I Fucking Hate TikTok, Dude.

I fucking hate TikTok, dude.

First of all the amount of syscourse and BLATANT misinformation makes me fucking sick. Saw a video a little bit ago that you HAVE to and should separate from your source or else it’s “problematic” and “harmful” if you don’t. I call bullshit. No one has to do shit. (They were promoting forcing it. Let alters have a damn choice was all I was saying.)

Also the absolutely sickening responses to the Wilbur situation. STOP FUCKING SUPPORTING A LITERAL DOMESTIC ABUSER. HE WAS A GROWN MAN, HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING.

The homophobia, transphobia, therian hate, etc, that runs utterly rampant and unchecked is disgusting.

And that’s not even the half of it.

I fucking hate the internet.

We are taking a collective break from both Tumblr and Tiktok, we are okay, we just need time. Too much drama all at once and we can’t handle all that on top of everything else.

-Alexis

Doctors to trans people: are you really sure you want these hormones? I don't think you are. I don't believe you. There are risks, you know? It will change your body. Tell me your entire life story and I'll decide whether you've wanted this for long enough. Oh you didn't know when you were 5 years old? Yikes, ok. I think I'll need you to jump through all these hoops and then we can maybe consider it in...100 years

Doctors to fat people who literally didn't ask: have you heard of this surgery that'll mess up your digestive system, just absolutely fucking mutilate it? Mess with your ability to eat and drink normally? Potentially fuck up your ability to absorb nutrients? Yes, and you don't want it? Are you suuuure? Are you really sure? I'm going to bring this up 1000 more times just to be sure also there's this diabetes drug...

Concept: A gender reveal party but AFTER the kid is born.

Like when the kid is 6 or 12 or 18 or 24. When the kid has decided what their gender is or isn’t.

Please stay off my posts thanks

(I don’t need people who are only circumstantially supportive on my blog. Leave.)

This is actually so amazing and myself and my system mates are so fucking proud of you!

I hope you enjoy those goldfish ❤️

yk what? fuck it. ȋ̈ want to get better.

i have STARVED myself and cut myself and im sick of it. I want to get better.

im wasting my life on this bs.

here is the NEW plan:

a. still go to gym bc i love it

b. eat 3 meals a̸ day

c. stop counting cals

d. only weigh myself on wednesdays to see gym progress. not ana.

e. reach out for help if ȋ̈ feel like ȋ̈ may relapse

f. focus on school more, not my weight

g. go eat rn

if anyone wants to be my recovery buddy pls lmk! im terrified but ȋ̈ know this is the right thing to do.

i will keep all my other posts up so ȋ̈ can look back and see how far iv come!

if you struggle with sh or ed, youre not alone. go eat, go throw away your razor. Ȋ̈ believe in you.

i want goldfish