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6 months ago
I've Read Jujutsu Kaisen Since December Of 2019. It's Been Five Years. Now It's Coming To An End. Maybe..?

i've read jujutsu kaisen since december of 2019. it's been five years. now it's coming to an end. maybe..? i don't even know. either way...I'm still praying for gojo's return.

I've Read Jujutsu Kaisen Since December Of 2019. It's Been Five Years. Now It's Coming To An End. Maybe..?

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9 months ago

istg the haikyuu movie was a masterpiece. like the animators, the sound design, the music? LIKE EVERYTHING!!!

so good 10000/10

kuroo šŸ˜ šŸ˜ šŸ˜ šŸ˜ šŸ˜ šŸ˜ šŸ˜ šŸ˜


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3 years ago
"you Should At Least Curse Me At The End"

"you should at least curse me at the end"

MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN MANGA SPOILERS

i've always wondered what that meant. getou was dying and told gojou that in volume 0. i understood the idea of cursing people, but why curse them during death?

but yesterday night i saw this tweet

"you Should At Least Curse Me At The End"

and i realized that maybe people curse others with their last words. jujutsu sorcerer or not, curses are placed when the last words of a person are spoken.

in chapter 147, principal masamichi's last words are "it's a curse.. principal gakuganji. a curse from me.. to you." my first reaction to the chapter was confusion because didn't understand the purpose of it, how this chapter contributes to the story. but knowing that final words become a curse, maybe principal gakuganji's life from here on out will contribute to furthering the story.

at the start of jujutsu kaisen, we see yuji's grandfather dying. last words are "when it's your time to go, make sure you're surrounded by others. don't end up like me" in chapter 1. prior to saying that, his grandfather said, "you're a strong kid, so.. help people... just help them".

"you Should At Least Curse Me At The End"

i'm not sure of the extend of a curse generated from last words, but i do think that concept is plausible in the story.

in real life, people's last words are constantly held in high account if that person is of any importance. taking that concept and putting it into the world of jujutsu kaisen is understandable.

also, yuta cursing rika after her death is another contribution to this claim.

in the end, people's last words during death or last words to someone dying generates a curse.

this realization just makes me like jujutsu kaisen even more. i started reading jujutsu kaisen when gojou's past arc was coming out weekly and was surprised of the thought put into the curse techniques. learning this makes me enjoy the underlying thought put into jjk more.

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3 years ago
MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN MANGA SPOILERS

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN MANGA SPOILERS

levi:

humanityā€™s strongest soldier not just by blatant strength but mentally as well.

when levi ackerman was first introduced, i thought he was just another strong character to be revealed simply because of their skill, but after season 1 and the ova, ā€œno regretsā€, i began to understand the true strength of this character.

trials and tribulation are not enough to describe the atrocities that levi had experienced throughout his life. being on the brink of death in a room with a dead body for who knows how long, abandoned by his uncle, the death of friends he considered family, and i can go on.

through it all, most of his relationships ended with death. it seems as though he is cursed to lose those with who he develops relationships.

when the last chapters were releasing, i thought levi was going to die, multiple times i might add. but now that attack on titan has ended, i understand why levi didnā€™t die.

levi ackerman is humanityā€™s strongest soldier, someone who no matter what happens will always fight until the end.

i can ramble for hours on the adversities levi had gone through, but understanding his genuine strength, from his odm skills to him always caring for his family, is what made me love levi more.

i understand that i wouldnā€™t be able to take the pain, the genuine pain that levi went through.

through it all, he lived.

iā€™ve been super busy with school work. it's been stressing me out so much, but today i got a surge of productivity that i wrote this ! hehehe

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3 years ago
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

i am well aware that many people dislike her because they lack critical thinking skills, analytical skills, and common sense

buttttttt i genuinely love her. someone who was able to break free from the cycle of hate. she came to understand multiple perspectives and interpretations, something she disregarded prior to her arriving at the island.

gabi is a character with a great character arc.

