Why Are Genetics Actually Determined To Fuck Us Over? Why Do The Gym Bros That Want To Bulk Get The Fast

Why are genetics actually determined to fuck us over? Why do the gym bros that want to bulk get the fast metabolism that we want so badly. They want to build muscle but it’s so hard for them, I wanna be skinny but my metabolism was always so slow

I'd rather feel empty and hungry than full and disgusting.

first time wearing a corset guys! it was actually so helpful! I had like zero appetite the whole time I was wearing it, it was great!

i love talking to my parents cause it’s like,

me: wow my head really hurts

them: it’s cause you’ve been on your phone all day

me: so close! i haven’t eaten in 48 hours! you’ll get it next time though

I'm not proud of any of this by any means, I'm just really fat and I really want to lose weight so instead of hiding from the truth Imma just confront it head on. Right now, I weigh like 160 lbs. (I haven't weighed myself because I am so scared to see the weight on the scale... If I am being honest, I probably won't be weighing myself until the end of October, so y'all will find out then how much I weigh then I'll do like a big update on it. I told my boyfriend that I was going on a cut to try to lose like 20 lbs. I don't really count calories, I am just going to eat light foods like popcorn, protein powder, and fruits and veggies no bread and shit like that, Tryna lose weight you know not gain it all back type shit.

I know that isn't really pro anna, I am not the best anorexic, but I am just trying to lose weight and draw the least amount of attention to myself as possible yk.