myself, like idc if the baggy clothes makes me look fatter. i just wanna sweat off as much water weight as possible aesthetics dont matter rn when i am this big. just gonna go around with no make up on and live my life. get my steps in. aad try to loose weight. loose so much weight that i have people asking me 'omg how did you do it?' 'omg are you okay, you look so sick!' idk maybe that's just wishful thinking i hightly doubt anyone would notice. but hey a girl ccan dream and i am gonna keep on going until i finally get where i need to be.
typing my feelings here, so i don't binge eat later. i am sooo stressed out with college rn, i have major exams coming up and so much studying and i feel sooo overwhelmed. i am already 100 cals over my calorie limit!!! i just feel like binging and making myself 'feel better' in that way but i know imma regret it and start crying later about how much i hate my body if i did that. the only thing thats keeping me from binging is how fat and disgusting i am, like i dont wanna grow any bigger so i am just telling myself that so i dont start binging like crazy.
WHY ARE MY THIGHS SO FCKING FAT IM GOING INSANEEE 😭
man how do people starve easilllyyyy! idk i keep trying but it's always soo hard to do, I just try to keep it under 800 cals a day.. but idk maybe that number is still to high... keep feeling like wannarexic yk