(people who constantly shit on her, anti-gabis, seriously need to put themselves in her point-of-view and understand the purpose of her character)

anyway, happy birthday gabi! ā™”

mwah

gabi character analysis

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3 years ago
MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN CHAPTER 145 SPOILERS

MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN CHAPTER 145 SPOILERS

since the new jujutsu kaisen chapter was an information dump, there are lots of loose theories that is possible but do not have enough evidence to be plausible.

but something that stuck out to me is the fact that gojou is responsible for getting rid of the only two things that could get him out of the prison realm.

i don't think gojou had foreseen him getting captured by the prison realm, but tengen mention "destinies" and i was wondering if that is an important aspect of the story in the future.

is it possible that gojou intended to stay there because it always bothered me that gojou was so relaxed after being captured? even though he possesses six eyes, shouldn't he still be a little concerned for the well-being of those who he is protecting, and if not, concerned for his students?

also, the angel, kurusu hana. i wonder how she is going to be relevant to further the plot of the story.

i saw some theories that tengen is working with kenjaku because of his power and their similarities, but i don't think that would work because what would it add to the story?

oh hey tengen the powerful guy. oh ahahah no! plot twist! he's actually working with kenjaku! and now you're all fucked!

how would that theory progress the plot? but i acknowledge that these are empty theories that could end up being true because we don't have enough information about it.

anyway, how do you feel about this chapter and how do you think it'll progress?

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3 years ago
ATTACK ON TITAN CHAPTER 139 SPOILERS

ATTACK ON TITAN CHAPTER 139 SPOILERS

there are many controversies and ā€œunfinishedā€ feelings that people have about the ending, and i understand the ā€œunderwhelmingā€ aspect of the ending of a story with aggressive fights, intense emotion and etc.

some of the concerns iā€™ve been hearing are eren expressing his feeling towards mikasa, the purpose of historiaā€™s child, people agreeing with eren, and a lot more.

eren:

erenā€™s actions from chapter 116 up until most of the final moments are of him suppressing his feelings to become the sacrifice in order to gain freedom. that moment reminds the readers that he is still human.

through it all, he is still a nineteen-year-old boy that is in love, yet neglects it because he had a ā€œdestinyā€ to fulfill. he made mikasa and armin kill him, the villain, of the world, in order to implant them with the role of helos. willy tyberā€™s performance was to explain how it is all a lie. the truth is all fabricated. that moment foreshadows erenā€™s actions. he pinned himself as the ā€œunbeatableā€ guy only to be ultimately defeated by the heroes of the island.

he manipulated dina fritz to kill his mother, eradicating the future he wanted to become the future he needed it to be.

the moment eren kissed historia's hand, he saw it all: his death, his friends turning on him, creating a mass genocide, killing eighty percent of the population. through it all, bearing it on his own.

he knew what would become of him, therefore, urges mikasa to find someone new, someone, who can provide for her, something he cannot do.

again, eren exclaiming to armin his love for mikasa is a realistic feeling that provides a humane aspect of eren that had been suppressed for so long. donā€™t you think that he deserves to be able to a human?

empathy. many are siding with eren after understanding where he was coming from, which is seriously laughable.

yes, eren did that to protect the people he cares about and did it until the end. but are the eighty percent of the human population undeserving of protection then?

did they not have families, friends, and loved ones? did they not deserve this freedom?

who is eren to decide their fates?

i understand that there are a vast amount of people, good and bad, but that doesnā€™t justify anything. in real life, people say to not think of the people as their governments. is the governmentā€™s action towards the island a result of their people? they were consumed with the fabricated lie of the island. the unknown. you canā€™t really blame them. it's in human nature to fear the unknown. that doesnā€™t justify their oppressing actions, but understand even you are not perfect, so how do you expect characters in a ā€œrealisticā€ story filled with human nature, to be perfect?

mass genocide, in no way, is justifiable.

