Typing My Feelings Here, So I Don't Binge Eat Later. I Am Sooo Stressed Out With College Rn, I Have Major

typing my feelings here, so i don't binge eat later. i am sooo stressed out with college rn, i have major exams coming up and so much studying and i feel sooo overwhelmed. i am already 100 cals over my calorie limit!!! i just feel like binging and making myself 'feel better' in that way but i know imma regret it and start crying later about how much i hate my body if i did that. the only thing thats keeping me from binging is how fat and disgusting i am, like i dont wanna grow any bigger so i am just telling myself that so i dont start binging like crazy.

Sometimes I get depressed about the fact that nobody loves me, attracted to me, or the fact that I have hardly any friends but then I remember I’m unloveable and I’m fat lol

i got a gym membership right... i started running on the treadmill right... TELL ME WHY THE TREDMILL HAD A SCALE!?, brotha wtffff it weighted me AS I WAS RUNNING! and i was like omg wtffffff done clocked me WHY AM I SO BIG! bro biggest fucking motivator ever i saw that and started sprinting because oh hellllllll naaaaahhhhhhhhh-

fuck i hate myself so much... gonna be skinny one day fr

FRESHMAN FIFTEEN STAY TF AWAY FROM MEEEEEE

unfortunately i do infact miss when i felt like i was gonna collapse from malnutrition

i’ll be back soon though, trust

people really need to think before they speak