historiaā€™s child:

the final arc of historia is quite underwhelming compared to her prior. at first, i agreed. i thought that it is an unnecessary arc that has no purpose. but the more i dwelled on it, i came to a realization. the baby is the symbol of erenā€™s sacrifice.

the childā€™s fate was decided before it was even born before it even existed. it was to inherit the beast titan and would, once again, contribute to repeating history, the history of historiaā€™s family. the child would be stripped of the future it could have, being content, being free.

due to the outcome of the story, eren provides the baby with a future of freedom. a future of none of that obligation implemented before. without having to sacrifice their idea of bliss for the greater good.

as underwhelming as that for some, it highlights the fact that eren was able to give the future its freedom, something he wanted to obtain during his lifetime.

the end:

eren is in no way portrayed as good, but we are to understand, understand that there is no definitive good or bad. it is to understand the middle ground. to grasp the idea of multiple and different perspectives, interpretations, and etc.

maybe it is predictable, but it truly encompasses the message the story is trying to convey.

in a cruel world, conflict is inevitable, so we have to fight. in that world, there is still beauty and hope. peace may never be truly achieved, but we try to reach as close as we can.

i get that there are more controversies, but iā€™m literally typing this in class. so maybe later. ahahah

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3 years ago
Eren Really Did It Until The End

eren really did it until the end

call your name - hiroyuki sawano

truly encompasses eren and mikasa

not me crying again šŸ„²

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3 years ago
ATTACK ON TITAN CHAPTER 139 SPOILERS

ATTACK ON TITAN CHAPTER 139 SPOILERS

chapter 139. what a beautiful ending.

through the rollercoaster of emotions that many have embedded into the series, i believe this is how it all should end.

i understand that some may not like the ending because they simply expected an action-pact ending. this story is not a simple hero's journey type story. attack on titan is a plethora of opposing perspectives, reactions, and personalities of which are all complex.

within this cruel world, all we can do is fight.

"if we win, we live. if we lose, we die. if we don't fight, we can't win. fight. fight."

persevere through the adversities that are inescapable when born into this world.

what else can we do?

mikasa, truly the beauty of the cruel world.

armin, the world's savior.

eren, the sacrifice.

bittersweet isn't it?

in a world overflowing with different perspectives and interpretations, it is inevitable to be in conflict, but we can focus on how to make it right. peace may never be achieved and yet we have to strive for it.

thank you isayama-sama.

i got a headache from crying. thank you.

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3 years ago
MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

megumi:

the aloof yet caring character, something anyone would love. what interests me most about megumi is not what sukuna finds interesting about him, but his moral compass.

megumi has stated multiple times that he only saves those who he deems as worthy of saving. that mindset isnā€™t like what yuuji preaches throughout the duration of the anime and manga. yuuji hopes to save everyone and anyone who is suffering from the cursed spirits. megumi always questions ā€œwho the hell am i supposed to save?ā€, which then comes to the conclusion that he should save whoever he wants. not to be a person who is deemed as nice, like his sister tsumiki.

is that a valid way of thinking? is saving whoever you wish, bad?

the answer is that there is no answer.

yuuji believes that by giving everyone a chance to live out their lives, he is doing good for the people. but what challenges this idea is whether itā€™s a good idea to save people who are considered ā€œbadā€? the act of saving people, in general, is ā€œgoodā€, or whatever ā€œgoodā€ is. but in this eternal bleak, there is so much that happens. how to we come to the conclusion of the two polar choices?

megumi challenges yuujiā€™s moral compass. gojouā€™s moral compass also challenges yuujiā€™s.

i agree with megumi. saving those who i believe is worthy is the only way i know-how. unlike gojou, i donā€™t have the power to say i could make those decisions. but i wonder, is megumiā€™s way of thinking, selfish? i donā€™t know when the situation of saving someone arises, but if it comes, what would i do?

what would you do?

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3 years ago
MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

gabi:

gab is a controversial character. and many donā€™t like her for her way of thinking and her actions, like peopleā€™s reactions/feelings towards floch (i linked that post below). they disregard the fact that they are bias towards the island of paradis people.

through the time span from 2013 to 2019, weā€™ve only seen the perspective of those who are on the island. as the audience, we understand the hurt, trauma, and many terrible adversities those on the island have gone through, therefore, empathizing with them. we later learn that the marleyans are in charge of that oppression and oppress the eldian on the motherland as well.

gabi, a child in marley, grew up in a place that constantly pushes propaganda onto their people. they made people like karina braun, reinerā€™s mother, believe those lies implemented into their lives.

we are told that it is healthy to sleep 8-10 hours our entire life, but what if all of a sudden it is proven otherwise? wouldnā€™t it impact our views? wouldn't some people question what they've been told and be in denial as well?

gabi and falco grew up their entire lives believing that eldians deserve this ā€œrepercussionā€. how do you blame a child who believed the lies sheā€™s been fed since the very beginning of her life?

falco understands that the marleyans have done much wrong because he was present during the conversation between reiner and eren. he gained a new understanding when ā€œreiner, i am the same as youā€ was uttered from erenā€™s mouth. whether it's a blessing or a curse, falco understands the mindset of eren and the reasons of why what happened during tyber's speech, happened.

besides gabiā€™s way of thinking, people dislike her due to the fact that she killed sasha. i understand the hurt as i was distraught when i read that chapter as well, but understand that sasha also killed gabiā€™s friends and contributed to eren's attack. i understand that it doesnā€™t justify murdering someone, but why do people hold gabi accountable and not sasha? reason being point-blank, people are biased towards sasha. she is a lovable character, some would even categorize her as the comedic relief, the twin flame to connie. thatā€™s why it hurt so much.

another point is the fact that gabi's character is parallel to eren. the series began with eren cursing at the titans, wondering why is it that people within the walls live in a constant fear due to the titans existence. they did no wrong. why were they being attacked?

why were the innocent eldians in marley attacked? were they responsible for their governmentā€™s actions? werenā€™t they just as oppressed as the eldians on the island? gabi saw the friends that she grew up with die just as eren saw his mother die. so why do people hate her more than eren? why don't they hold eren accountable? once again, it's due to them being biased.

gabi escaped with falco and went to live with sasha's parents, which prompted her character arc. she began to understand the eldianā€™s on the island. they were not devils as she was told her entire life. they were mere humans who wish to live in freedom.

later, when she met with niccolo, she then truly understood the weight of her actions. only then did she realize that she contributed to the cycle of hate.

in the recent chapter, chapter 138, gabi turned into a titan, which ultimately led her to death's arms. that in it of itself is really telling of her overall character. at first, i didnā€™t realize this but she cursed people of the islands for having devil blood and for being devils themselves. she thought that if she sided with marley she would be ā€œhonorary marleyanā€. after erenā€™s attack, she realized her perspective was wrong. her efforts to suppress her blood was all for naught.

gabi dying from turning into a titan makes us, the readers, understand that at the end of the day, she is an eldian. through it all, she cannot escape what is in her blood.

in hindsight, i thought it was a mundane ending to her character, but i later realized that it was very good ending to her character. i wonder if at that point, she truly accepted who she is. is it a bittersweet ending, or simply a somber one? it's all up to your interpretation of it.

in the end, all characters within this series have done wrong. evidently, some more than others, but the world isnā€™t simply black or white. it is a vast of grey and the only choices can make are not right or wrong, but better or worse.

i donā€™t love gabi but i donā€™t hate her either. although, i think she is an important character within the story, much like floch. compared to eren, she is a different side of the same coin. driven by revenge.

what i love about her character is that she was able to break free from the cycle of hate to create her own opinions, to break free from what the government has told her to believe. not many have that opportunity or luxury to say they have done the same, whether it be within the story, or real life.

wow i wrote a lot

floch character analysis

freedom analysis

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3 years ago
Its So Funny How The Jjk Fandom Reduced Toji To A Dilf.

itā€™s so funny how the jjk fandom reduced toji to a dilf.

itā€™s kind of annoying. and a lot of times people canā€™t tell the difference between fannon and cannon āœ‹

but thereā€™s so much more to him then just his fucking sexc ass looks

but yea. toji is more than a dilf !

mf has two wives

he doesnā€™t need you šŸ˜šā™„ļø

and heā€™s dead

...

šŸ„² i want him too

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3 years ago
MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

floch:

hatred, disgust, maybe even abhorrence are most of the reactions to floch forsterā€™s character. and that is understandable. people hate floch because he wanted erwin to live, described erwin as a devil, and dissed armin. people hate floch because he didnā€™t understand what the scouts went through prior to him joining them. people hate floch because he is a yeagerist. people hate floch because he was the cause of hangeā€™s death. and there is much more.

something i believe people donā€™t realize is that floch is a representation of the audience/reader.

rationally speaking, saving erwin is the obvious choice (at first), but throughout the series, arminā€™s character had been developed in front of our eyes. erwin is an established character, hence why people are more attached to armin.

after witnessing all of the deaths derived from erwinā€™s lead, floch grew to despise him, but he understands that erwin is the only person capable to lead.

bias. that is what a lot of attack on titan fans are. and what angers me is that they donā€™t notice that they are biased.

many proudly claimed that they are yeagerists and are for eren. they say that after three seasons of supporting eren, how are they supposed to hate him now? dude theyā€™re literally floch kinnies.

from that reaction alone, floch embodies the general audience. at first they agree that erwin should be the one to live, then they are in support of eren despite him continuing the cycle of hate. honestly, people are so stupid.

floch provides an opposing view. and i admire him because he strongly believes that it serves a good purpose. he truly believes that working with eren and following his ideals will benefit the world. maybe he is right. but either way, i donā€™t agree.

even so, i think flochā€™s position in the story is highly important. without him, we wouldnā€™t be able to understand the opposing side, whether we agree with them or not.

flochā€™s character offers a different perspective. people are in support of the main characters because the story is following them. like gabi. people quickly hated on her but disregard the propaganda that has been shoved in her face since she is a child. weā€™re told that brushing our teeth twice a day is healthy, but then all of a sudden it is not. wouldnā€™t that confuse you because youā€™ve been told that brushing your teeth twice a day is healthy?

being open-minded will always be better than being stubborn. trying to understand flochā€™s point of view is understanding why the majority of the attack on titan fandom his terrible comprehension skills.

so why do people who agree with floch, hate him? they see a reflection of themselves and disapprove of it, but they donā€™t want to admit it to themselves that they are just as blind as floch forster.

sorry for dissing the fandom. AHAHA ! i just get really annoyed with like 75% of the fandom because they donā€™t understand the significance of a character, scene, or other aspects of the series. there is always a purpose for each character and moment.

i donā€™t love floch but i don't hate him. although i do think his character is vital to the story.

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3 years ago
MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

mikasa:

due to the twists and turns that attack on titan provides, mikasaā€™s character arc is largely overlooked. ā€œerehā€ is one of the first things people think of when ā€œmikasaā€ is brought up. but obviously, she is more than someone in love with that freedom obsessed conflicted idk i can go on and on guy.

mikasa represents pride, armin represents hope, eren represents freedom. i wrote about freedom before (i linked it at the bottom of this post), but what is pride? it is to feel a sense of satisfaction with themself.

mikasa is someone who values the relationships she has built throughout her life. in a world filled with disappointment and is stuck in a cycle of hate, mikasa ackerman is the ray of sunshine. nothing is stable; from households to government, to history, but to believe in the relationships between people is the only thing worth holding onto.

some may belittle her by saying she is simply like that because of her ackerman name. but can you do what she has done? can you continue to believe in someone who has disappointed you plenty?

mikasa is the beauty in this cruel world she was born in. i guess some people donā€™t understand that she was one of the first characters to be developed. she learned to live without eren in chapter 7.

ā€œIf I can't, then I'll just die. But if I win I live. Unless I fight, I cannot winā€ is the mentality of this character. she saved gabi, the person who killed one of her closest friends, being able to look beyond hatred, something the world cannot seem to let go of.

in the end, mikasa values her friends. she free of ymirā€™s curse never bound to the chains of revenge ymir embedded onto eren. she fights against the inevitable results of that revenge.

ā€œi am strong!!ā€ yes. strong-minded. strong-willed.

so how is her character going to come to an end?

mikasa will be the wings of freedom

freedom analysis

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3 years ago
Let Me Show You This Beauty. Suou Azami

let me show you this beauty. suou azami

my husband

from raise wa tanin ga ii

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3 years ago
MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN MANGA SPOILERS

MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN MANGA SPOILERS

maki:

in light of chapter 144, makiā€™s appearance sparked havoc due to her injuries and haircut. many realized the parallel between her and toji, but yk me being the genius that i am, i realized this when gege first introduced toji fushiguroā€™s character.

toji cannot utilize cursed techniques, therefore, having no use in the jujutsu world, just like maki. they both are cast aside and looked down on by their family. they also resent their family and left. the parallels between the two are undeniable.

in chapter 110 maki meets toji for the first time, baffled by his technique, despite him not being able to use cursed techniques as well. at this moment my theory was proven. toji is maki at her best.

MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN MANGA SPOILERS

flash forward to chapter 144, makiā€™s haircut is similar to tojiā€™s. how is maki going to utilize her experience with toji? how is she going to maneuver herself to be like toji or even, one day, surpass him?

maybe maki is ā€œdestinedā€ to be a better version of toji. toji is an anti-hero, someone who isnā€™t good nor bad. he wasnā€™t a good father but genuinely cared for his son. i believe maki will become better and utilize this ā€œmisfortuneā€.

her motivation, drive is admirable. i love maki.

it was mentioned by momo before that a man with scars is seen as honorable, but scars on women are seen as flaws. maki now has scars across her face. how is that going to affect how the zenā€™in family views her?

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3 years ago
MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

freedom:

in light of the last chapter of attack on titan coming on april 9th, i wanted to talk about the constant reoccurring theme of the story.

due to the vast amount of people, perspectives and interpretations vary. freedom is something everyone wants but have differing definitions of. when you first think of that word you may think of erenā€™s true love, the opportunity to express yourself, to become whatever you want to be, and etc. attack on titan displays the various ideas of freedom.

admittedly, i could be wrong because my interpretation of these characters may be different from others.

eren yeager. FREEDOM !!! YEAAA !! but to him, what is freedom? at the start of the story, freedom is living with nothing holding you back, not living in fear of titans. but the existence of titans means never going beyond the walls, lions constantly peering over mice. but his idea of freedom changes after the kiss of true love.

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

a new understanding is gained. he is blinded by revenge. but is it his revenge or is it someone elseā€™s? ymir, the slave to the king and now a slave to her own misfortune. driven by anger and vengeance of the world. why did she have to be ostracized? why did it have to be her? revenge is freedom in her mind.

carla yeager, a woman who believes that people are born special and not made special. she finds that freedom is being who you are. she doesnā€™t seek something to make her special. when grisha and sadis talk about the ā€œspecialā€ people in the scout regiment, carla scoffs. she portrays a mundane view of freedom.

erwin smith, a man who seeks the truth. what is freedom to him? avenging his father? atoning to the deaths he lead many to? no. itā€™s to find out the realities of the world that was stripped from the people of the island. although he never fulfills his idea of freedom, he was able to rest. even if he had all of this need to understand, he accepts what he knows. is that freedom? is acceptance freedom? i donā€™t know myself.

throughout the time when eren had the founding titan, ymir sees eren. ymir understands eren. i believe this story is to depict empathy, not mere sympathy. whether you agree with how eren or ymir or carla or any other characterā€™s viewpoint on freedom, isayama wants you to understand. omg count how many times iā€™ve used that word.

each character experiences different things, each character responds to things differently, and each character can be seen as human. the variations of people are depicted throughout characters of attack on titan.

the supposedly ā€œlast panelā€ in the first picture above, is a man holding a child saying ā€œyou are freeā€. there are lots of theories on who these people are, but the most interesting aspect, to me, is how that child is free.

in the end, what is freedom? what is it to you?

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3 years ago
MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN SPOILERS

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN SPOILERS

jean kristein:

jean is probably the most relatable to the common man within the story of shingeki no kyojin (aot). prior to the beginning of the story, all of the characters have their separate lives: eren with mikasa and armin, reiner with bertholdt and annie, and etc. out of all the background stories, jeanā€™s is normal, or what normal can be on the island.

he grew up with a loving mom, and although he finds her embarrassing, he was still able to grow up with a rather peaceful life. thus, leading him to join the 104th scout regiment to live a lavish life in the wall of sina. when i first began attack on titan somewhere in late 2015 early 2016, i agreed with jeanā€™s thought process. yes people are dying, yes people are living in a cage, yes people donā€™t have ā€œfreedomā€, but that is not my life (or yk if i was living in jeanā€™s position and in the universe). death, massacre, genocide even, is inevitable. HA ! that's someone who has been living in a comfortable bubble would say.

MAJOR ATTACK ON TITAN SPOILERS

i, like jean, have never gone through the horrors of life compared to characters like levi or reiner. who cares about other people when you can live a comfortable life. oh, the privilege dripping out of my mouth when i say that. nevertheless, jeanā€™s rose-tinted glasses are broken once he sees half of marcoā€™s body.

why was this so traumatic? some people said they didnā€™t even rememberer marco or didnā€™t pay attention to him, but why? i did. the effects of marcoā€™s kindness, observations, and mere presence were comforting. it almost makes you forget the reality of the situation until those moments become mere memories.

through this, he develops drive and motivation. after seeing reality, tell me, how can one standstill?

maybe this shouldā€™ve been a post about marco, but this about how he had a big impact on jeanā€™s awakening.

jean kristein is a common man, then became a character whose maturity is clearly shown throughout the series. ignorant to a man who sees it as it is, not what he wants it to be. no longer a ā€œcommon manā€. that is why he is admirable to me. (that's also why i'm in love with him)

eren yeager, ymir fritz, zeke yeager, floch forster, etc may be well developed characters, but, jean clearly demonstrates growth in people. a change in perspective. a change in heart.

i have a lot of character analysis stuff about a bajillion characters and all of a sudden i got an urge to write about certain aspects of them. hehe

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viviebear
3 years ago
MAJOR JJK MANGA SPOILERS !!!

MAJOR JJK MANGA SPOILERS !!!

mahito:

hatred is instinctive the moment you think of a character like mahito. someone who murders recklessly, including a loved and an incongruous character like junpei. but what if thereā€™s more?

mahito is a special grade cursed spirit that was born from human transgression. hatred towards one another and yet is immature and frankly, new. dispute between humans has been going on for centuries and only now is he alive. unlike him, jogou, hanami, dagon, and etc are all, seemingly, mature. they seem to have been in existence for a while now. representing the fear of nature, they are powerful due to many dreading those aspects of the world.

so why did mahito only recently come into existence? i donā€™t think thatā€™ll ever be concluded because he's dead. AHAHAH ! but that leads me to question humanity.

do we fear expressing our hate towards others so much that we repress it, ultimately leading to the representation of our resentment, mahito, to be nebulous? nebulous of how to express this hatred causing sadistic death?

I didn't edit this soooooooo it might not really 100% make sense butttttt you get what i mean... right?!

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viviebear
3 years ago

hi ā™”ā‹†ļ½”Ėš

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